Listening to
Simple Plan's Shut Up to calm my nerves.
Love it.************
When I talk to
that certain person now...
It still seems so
awkward.
It's like, there's an unvisible barrier between us, and when we're happily chatting or bitching about something, it just stops, right there, you know,
bam, right in the middle of it all.
Then whenever we chat about something normal,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, and I always steer the freaking convo to something about studies.
Like,
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
Then whenever
that certain person walks by, then I just
look away.
Like i'm not supposed to look at that person or something.
Way awkward.
I bet that personthinks i'm some nerd.
Ugh.
WHY AM I REACTING LIKE THISSSSSSSSSSSSS ?!?!?![/emoness]
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Three more papers.
And baby, i'm freeee!!!!Oh.
The person mentioned above is not anyone you blog readers or classmates know.
But I love you all anyway.
Love,