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Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
Alco, alco and more alco!.

"I want Liverpool Station!!!"

"Oh yeah, my Dad set aside two bottles of Shiraz for us all" Terence said

So, happy la.

We drank a little while sitting around the coffee table, playing Monopoly.
Huai owned nearly a whole side of the board -_-
Then she bought little hotels and houses and placed them like everywhere so whenever we landed on a spot there we had to pay a bomb.
Rolled the dice, landed on her spot again, have to pay again.
Gulung tikar wei.

Tomorrow, I'm going out with MunSuet to MV and then off to Dara's for a barbeque!
Fun, fun, fun!


Britney's new single, "Gimme More" is out.
I've been listening to it nonstop since this afternoon - it is that good

Who says Britney Spears can't sing, i'm going to knock your lights out.

I LOVE her new song to bits!


@ 1:41 PM
Ryan's Birthday.

I'm such a bad fan.
I forgot your birthday was yesterday.

I hope you have a fun time with Keltie Brendon ;)

Now, i'm off to find me some lunch.


Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 10:33 PM


because my new header is dun. :)
My Chemical Romance, in case you didn't know.


Twenty minutes more till 31st of August, but unsurprisingly, this feels just like any other normal day to me. I don't see why we should celebrate yet another year in this shitty country when thousands of other people my age just can't wait any longer to migrate somewhere else.

Oh. Right.

I had a dream about you yesterday night after I blogged about you the other day. I hid the post, so you couldn't read it. You were at this dinner with the rest of your classmates, and when I said Hi, you just gave me a face, and shook your head, and just kept on walking. It was like you grabbed a knife and drove it into my gut.

I confronted you, and you said "I just can't talk or be friends with you any more."

I crumbled into tiny little pieces, and that's when I woke up.

What a fucking nightmare.


Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 8:21 PM


Laydeez and gentlemen, this year will be the only year i'll be watching the Merdeka celebration parade on tv because Dollar is performing.
Dollar Ng aka. fellow Guavalian aka. Pounds' um... friend with benefits *COUGH COUGH COUGH*

Therefore, I shall sacrifice my morning, in the power of the Adam which all of us Guavalians live by, to drag my ass out of bed early in the morning.


Don't screw up, Dollar.
Pounds may be watching.

Oi, fellow zoo escapees

Even though I look fat in this picture

I put it here because I actually miss you black people.
Wtf man, you guys better come to the BBQ this Saturday or else! :P

Bloody Little Rugrats

My aunt's kids are downstairs right now, screaming their heads off
AND raiding my fridge (thank God I saved my Orange Intense and KitKats before they got their grubby little fingers on them)
AND running around, smacking my maid's butt just for the fun of it
Everytime they do it, they burst into giggles.

I have a feeling that when they grow up, they won't be exactly straight...

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Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 7:02 PM

Rainbow Photos!

I enjoyed editing these few pictures today.
They're a change to what i've been doing these past few days - watching old America's Next Top Model episodes.
Before I continue, I shall just state that Amanda of Season 3 really really really really inspires me.

Okay, so... one day, we realized we were all um, multicolored, so Flo brought out her camera, and we all snapped photos!

Me, Flo, Jason, ZJ

I DO look drunk wtf

Geoff, WeiHong... and Nash who scares me LOL

I am the master of faces.
No, not you.

Yes, I am.

No comment

I just had to spoil the picture. -_-

I like this photo!
I somehow think we all look really artistic and modely... just like those end photos in ANTM, you know, the group ones :D

I look like a stick figure.

There were SO many people watching as we took these - God knows how we managed to not get kicked out of the Media Hub!

Don't you? :D

I couldn't resist making a macro out of this...

Jason poses really well in shots like this.

I LOVE this photo of Zheng.

And last but not least, Jason.
Can you guess where he is posing at?


I really am pissed at some bloody lala who happened to read my personal message on msn and came to my blog to criticize me.
Wtf, I don't even know why I have a bloody Singaporean lala on my MSN list anyway.
Oh right, Maple.


"Ehh, why your blog no pix de worhh? I lazy see words nehh! Don't write so long!"

WTF man. It's MYYYYYYY blog, HELLO? I can write whatever I want to in here, if you don't want to read what I write, then get your checker-clad ass OFF my page.

"So boring wan your blog!!"

Go on, then. I dare you to create a blog, with all the glitter and checks and fucking fugly lala poses with the peace sign at the side of your face like you're Miss Chinese Singapore 2006.

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Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 11:40 PM

Bahaha. Here I am, gorging on a piece of a bar of Lindt's Orange Intense which tastes soooooooooo good, it's orgasmic. I've got 2 more bars of it, so :D
Ooooooooooooo, I found a kinda interesting tag on Rae's blog so I shall DO IT.

*smiles determinedly at the computer screen*


1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
American Idiot - Green Day

How would you describe yourself?
The Call - Backstreet Boys
(uh.. okay... I don't really call people much on my handphone, so... ladeedaaa lets get on with this....)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Holiday - Green Day
(sooo.. I like that he takes me on holidays? :D )

How do you feel today?
Deep And Meaningless - Rooster
(Yeah exactly! I feel deep and meaningless :P)

What is your life's purpose?
The Little Things You Give Away - Linkin Park
(haha :P the little subtle things WHO gives away? :D)

What is your motto?
Honest Mistake - The Bravery
(Uh. No comment. But this song is THA BOMB.)

What do your friends think of you?
Love At First Sight - Mary J Blige

What do you think of your parents?
I Miss You - Blink 182
(Nope, no comment there >_>)

What do you think about very often?
When It All Falls Apart - The Veronicas
(I do think about what happens if ... the people I love... taken away from me, or .. not being there any more.. And it hurts me alot, so yeah, I do think about my life falling apart pretty often.)

what is 2 + 2?
Catch Your Wave - The Click Five
(Like, wow.. 2+2=Catch Your Wave!)

What do you think of your best friend?
Fortune Faded - Red Hot Chilli Peppers
(Haha, I always wish the best fortune for my best friendS >_> wtf man. LOL)

What do you think of the person you like?
You Give Me Something - James Morrison
("And you, give me something, that makes me feel all right" :D )

What is your life story?
It's My Life - Bon Jovi
(OMG my Shuffle is starting to scare me. This song explains exactly how I live MY life. No one tells me how to live it. I LIVE it. Now, or never.)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Beautiful Day - U2
(Okay, so I wanna be a Beautiful Day...)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse
(Yeah, EXACTLY how I feel. I mean, ugh. Whatever. Go listen to the song to see how I feel. Fuck my shuffle man, it's so accurate >_>)

what will u dance to at ur wedding?
Sugar Sugar - The Archies

What will they play at your funeral?
From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart - Britney Spears

What is your hobby/interest?
Overprotected - Britney Spears
(I am WAY overprotected, so that isn't my hobby.. trying to get myself to be overprotected >_>)

What is your biggest fear?
Murder On The Dancefloor - Sophie Ellis Bextor
(Being murdered on the dancefloor.. Mm, freaky. At least i'll be having fun when I die.)

What is your biggest secret?
Without You Here - The Goo Goo Dolls
(Haha wtf that isn't a secret, though I really miss you guys!)

What do you think of your friends?
Patience - Take That
(Haha... I guess you have to have some patience with everybody or you won't get along, you know? :P But otherwise I dont see the relevance of this song with this question.)


And I tag:
FBBPinky (sorry I had to use your nickname or else people'll get confused :P)
aaaaand... Syaf

you don't have to do the tags if you don't want to, but it's pretty fun :D .. considering it's music, and all!


@ 10:42 PM

Hey Terence!

SOMEONE has a very important message for you right over here at

so klik klik klik klik!!! KLIK IT! ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

[bimbo mode]

I, like, am, like, having, like, SO much fun, watching old ANTM reruns and Russell Peters standup comedy skits. I, like, SO need a PARTY, like, soon, or I shall, like, totally DIE or something! *fans self*

[/bimbo mode]

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Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 4:52 PM
The Girl Who Had Nothing To Do.

Now, It's Nothing But My Way

Excerpts from my journal/notebook while I was bored in Genting.

Location: Theatre Restaurant, Genting Hotel, Genting Highlands
Time: Dinner - around six or seven or so.

We finally reached Genting, after an hour plus or so car ride. I sat in the back and I felt really sick on the way up. I stuffed my iPod earpieces into my ears and shut my eyes, drowning out the Chinese opera music (Dad's music) with some intense Linkin Park. Ha! Bye, Yu Ya, or whoever the hell is screeching and wailing from the car's speakers. I tried to sleep - usually that's the only way to cure my carsickness, but I couldnt. Boo. So I sat it out like the brave little pig that I am :)

Now i'm feeling okay, though still feeling a little bloated at the stomach. The smell of steamed rice is so strong it's making me feel a little hungry, so it's a good thing, I guess.

From where i'm sitting, I can see the Highlands Hotel, and the little Starbucks located outside the lobby. Doubtfully, I will be spending my time there tonight - Paul's PSP has gone kaput, so the boys can't play multiplayer games together any more. We're probably going to be loitering around First World or - God forbid - the arcades tonight. Boo :(

The food's here - shall continue rambling on later, given the chance.


Location: Outside Pizza Hut, First World Hotel Theme Park, Genting Highlands
Time: 10.57 PM

I'm waiting for the boys to buy their pizza and i'm sitting here, in between Pizza Hut and Padini Authentics, right below the trackline of the indoor roller coaster, which rumbles by occasionally, people screaming for God knows what. The coaster isn't that scary.

We've just finished watching Rush Hour Three, and my hands are very sticky from eating cheap, too-sweet popcorn. The movie wasn't bad - I kept laughing non-stop at Chris Tucker's antics (he may be an asshole and a womanizer, but he's too cute :P) and Jackie Chan's overused kungfu antics. I especially loved the bloopers at the end of the movie.

"Uh, Jackie, it's freeze, not cheese."
"Ohhhh *smiles amidst laughter from crewmembers* freeeeze..."

*starts smiling dorkily as she remembers the scene*

As i'm sitting here, dozens of lala people have passed me - there goes another one. He's wearing an oversized, hideously checkered red and black jacket, a red-and-black checkered shirt (JEEZ, WHAT THE HELL IS WITH LALA PEOPLE AND CHECKERED THINGS?), baggy pants with strings on them that he thinks makes him look cool but actually it makes him look like a clown gone bad, and finally, spiked, overgelled black (HALLELUJAH, no brown hair, thank Jeebus) hair.

Lots of Arabians are here too. The women look really exotic, with long eyelashes and really pretty eyes. The men... uh, i'll save that for another time.

Hey, WAIT A MINUTE! There's a group of lala boys standing right in front of me, outside the chocolate shop, right beside the Hut, and Mr.BadClown is one of them. And, O_O a smaller boy, much shorter than Mr.BadClown, is holding pinky fingers with him! Aw, gay lala boys. *pukes into a bucket*

The group of them stare at me periodically. One of them, a particularly tall one with fugly brown hair, cheap pants, and an equally fugly black checkered shirt, keeps locking eyes and smirking at me in a i'm-too-cool-for-you way when I look up. Cool, my MNG jeans clad butt. I bet the lot of them think i'm this nerd who studies nonstop, sitting down whenever she gets the chance to finish her homework early. I'M IN COLLEGE, YOU PATHETIC LITTLE FOOLS. IF I HAVE HOMEWORK, I SHOULD BE DOING HOMEWORK. AND I'M WRITING FOR THE SAKE OF BOREDOM! I should shoot them a glare now.

Okay. I did. Mr.LalaSmirkBoy curled his lip and kept staring at me. The nerve.

I feel pretty cool, anyway, if you ask me. FEEL pretty cool, mind you, not AM pretty cool. There's a big difference in that. I'm sitting here, crosslegged and alone, on this wooden, shellacked bench, soaking in all the sights - a mishmash of lala and random people, sounds - chitter chatter and pitter patter of feet, and smells - a mix of pizza and popcorn - around me. This feels so much better than - okay, maybe i'm exaggerating. This feels the same as sitting at Starbucks, overshadowed by the ferris wheel and all its blinding lights, watching the business-types shout into their Sony Ericssons and type on their VAIOs, sipping espressos from cute little Starbucks espresso cups. I feel like i'm this punk-rock-slash-emo writer, writing her latest story or poem, inspired (Ha, i'm so inspired by Genting and its casinos *rolls eyes*) by everything around her.

The lala boys have retreated to a bench just two benches away from mine. Mr.LalaSmirkBoy still smirking at me from time to time. Motherfucker.

Holy Jeebus, here comes another lala person - a girl this time. Man, she's so red, green, and white that I can't help thinking she made her outfit from a very large Italian flag. Hello, little green overall. Hello, red blouse. Hello, white-red-and-green striped stockings. Hello, green-and-white splattered sneakers, and hel-lo, mismatched red and green bands in her hair. Benvenuto in Italia, la gente!

This aint Genting Highlands. It's Lalaland.

Oh - the boys are back with their food. Got to go.

Time: Sometime past twelve.
Location: Room 12016, Genting Hotel, Genting Highlands

I'm back in my hotel room now, on one of the twin beds. The boys are in the other room, Paul watching as Wilson plays Grand Theft Auto on his PSP. Mom is on the bed next to mine, babbling away on her phone to someone, and Dad's probably where I think he is right now.

My phone's on the little bedside table next to mine, so's my book that i'm rereading, Spellbound by Jane Green. Away on the other side of the room, the empty meatball container from Pizza Hut is sitting precariously on the edge of the desk by the TV. Wilson and his laziness.

Even though it's past midnight, I feel like going back down to the Highland Hotel's Starbucks and sit there till closing time, sipping a green tea frappucino and writing. It's quite boring lying here, really, with nothing to do and no one to talk to.

Before Rush Hour 3, I walked the fake cobblestoned streets of First World Hotel's themepark alone, the boys having gone off to the arcade for a while. There wasn't anything really appealing in Esprit, ditto Diesel, Giordano and Padini Concept Store, but I found this cute tee in FOS (a little-miss tee) and I bought it. I also spotted a Manchester United jersey for women in Nike. I rike, I rike! Now I can wear a Manchester United jersey to college without looking like a retard. I have to get my hands on it.

My eyes are getting tired now and I wanna remove my contact lenses so I can sleep.


Time: Sometime in the morning
Place: Room i'm-too-sleepy-to-remember-the-number.

It's morning now. Too early in the morning. Some bloody fucker upstairs keeps hammering nonstop on something, so loud that I can't bloody sleep. My eyes are squinty right now, as a result.


We're going back today, so hallelujah. I can't wait to go home!


And i'm home :D

Woot. Time for some chocolate, tv, and then some bed.


Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 3:13 PM

Genting in one hour.
i'm so going to take over Sushi King and Starbucks while i'm there :P

I wish I had a laptop so I can chat to you guys while continuing my BrenJon story that i'm working on.

Well, i'll bring my notebook, and i'll do some writing over some green tea frappucinos, so we'll see how that goes. :)
What I like best about Genting is that I can wear my hoodie all the time without anyone giving me weird stares.
Whee! So Genting, here I come!

Random pictures:

A picture I happened to take while on the way home. :)
(The sky wasn't really that color. It's photoshopped.)

Yes, bitches, just because I can.
Candid photo snapped by teh pelicanz.
I happen to like it. :D

Mm alright, I think I have to log off now, so you people take care til tomorrow or Sunday. :)


Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 11:29 PM
Sights and sounds.

Guess what I spotted in Cold Storage, Bangsar?

What the fuck man, before this, I wrote the above sentence as
Guess what I spotted in Cold Storange, Bangstar?


I can so totally imagine a convo like this

"Omg, man, I want a seriously strong, extra-mature, tangy flavored..."
"0_o What the hell are you talking about?!?!?!"
"....packet of McLelland's cheddar!"

*layans diri*



'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Apparently, I'm going to rampage around KingKong style before I die with a gleam in my eye and Paris Hilton is going to miss me.
I'm so touched.
*feigns a touched look, hand on chest, the other on forehead*

Okaylah, it's late.
Got to go sleep. :)


@ 3:13 PM
Random Stuff From The Eccentric Moi.

+ I am currently in need of good food. Like, good food. Gourmet food maybe. Or traditional nyonya food - curry kapitan with rice, assam laksa, curry laksa, prawn mee, etc etc. Mom being out to get the car serviced isn't really helping much.

+I'm working on the new header for this site. Don't know really what to use - i'll see how it goes. Right now I think i've decided on Linkin Park, but the thing is they have so little pictures on their site. Maybe i'll have to repeat one or two. I don't know, we'll see :)

+Pictures still on the other comp. Shall bring them over when teh lazybum bro has logged on to his MSN to send them to me. Cupcakes, Random snappings and Sunway outing pics coming right up soon, soon soon!

+Since I read September's Seventeen yesterday, i'm really inspired to change my diet. I mean, I eat a pretty heavy breakfast (forced by mom), unhealthy lunches and equally unhealthy dinners. And i never exercise, unless you count running after your dog and walking around college zombie-like exercise. This girl, she used to weigh around 92kg, and after she got high blood pressure at the age of just sixteen, she realized she needed to do something fast, so she started eating two pieces of bread each morning for breakfast only, normal healthy food for lunch, and fruit for dinner. She got thinner lah, of course. I'm inspired to do the same, though Mom will kill me if I tell her I only want fruit for dinner. The idea of eating apples and oranges and bananas for dinner isn't really bad, although I might go for healthy Jap food from time to time. I wanna join a gym, but I have no sports shoes what so ever, unless my trusty Converses are passable for gym shoes. Dad would probably object if I tell him what I plan to do anyway.

But. I. Will. Try. To. Abstain. From. Fastfood.


+ I want DIOR ADDICT SHINE so badly!!!!!!! It's LIMITED EDITION and a bottle costs RM200++ :( It smells like heaven. It can beat Carolina Herrera's 212 Sexy and CK's One Summer. Mm, yes it can.

+ QUICK, Roxy, quiiiiiiiick, I am waiting for your Summer '07 collection! :D I have my eye on this particular top called At The Drive In, and you can view this beauty over HERE! I also have my eye on this, this and this! I heart ROXY. And Ripcurl, but it's gone? :( Boohoo.

+Lunch food iz heere! Okay, got to go! Much loves :) ... May be ranting here again tonight *big grin*


Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 11:55 PM
how to save a life.

Blogger sucks. Streamyx sucks. MSN sucks.


I am currently working on editing my pictures :) I think they will probably be up tomorrow, if the internet decides to be nice to me.
Since it's the holidays, i've decided to write a Panic! fanfic - yes, yet another one - based on the Livejournal question I came across this morning about who'd you choose to be if you had the chance to be another person or something.
The story i'm going to write is practically about Brendon wanting to be Ryan, and so, he imitates Ryan in every way possible, until Jon stops him, and ...
Well, i'm not sure if it's going to be a slash fanfic yet, but it probably is. XD
There's rarely a JonxBrendon.

I'll be going to Genting on Friday.
Boo :(
It'll be so boring over there.
No RO, no computer. NADA.
The shops there are boring, and unless I want to attempt to steal the large poster of Cristiano Ronaldo in Nike, there is nothing else to do.
Maybe i'll sit in Starbucks all day and people watch. Not like there's anything interesting about the people in Genting.



@ 1:45 PM

you fixed me up and put in new batteries.

haha. not a particular person. all of you. specially the whole menagerie of carrots, guavas, bananas, pelicans, donkeys, octopuses and what not.

shall do a picture post hopefully by tonight!

loves <3


Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 11:54 PM
Wait For You.

The distance between us is growing further and further. I don't even feel like I know you any more, even though i've known you for a long time. You're still the same, yet different at the same time. Confusing, ain't it?

But we'll wait for you. We always will. No matter what.

Cause i don't know what else I can do.


@ 7:28 PM

not the shampoo, you idiot.

Exams are OVER!
Listening test is tomorrow, but I think I shall ace that.
:) Just need to clean my ears.

Somehow though, since yesterday, I feel kind of weird-ish.
Not in the mood to do things.
Even to blog.
Nearly chucked my Moral test out of the window, but I pulled through fine.

♥ thanks to you guys who motivated me.

expect pictures or a new layout soon. :)

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Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 9:50 PM

Boo :(

Exams are so totally NOT for me -_-
One more day left and then we're all free. ♥


♥ i should learn to contain myself when it comes to touchy matters. i can't help myself ;)
oh, and by the way:
Cheaters LIKE YOU are pond scum.





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Sunday, August 19, 2007 @ 11:11 PM
fun under da sun.


because of fun in the sun with the best people evar on earth, namely guavas : drew, huai, bone, ter and lingkit.


because Manchester United LOST to Manchester City. fuck you, sven goran erikson. spoiled my mood for today. no Ronaldo. pah.
and also because I HAVE EXAMS. good luck guys!

yayimblacknow!!! wahahawohoho :D


Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 6:36 PM

[Edit, as of 9.55 PM]


Cockroach Case #1
I was sitting idly at the dinner table, bored out of my mind, having finished eating my iforgotwhatmydishwascalledinItalian - beef cubes with mushrooms drenched in cream sauce (good, but very VERY filling), when I happened to look down. I saw a huge, thumbdrive sized cockroach scuttle out from the kitchen area to the toilet area, and the restaurant's manager, a huge, hulking Italian guy who resembles Stone Cold Steve Austin, spotted it and squished it to pulp underneath his leather boot.


Cockroach Case #2
We had stopped by Giant before home, and when I was done helping Dad to load the goods in the boot of the car, I climbed into the backseat and proceeded to switch on the car-light to study a little. When I looked up again a few seconds later, I saw a huge full-grown cockroach on the roof, just two or three inches from my head. I screamed and got out of the car, prompting Dad to ask what was the matter. When he looked inside, he didn't see anything there.

"It's just your imagination lahh ah girllll"

IT WASN'T MY IMAGINATION I TELL YOU! I saw the cockroach SO CLEARLY. It's feelers, its legs, its.. its... I KNOW IT WHEN I SEE A COCKROACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And here is
Lizard Case #1
Bloody baby lizard. I know baby lizards are "kiut" and all, but still kind of annoying right.
And especially when they're on your wall in your room, and then when they go inside your cabinet where you store all your eyeliners and lipgloss collection and bits and pieces that you've kept over the years.
Imagine lah, it falling inside your (open) bottle of nailpolish.
(Not that I keep any bottles of nailpolish open...)

Saw it yesterday night before bed, muttered curses at it. Just saw it a few minutes ago again. Saw me then it went back inside the cabinet. Little fucker.

Lizard Case #2
*turns on shower*

I spot something moving - can't determine what it is, am without spectacles. I squint, moving closer... and closer... AND THEN THAT THING MOVES AGAIN. Turns out its a baby lizard -_-

*smacks wall*

Lizard goes and hides in a corner far far far away from me and the shower.


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For tonight I am going out to dinner and THEN i'm going to spend the rest of the night studying, because tomorrow I am going out to Sunway Lagoon with the bestest ever people in the whole wide world.

(Damn, I shouldn't have watched that Heroes marathon just now... XD)
Mohinder Suresh and Peter Petrelli are lookin' gooooood.
Yes, gooood. :)

Have a nice weekend, guys.
Study hard ;)


p/s: pictures soon for all you cupcake fetishists :)


@ 3:28 PM
A revamp, people!.

You heard it.

A slight revamp, though.
I'm only going to create a new header during the holidays that are coming up

very SOON!

*goes nuts just at the thought of waking up late every single day for ten days, shopping to my hearts' content, sitting at the computer without looking at the clock every five minutes*

Pictures maybe later in the day when i'm bored.

I'm going out tonight though for a scrumptious dinner ;)
So, we'll see.


Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 11:06 PM
The big F-word.


yes, you read it.

I screwed up.
Like, big time.
I've been sitting here since 9 o'clock when i've been meaning to study.

I havent touched IT yet or MMH yet or MORAL (I DONT HAVE NOTES!)

*runs around, panicking*



Oh yeah.
I found my old black Chanel eyeliner. :)
It was shoved in the NEW brown Chanel eyeliner's box which I bought over there.
The sharpener was covering it so I couldn't see that there was something below it.
You can hardly imagine my face when I found it man.
I wonder who shoved it there -_-

I don't put my eyeliner sticks back into their boxes XD

This means I can look emo again!

*super big grin*

cannot procrastinate anymore.

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@ 4:27 PM
Medieval Cat.


Laughed nonstop when I found it.

Have a good Friday, y'all.

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@ 12:34 AM

for today....


Creds to WL.
This one made me laugh nonstop for a few minutes
It reminded me of a Gerard Way one that I found, and he was talking about Frank Iero.
(Figured it would scare my male friends and readers away due to homophobia LOL)




Moar @ http://icanhascheezburger.com
Knock yourselves out.
(Beware though : Very Very Addictive, so approach with caution.)

I'm still at unit 4.2 of MMH, so I'm going to get cracking now. I don't want a repeat of last semester, and I certainly don't want getting my butt kicked out of college.
So see y'all later (and soon)!

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 8:55 PM

Mugen, I really am sorry bout what happened to your dog.
May he/she rest in peace in doggy heaven where all dogs belong, if not beside their masters. :(

since my efforts to start studying = nil, i shall blog about The Apartment THENNNN i WILL STUDY.
I WILL STUDY!!!!!!!!!
I must, I MUST!

Before I start with the cuppacakes, here's something I found hilariously funny.
If you didn't get it, welllllllllllllllllllll whatever, scroll down anyway. *pouts*


Brendon, Brendon, Brendon.
Your facial expressions rule.

Mark Hoppus.


Lights at 7th floor.
And they were GLOWY!

Yeah so... me and Nadia dropped by The Apartment @ The Curve for Cuppacakes!

Seriously they looked so bloody comfy.
The decor of the place was GORGEOUSSS and so homely.
It was decorated like an apartment/warehouse, and according to Florence, there was a nook under the stairs, which I didn't see, *kicks self* but I did see shelves on one corner.
Wanted a sofa, but sadly, we were led to a table instead. :(

Their menus were on clipboards.
The kind that a factory/warehouse manager goes around holding, ticking off stuff on his list, or jotting down notes so that he can report you to HIS manager.

I super liked their concept - it was so creative. And not to mention, the things on the menu sounded SCRUMPTIOUS.

I was just watching channel 79 on astro, about this guy who murdered his wife with a fork 0.o
He poked her eyes out and then stabbed her repeatedly until she bled to death.

Before cuppacakes:

*i damn malas to write photo captions now, so you bear with me for the time being, thank you :)*

Then the cuppacakes came!!!!!

And so, our cuppacakes.
RM4 for one tiny one.
So expensive yet so yummehhh.

After cuppacakes:

Fish with cherry tomatoes, I think.
I didn't eat, because I was already full - ate crispy chicken rice in college.

And so, to end the pictures, here's one of me that looks as if I have colored hair. :)
No photoshopping done to my hair.


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Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 4:55 PM

Ooh, angsty.



my fucking mantra for today.

seriously, go download the song.
it makes Joel Madden sound like Barney.

p/s: If you get me a bottle of Dior Addict Shine perfume I will love you till death do us part :( Pretty pleeeeeease?


Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 9:53 PM


Are you lost, in your lies?
Do you tell yourself, I don't realize?
Your crusade's, a disguise,
Replace freedom with fear,
You trade money for lives.

I'm aware of what you've done

No, no more sorrow,
I've paid for your mistakes;
Your time is borrowed,
Your time has come to be REPLACED
-"No More Sorrow" by Linkin Park

The song practically sums up my feelings for now. Linkin Park does wonders when you're feeling angsty.
(The RyRo and Bden slash fanfics that I just read on Slash!AtTheDisco cheered me up a whole lot though. Super cute stories that make your heart melt into a sticky puddle on the parquet floor.)

Ah yes, almost all classes are over for the rest of this semester. We've had our last classes with Miss. Catherine, En. Abdul Razak and Miss. Thong already. We're having our last class with Mr.Indy (who still never fails to remind me of Santa Claus - though in Punjabi form- don't ask, the beard, the moustache and everything just screams Father Christmas) on Wednesday. Dreading it. Mr.Indy is, hands down, one of the best lecturers i've ever had - WE'VE ever had, mind you, right up there next to Miss.T and Miss. Cath (her classes ARE boring, really, but seriously, she's been so lenient on us and many are taking her for granted *including me*, and I regret, actually).

After that little i'll-cut-two-marks incident - I just felt it was kind of unfair, the amount of disrespect he got from a certain few. It was just two puny little itty bitty marks, for pete's sake. TWO marks. Dua markah. Duas marcas. Due contrassegni. Dos marcas. Deux marks. TWO. Only TWO. Heck, cut my marks, I don't give a damn. Two marks doesn't make a difference anyway.

What i'm trying to say is, HE IS STILL YOUR LECTURER. And even though it wasn't your doing or whatever, THINK BACK ON YOUR BEHAVIOR. DOES HE DESERVE ALL THAT DISRESPECT SHOWN TOWARDS HIM? No.

I'm appalled, really, at all this. For what's worth, in the end, he didn't even cut marks from ANYONE. And he gave us all tips.

You're taking him for granted, that's all i've got to say. You will rarely ever get a lecturer as good as he is in the future.

You'll laugh at what i'm saying, I know. But seriously. SIT, and THINK. Put this fucking incident aside, and THINK.

*wipes brow* Whew. There. Everything that i've been keeping inside - they're out.
Whatever you think of me, I don't give a shit.
Ignorance is bliss.

I'm out.


@ 5:29 PM
The Daredevil.


"I dare you to do it."
"Fine. I'll do it anyway."

Wait for it, dude, wait for it. Any moment now.

Oh yeah...
Wanna see something?

It's about somebody.
Somebody. I won't say who, but it's somebody.
*gives Russell Peter grin*

Now you can buy TOTO, Magnum, Da Ma Cai or whatever :)

Expect an update tonight. I'm running off to catch some murder shows or something on tv before ANTM :)
*runs and skips in glee*


Sunday, August 12, 2007 @ 4:17 PM
Decisions, decisions.

Doubts and Decisions

A moment ago, me and the darlings were having a three-way convo on MSN about the subjects that we were taking, where would we be going and what would we venture into.

"No interest in psych la! Howwwww? Take what?"
"Aduh. When you grow up, become a counselor. When people come to you with love problems. you tell them 'I teach you this. If he ever hurts you, just take a pair of scissors and....' "

"Kays, I go do accounts. Stupid cash budget."
"Women are meant to spend, not calculate how much they spend."

Moments spent with them are never ever dull. :)


Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 11:20 PM
Drop a Heart.

Drop A Heart, Break A Name

These pictures were taken on the second day of the child sexual abuse auctions. We were waiting for Geoff and Jason in Geoff's car and I was kind of bored, so I decided to snap a few random photos.
That guy was standing there among all the cars.
Objects in mirror are closer than they appear.

I love my black nails :)

They're going red soon though. I'm not allowed to have black nails because the Halloween Ghost month is starting on Monday. Already, tents are being erected in SS2 for the festival. I don't like it. All these preparations give me an eerie feeling.

And something random - here's a video of Geoffrey being crazy to the song Toxic (filmed by Jason with my camera).

Enjoy. Heh.

On another note, the NS list for people born in 1990 like me, Joan, Huai, Florence, ZhengJoo, WenLiang and others are OUTTTTTTTT.
Well, unsurprisingly, the website is screwed for tonight, so I decided to check on sms. Through phone, I didn't get picked, but through the net, who knows?
This is Malaysia, people.

I'll be praying for me and for all of us. :)


Thursday, August 09, 2007 @ 11:56 AM


even on an emo day like this, I know i'll always have people like Mugen there to help me cheer up.
I also met some fun people on RO that are super super nice - Steve from Singapore, Diae from the US, Rowan from Malaysia and Koushi from I-forgot-where.

i don't need you to tell me what to be like. i am me.


my computer has been infected with that "My Project" virus thing that's been on our thumbdrives due to the Media Hub's computer that's prone to viruses.
being the blur me, I decided to clean out my thumbdrive one day and I accidentally clicked on "My Project" thinking that it was MY file and guess what happened?

... my computer now has the virus and i don't have an antivirus program!!!!

so bear with me for a bit. no pictures for a while - i don't want to infect my phone or camera or God forbid - my iPod. :)
*cuppacakes for everyone!


Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 9:21 PM

Pictionary... again.

Since i'm really happy today, i'll give you guys a treat.
No... treats! :D

And for your first treat, meet Sam Way!

He's a model for Traffic Models agency and he looks soooooooooooooooooo good.
Freckles are cute on Sam ;)
Makes him all the more prettier. Hands off, ladies, he's mine. :)

Orientation Night
for the July intakes.

Some pictures were stolen from Flo's blog, some pictures were from my phone ;)

This is Florence - I snapped her standing at the speakers because it looked somehow nice :P

That's Shae on the ladder, and Jason behind him.

Satin-covered pillars. Pillar, in this case ;)
I absolutely ADORED the pillars, they were gorgeous.

Shae and Jason still atop the ladder. Zheng Joo's supervising them :)

I got lazy to Photoshop any more because my Photoshop is sooooooooo effing slow, I can read one bloody chapter of the book I am reading now before a picture loads.

The sound system kit.

And then, no one was really tall enough to tie the four ends together so Nash had to go up there. Wave, Nash!

(The ceiling's really high up, btw)

Sprinkled petals on the dancefloor - BEFORE the glitter :)

Anyway, the bridge stuck with stars we painstakingly drew and cut out.

ZhengJoo's a walking blur :D

And then, the party began with the arrival of guests and friends :)

Jason, Debs, Alissa and moi :)

BODO PELICAN -_- and moi.
(someone took out my sneaker keychain's shoelace and left it at that. *narrows eyes*)
The first two candles to float in the water (the first two candles to sink too, no doubt ;P)

Purdee tak?

So pretty can die.
Yes yes, Flo, we can go on and on and on and on and on and on about candlesss :D

Our drinks Geoff thoughtfully got for us.
The usual peach-ish cordial thingy.

Click HERE for more :)

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