Friday, November 21, 2008
farewell
dear ChocolateMemoirs, you've been a great friend for the past two years or so since i started you. thanks for all the rants you've endured, thanks for all the good times.
and now all the memories will continue in a new place that has been familiar to me for quite some time now:

fare well, dear blog.
Labels: farewell
9:28 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
howdy
have you been wondering why i've not been posting since i used to post like twice a day here about two months ago?
welllllll, that's because
I'VE SHIFTED BLOGSSSSSSS
but i can't tell you my new blog's URL yet because there's RM47 in my Nuffnang and i want it to get to RM50 so i can redeem my money wtf so
CLICK THE ADVERTORIAL ON MY SIDEBAR and i'll tell you what my new blog is when it the amount of money touches fifty, kay?
CLICK IT FOR ME PLEASE!!!! THANK YOU :D
12:25 AM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
:(
really. thanks for lying to me because i apparently do not register under the label "Friend" in your book any more.
Happy Halloween.
Labels: rants
2:33 AM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
"i've got troubled thoughts, and the self esteem to match" (Stump, 2008)
my heart tells me one thing, while my brain tells me another.
always follow your heart, they say, but it isn't easy. it never is. i just hope i can pull myself out of this mess, even if i have to do it alone, or even if things don't turn out right in the end. i'm willing to lose this. lose the wall we built up, brick by brick. only if you want me to.
i know i'm losing you, and it fucking sucks. but what can i do? who am i to tell you what is right? who am i to tell you who to listen to? i may not follow my heart, but
follow yours and do what you think is best.
please. before i crumble any further.
Labels: emo, musings
3:43 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
gonna have to follow through
whenever an assignment is around the corner, it's like a life-and-death situation for me and most of my classmates. it's hilarious how everyone has self-harm messages along the lines of "ASSIGNMENT: KILL ME PLEASE" on their MSN personal messages. yours truly included.
it doesn't help when you're stuck with nothing to write at 5am in the morning when your assignment's due in five hours and it costs you a whole fifty percent chunk out of your course grade. i've had enough of those moments -- i'm slowly trying not to waste my time and start my work early, then go full speed ahead. hopefully, this will work (because it never has before ><)
i've already got five sources down pat, another five to go! i will get through tonight. and Friday. i will. i will.
Labels: Assignments
12:07 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Cole Mohr

Cole Mohr for V Magazine by JD Vision.yum. what a cutie ;)
Labels: hot guys
3:25 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
of good siew yoke
tonight i just had the most amazing siew yoke i ever had to date.
it was fat and oily and so crunchy and so
good.
it's all gone now :(
Labels: food
10:15 PM