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Friday, June 30, 2006 @ 11:41 AM
Dogs..

Let me put this fact straight.

Oh, and this post is inspired by Cheesie's latest post.

If a puppy / dog / animal were not cute, I'll be SURE you won't buy it.

BUT, on the other hand, you would buy this...


And this...



Heck, you would even KILL to get this.


Yes you would.

BUT WOULD YOU PICK THIS?

Photo credit from here.

Would you???? Plus boobs and all!? (Which dog has boobs, for god's sakes?)

I bet you won't. Even though he costs RM50 and all. You wouldn't even want to hand him to the SPCA.

But I believe that this dog, named Sam, has to be given a chance. Inside, he's like any other dog, only on the outside, he is different. He is the same, frolicky, warm, loving dog as the one you have now sleeping on your front porch.

So, if, given the chance, you get an ugly dog, please do give him a chance. To show you some love.

Give some love :) There's plenty more to share.
Thursday, June 29, 2006 @ 10:55 PM
Somehow don't feel right..

Gah.

Don't feel right. Somehow feel something in my tummy. Donno.. Maybe my period's coming. Has been late for quite some time. My timing isn't stable yet. Mom says it's normal and it will be normal pretty soon. o_O.

It's getting quite annoying. I wonder why God made us women SUFFER , with all the pregnancy and periods and after that when you get older menopause which can cause side effects which are a pain in the ass, not only for you, but for your relatives / family / friends, etc, because you will be busy being grouchy and having moodswings and etc.

You know, maybe if guys were the ones who were made to be pregnant and all that shit, the world would be so much better.

But what about the girls who plan to be NOT pregnant in the future? WHY DO THEY HAVE TO SUFFER WITH CRAMPS AND THEIR MONTHLY PERIOD?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Dunno why, but I feel as if I can't wait for the SPM examinations to be over then I can get on with the rest of my life.
I wanna start anew, afresh in college, to be the person I am inside, not the person i'm pretending to be now. I don't wanna feel alone any more, I don't wanna feel what i'm feeling every single day.
I wanna be me.
I want a whole new life.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
p/s: Gomenasai if i've offended any people in these past few days. Not feeling right. Especially the Argentina thing with Hoey. Gah. I hate the World Cup for this reason. -_-"
p/p/s: In severe need for chocolates.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @ 11:04 PM
FARK REAL MADRID.

Farking Real Madrid. Everyone also wanna sapu.

Cibet. First BECKHAM, and now CRISTIANO RONALDO. What more do you want, huh? A collection of Manchester United Number 7's ?

I'm praying to every god in the sky that Cristiano Ronaldo will take back his words and still stick with the Red Devils. If not, Manchester United isn't worth watching any more. Van Nistlerooy is going out, Fernando Torres maybe in, BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT.

ALL the yeng guys are GOING OUT.

Watdefark. And the Man U Jersey also gonna CHANGE. No more VODAFONE. Now is AIG.

Stop changing, man. DON'T SIGN OFF YOUR STAR WINGER. Use your brains, Alex Ferguson, use your brains. Or are those cogwheels getting rusty?

:( Nighty night all.

ENGLAND VS PORTUGAL > SATURDAY! GOGO PORTUGAL! <3
Monday, June 26, 2006 @ 8:15 PM
KNNCCB!.

Yes, the Portuguese won. *Screams in triumph as she watches Van Nistlerooy walk away with his head hung, glaring at Cristiano Ronaldo because of his win. HEHE. *

But but but but but.. CRISTIANO RONALDO IS INJUUURRREDDDDD!!

:(

And the match turned out to be so gruesome. 4 Red cards, and like, 8 yellow cards. But the fucking bastard of a referee got condemned by the FIFA Association. MUAHAHAHA. Serves you right, you asshole. 4 RED CARDS YOU KNOW.

Next match : England vs Portugal. WHICH ONE TO SUPPORT!!

Portugal ... :D... but then.. Portugal got low chances of winning, cos Deco has a red card. :( And my baby is injured. Sigh. Praying that he can play for the next match. If not... no need to see the damn match already -_-" .

Today, I was in a damn good mood cos' the Portuguese won, so I started kidding around. Ask yourself this question. How many guys actually do not like The Pussycat Dolls? Maybe after watching their latest video, "Buttons" featuring Snoop Dogg?

Exactly.

A full, real, testosterone-full guy would KILL to be with one of the Pussycat Dolls.

Okay, you say, guys have tastes. But seriously. LOOK AT THE DAMN VID BEFORE YOU MAKE ANY MORE JUDGEMENTS.

I was just kidding around cos' Mr.T didn't like The Pussycat Dolls. And I was just turning to Andrew and asked,

"Drew, are you a real man?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Do you like the Pussycat Dolls?"
"Yeah, they're hot. *Can see his drooling face liao*"
"Ah ha!"
"I don't really like their music lah. But they're damn hot. "

Then I turned to Mr.T and said , "You see!!! He doesn't like the Pussycat Dolls!" *Mock gasp*

Andrew laughed. "Okay lah, terence. I give you 10% guy."

At this level it was still nice joking.

Then when I turned to Wen Liang and asked the same question,

BOOM!!!

Terence the Volcano erupted. PMS. Like that also can ah. PEOPLE JUST KIDDING ONLY RIGHT!!??!!?!?! * He didn't slam his hand on the table this time, tenkiu ah god * BUT he made this face I only can call as his normal-pms-ing face and started telling me off. And I just abruptly decided to tune him out, but then I thought better of it and turned around and ignored him and resumed my work.

Works every time on people like Kevin and Terence. Yep.

People who don't know the meaning of jokes. And people who have short fuses. I can't stand BOTH kinds.

Got loads of homework today. -_-". BM, Accounts, English, Maths, Add Maths. Wah. Need or not ah. Okay, gotta go do em now before mom starts yelling her head off.

Love ya all! Nighty nite :D
Sunday, June 25, 2006 @ 10:05 PM
* GASP * ZAC EFRON !!!.

Just finished watching High School Musical starring Zac Efron as Troy Bolton!! He's damn cute lar.

:D :D :D :D

Never noticed him before. But he has great hair, great eyes, great body, great voice. :D Practically great everything. The girl starring opposite him as Gabriela Montez also very pretty * glares * but he's so hot. Everyone wants him :D

Overall, the show was that kind of show like, very Hillary Duff-ish, about school, about where you're supposed to be, bla bla bla, but this one had music in it. Very good music. Damn nice man, all their voices. The blonde girl who stars in The Suite Life Of Zack And Cody was in it too. She sang damn well. Gabriela was better.

But Zac beat them all. MUAHAHAHAHAHAA.


This... (in this picture his smile very the weird. o_o )

WaHAHaHahHAHahHA.


And this... (yesss :D... I LOVE THIS PHOTO )

I want pics of him with his shirt off. Or wearing his singlet. HEHE. Then my page gonna catch fire. Then i'll have to redo my whole blog but it's worth it.

Watdafark. Lameness -_-"

Eh. Shit. This pretty much confirms that I like guys with floppy, long hair.

Justin Long.
Zac Efron.
Ashley Parker Angel (this one... another hottie wahahahaa)
Ryan Cabrera.
Howie Day.
-_-" Do I need to list out more?
Orlando Bloom - but I preferred it when he'd had short hair.
Rain.

Whatever.

Gah. I like guys with long hair. :D

There is going to be a sequel to HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!! :D

YAY!!!

Out next year!!

I wanna watch Summerland. Donno where to get it. *Sighs in frustration*. Kay, nidda go take a shower now if I want to catch England's match. :D

England are going to rule!

And .. (stupid farking time diff) at 3 AM is Portugal's match!!! GODDAMNNIT! DAMN CONVENIENT TIMING, CAN! IF I WANNA CATCH CRISTIANO RONALDO FOR POSSIBLY THE LAST TIME CANNOT ALSO! STUPID DUTCHES. IF YOU'RE GOING TO BEAT PORTUGAL, YOU WILL BURN IN HELLL! MUAHAHAHA.

Go Cristiano Ronaldo!!!! :D Score a goal or two!! :D

Go PORTUGAL!! Go Deco! Go Maniche!! Go Pauleta!! Go whoeverdafark is in Portugal!!!

;D
@ 6:35 PM
Bluey visits : the Curve and Ikano..

SHOPPING!

Didn't really get what I wanted, though. But it's okay.

Bah. Wanted to find a new pair of cargos or something, but ended up with a pair of slippers from Nike instead. Okay lah. Satisfied. As long as I don't walk around looking like a fishmonger in my old Nike slippers.

The reason why I wear Nike slippers and not other brands like Vincci or Prima Vera or Nose or Nine West or some other brand like that is because *hides head in shame* my upper foot is too big to fit into small slippers!!!

I can't wear stiletto heels. I can't FIT into pumps. I can't fit into anything else except SHOES, SNEAKERS AND BIG SPORTS SLIPPERS LIKE NIKE SLIPPERS. Occasionally, i'll find something nice in Vincci, but they won't ever have my size. (which is a size seven and a half. Sometimes eight. And i'm only fifteen years old. And i'm still in Form 5. God, I want my feet to stop GROWING !)



Nike Women shop on the ground floor of The Curve. I liked the red slippers on the right, but then, it was damn uncomfortable. Felt so tight. So I settled on this. Really liked the shoes on sale. All were pink pink and all had so nice designs :D. When I go to coll have to get one of those.


If you're wondering why there's like, blurness on the right bottom side of my pictures, i'm using my Nokia 3250 to take the pictures and my big fat finger always gets in the way. Sorry. :)

Ate brunch at this Japanese Ramen shop named Ton-Chan. Wanted to go eat at Marche Movenpick, that Swiss or something restaurant, but mother didn't wanna. Looked yummy from the outside. Some more I saw a couple sitting outside the table, and they were eating like, steaks or something. Smelled damn good. Come, who wanna belanja me go eat? :D

At Ton-Chan, the deco was very.. unique. They stuck lots of ramen bowls on the wall!!!

(Shit, my Blogger picture problem thing is playing up again.)

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Looks nice. :D

Their Terriyaki Ramen is nice - and their Curry Rice is nice too. But be prepared to empty your wallets, cos' it ain't that cheap. Average lor.

Their Miso soup is to kill for, by the way. So, go check it out after you've received your paychecks!

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This bastard - he honked his horn and show finger to us for nothing.

Okay, gotta go watch Prison Break now :D

See ya later.
Saturday, June 24, 2006 @ 9:37 PM
Weirdness..

Dunno why it feels so weird.

...

I've been close with them two years back, and they were the ones that I could REALLY confide in. I mean, how many guys would actually CARE about how was your day, or if you met any junior assholes that block your way in the canteen and if I wanted them to be beaten up? How many guys would actually tell you their deepest darkest fears and TRUST YOU with them?

Then, we split into different streams last year, and I still constantly kept in touch with one of them through SMS - he was the more talkative, advise-giving one, and whenever I SMS-ed the other guy, I felt so weird. Every time he replied my SMS-es, he would answer them discreetly, and as though he didn't want me talking to him , or he'd shrug me off. And sometimes, he wouldn't answer at all.

Then now, when i'm FINALLY SPEAKING TO THEM IN PERSON again, I feel as if they're... ...

....

weird.

Like as if i'm still stuck in Form 3, and they've moved on.

Damn. My life is a turmoil.

Whenever we pass in the hallways, whenever I wave hi, they never wave back, so much as a smile.

Am I transparent?

Am I the little sister they thought I was?

Did I become invisible ?

HAVE I CHANGED?

*sighs in frustration*

Sometimes, questions are too hard to be answered.

All I want to have back is that friendship back. I miss you guys. :(
Friday, June 23, 2006 @ 3:06 PM
Lists?.

Continuation from the previous previous post... :P

The people I love being with most ...
  • All 5 Gamma' ians. You guys rock, and you guys crack me up. You guys make my days at school be more bearable.... and you guys can hear me rant out all my anger too.
  • The four other musketeers, scrooges, whatever. Joan, Hua, Lyn and Su :) You guys rock too!
  • My sampat cousins :) You know who you are . love ya
  • My family, minus my brother. No explanation. Next.
  • My past classmates - somehow I miss them so much. Wish I can go back in time.

The Stationery Bluey Loves

  • G1 0.7 Blue ink pen :)
  • Yellow Swing Stabilo highlighter
  • Astar plastic ruler
  • Stabilo black eraser.
  • aaaand Pentel liquid paper!!!

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

The things I wish I'd do again but isn't likely to...

  • Go to Penang again with my beloved classmates - had so much fun there.
  • Go back in time to the time when Mr.David was still around and we'd copy in exams in Form 3.
  • Go out before SPM. -_-"
  • Go eat Talipon againnnnnn with my frienndssss
  • Come out alive after tomorrow's report card day.

The Designer Brands I love and wish to have -_-"

  • True Religion
  • Hermes
  • Louis Vuitton
  • Marc Jacobs
  • Ralph Lauren

The Normal Brands i love

  • Guess
  • Zara
  • MNG
  • Forever 21 - i love it though i've never been in a store - just took a look from the outside and fell in love at first sight
  • Converse.
  • Body Glove
  • ROXY
  • Billabong
  • Topshop

The Teachers I Ah-dore ...

  • YES, i do adore some teachers :) - Pn. Sanizah , for her cute pink specs and funny, sampated self!! :D .. she even watches anime and j-dramas or k-dramas!!! :D
  • Pn. Dayang - Senior assistant, weh, and she lets us down early for lunch and break because she knows Gamma students need healthy (yeah , right) food !!
  • Pn.Rozita ... she's hilarious. Her face damn stone when she's telling a joke and you never know if its true or not.
  • Miss Wan!!!! WE MISSS YOUUUUU!! ;( We don't want big fat bitch. T_T
  • Pn. Zuhrah - but she' s scary when she's in a bad mood.

The Places I Love

  • My bedroom
  • My classroom - 5 Gamma
  • Bunny's house! :P - any cousin's house lah. haha.
  • Shopping malls
  • Airports - they give you some kind of excited, tingly feeling.

The People I would LOVE to torture or murder from time to time

  • Mrs.S - who else, the big fat bitch. I'm sure she's on the top of Huai's list. Next.
  • Abu Hassan
  • Kevin - he's such a pain in the butt. He butts in to every conversation and expects to know everything that's happening - when he says something, we just turn away and ignore.
  • Ms. Harnee or whatever the fuck her name is - that stupid black-has-a-moustache-hairy-oily indian teacher who came in to relieve Pn.Nasira - she's like, she has a stick up her ass. Well, i'll take that stick out and shove a LONGER stick up her ass. Bitch.
  • Wilson. HAHAHA :P

Okayy.. till I get more stuff to write about, see ya!

Prolly won't be logging on this weekend - don't want my head chopped off after mom views my marks T_T ~

Jaa ne! Sayonara!

@ 2:40 PM
Okay, Fine - here's the stupid TAG :p.

kana tag by hoey .. dash underscore dash inverted commas ...

6 weird facts about me:

1. I like to sleep in the middle of my bed. I just feel more complete that way. (Since it's like, queen size, I feel so lonely, so I usually put my bolster on my right and my huge patrick doll on my left to keep me company)

2. I keep on assuming that if I think that i wont be sitting for big exams like pmr or spm, i eventually wont be . but .. well, i thought that twice and it didn't turn out like i expected it to. LOL

3. when i was younger i thought you had to marry your other sibling. whenever i thought about it then, i used to take one look at my smelly, hell-of-a-pain-in-the-ass brother and cringe or shudder uncontrollably.

4. i have a soft spot for cute kids. even though when they're annoying. (eg. like mason or mathias)

5. When I'm alone, I usually talk to my softtoys. When i was younger, of course. I used to pretend that they were alive, and they would move once the door is shut on them and no human is in the room. Who knows? It MAY be true :P

6. I hate cockroaches and flying cockroaches and practically every insect and worm and spider ever created on the planet.

6 weird habits of mine:
1. it annoys me when people eat like, mee sup, and then they just eat up all the mee then they leave all the soup in the bottom. i usually eat all my mee first then drain the rest of the soup.

2. before i eat char koay teow, i pick out all the si ham and spring onions and throw them aside before enjoying my meal.

3. when i get home from school, i HAVE to empty my pockets. be it on a table, on a chair, i'll just dump everything out and leave it there till night, resulting in many lost coins and notes, and i'll find them there a month later and wonder how they got there. -_-"

4. I only can fall asleep when i see the hall light shining below the door. i get annoyed when dad doesn't listen and turns it off every time he goes to bed.

5. I like to sit with my legs wide open when i'm at home (with SHORTS of course) and when no one is visiting. feels comfortable.

6. I talk with my dog in a babyish voice and absolutely have to pull her ears affectionately before going inside the house every time i come home.

6 weird things i did:
1. When I was two, I let a lizard climb all the way up to the top of my head before screaming for it to be taken off me.

2. When i was walking on the way to the canteen with my friends (huai, joan, lyn, suz), this junior guy on his way back to his classes accidentally slammed into huai, and when he passed me, i auto-reflexed and slammed him hard into the wall with a hand. donno why i did it until now. LOL.

3. when i was around three or four, i once wore my mom's (large, at that time) high heel shoes and wore her lipstick and ran around the house (occasionally tripping over myself), only to find that everyone thought it was funny when i thought i looked glamorous.

3. me and jean used to run around my mom's car when we were younger (being filmed by my dad), singing nursery rhymes (our favorite one being "round and round the mulberry bush") at the top of our voices. (im sorry if i broke a window or two :P )

4. I accidentally saw a porn scene when i was younger and wondered why a man was rubbing a sausage attached to his stomach on a girl's stomach and they seemed to be enjoying it.

5. last time when i was around six and had my very first birthday party, when everyone wanted to leave, i cried because i didntt want the night to end and ended up being caned by my mother.

6. cant really remember :P

I TAG : BLADE, STEWIE AND FLORENCE
RULES : YOU MUST DO THIS TAG AND POST IT IN YOUR BLOG! XD
@ 11:57 AM
Stuff Winnie Does When she is BORED....

Currently in the library - I dropped Physics, so...

I'm gonna bore you all with this !!!

(Oh, yeah. Sorry, Wunnie and Hoho, i'll do the tag later. I've got something else on my mind...)

The Food I Most Love in the Whole Wide World
  • Curry Chicken
  • Barbeque !! :D
  • MC Donalds
  • Burger King!!!
  • Italian food!!

Actually got more one. :P

The Stuff I Love Most Doing When I'm At Home

  • Playing the computer
  • Lazing in front of the television and going to sleep in the middle of a boring football game.
  • Going outside to sit with Candy and talk to her
  • Settling in comfortably in front of the front door with the cushion and reading a good, thick, fat, novel.
  • ... i don't like being at home most of the time. i wish i could go out most of the day =(

The Subjects Which I Love Sleeping In At School.

  • English - when Pn.S starts reading the Pearl, then it's like, wah .. lullaby.
  • Physics - used to, before I dropped Physics. Wong used to piss me off so I kinda did it on purpose.
  • Biology - just do this to piss her off too. Next.
  • Accounts - slept in this thing only like, once or twice. Don't like pissing her off, since she's so nice.
  • Sejarah - unfortunately, Abu will annoyingly prod you with his pen and go in this heavily accented Malay voice - "WEHHH.. BANGUN!! WEHHH BANGUNNN!!"

The Sweets I Love

  • Trebor Sour Plums. *Hint hint*
  • Right now it's like , some sweet at the shop - i forgot its name .. I think Vit-C or something - lime flavor!!! :D
  • Mentos
  • Sour peel!!!
  • Aiyah. anything chewy or something. I love all sweets :P

5 Favorite Garments I Own

  • Right now, it's my Zara cloth pants. :P
  • My nearly-washing-machine-torn Billabong shirt
  • My Body Glove shirt
  • My Esprit edc Cargos
  • ... my other Body Glove shirt. LOL

Favorite Shoe I Own

  • Um, because I don't own more than 5 shoes -_-" Jesus fucking christ, i think i only own three. SCHOOL SHOES NOT COUNTED! - because they are not worthy to be called shoes. hehe.
  • Anyway, my favorite shoe is my new Converse sneakers.

Most Loved Electronics...

  • I love Nokia phones. Yep yep. Love 'em. After Nokia - Sony Ericcson, but i still don't like the designs. Nokia can beat them in designing flat. :P
  • i-Pods!! NO MUSIC NO LIFE!!!
  • Sony Cybershot cameras - THEY ROCK MY SOCKS!! I wanna own one ! I wanna own one!!!
  • Dell computers - cos there won't be blogging without computers
  • aaaaand... aaaaand... ... fine lar. Creative MP3'S.. cos if there wasnt i-Pod around, then i'll take creative :P

And now I simply have to end this thing - 6 more minutes before me, Huai and the blackass will get shooed out of the library!!!

p/s: Joan, Adam, YL, KP, Ling Kit and Suz are doing this Taylor's College competition that if they win, can earn them a 63k scolarship!! NO KIDDING!

p/p/s: GAMBATTE!!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006 @ 6:56 PM
Sorry..

I may not be able to blog for a while.
Mom is threatening to put a password (yeah, right, like how) on the internet.
Will study now, and be a good girl until SPM, and then I can go fuck myself and do whatever I please.
Don't miss me, now!
Will only be posting on weekends (or days which I feel like shit.)
See ya!
Monday, June 19, 2006 @ 10:05 PM
More to come?.

Lets cross our fingers and hope that Spain will sort of drop out of the 16 finalists. there will be a better outcome to the match.

Hehe.

And.. more 5 Gamma drama! (Gee, that rhymes o_o)

Dereck was telling us that he *censored* and made us all laugh until we nearly wanna go pangsai.

This was the reaction of the Gamma students, captured by the one and only's Nokia 3250.


Ling Kit - was laughing so hard, his whole face turned a shade of deep pink.
Ka Peng - had to stop doing her work and laughed out loud.

and..

Kai Sin?

Well...


Laugh until cannot laugh anymore. HAHAHAHAHA. - lameness. Shit, I think I caught some from here or I was always lame o_o.

Today's post seems very lame. o_o.. I think I have lost my blogging sense. 0_o


Joan when she's calm... (even while Terence is laughing maniacally beside her)....

And TODAY, ON THE 19TH OF JUNE, 2006, SHE MADE A RECORD ! THE FIRST DAY SHE NEVER EVER SLEPT IN SCHOOL!!!! THIS ONLY COMES ONCE IN A LIFETIME, PEOPLE!!

*enters it in the Gamma book of records*


Here she is at her normal, psycho, sampat, funny, self. Fighting with Ling Kit and Tian Yi. LOL.

Congratulations, Joan. :P

I feel so tired and sleepy now, and I need to pee. Now, if you excuse me.

I've got LISAN tomorrow, motherfucker.

Cross your fingers and wish me luck!
Sunday, June 18, 2006 @ 5:12 PM
An Essay For My Father..

The Person Whom I Admire Greatly.

A person whom I really admire greatly is my father, Loo Eng Qui. He is a tall, dashing, broad-shouldered, light-skinned man, and has a slightly protruding belly, thanks to his undying love for cheesecake, my mother's chicken curry and a good, homemade mug of English tea.

As a child, I remember him reading me bedtime stories, picking me up and dusting me off when I fell down and teaching me how to count to a hundred in both English and Mandarin. He would also protect me from my mother's nagging when I did not put away my crayons or my building blocks whenever I was done with them. I wasn't spoilt though. Whenever I was naughty or whenever I refused to go to sleep, he would brandish the rotan in front of him like a Roman warrior with a sword, and I would instantly obey, becoming the good girl he had moulded me into.

My father is a very strong-willed man. He may not have muscles or rock-hard abs, but his will to carry on is astounding. My father had suffered several losses in his business, and family problems like the death of my uncle, his beloved brother, due to leukaemia, which shocked us all and left us speechless. He had kept his cool, and carried on with the funeral processions. Deep down, I knew he was yearning, and pining for his brother, but he had to stay strong for all of us, and he comforted us.

Recently, he suffered from a coronary heart disease. His arteries were ninety-five percenet blocked, and according to the doctor, if he did not undergo bypass surgery soon, there wouldn't be long for him to live. We were worried, since it was a major surgery. He assured us that he would be fine, and told us to stay strong. We knew he was scared, because he looked at us for the longest time before he was wheeled into the operating theatre.

When we went to visit him in the Coronary Intensive Care Unit a day ofter his operation, it pained me to see him so weak, lying in there motionless, and I could not take it. I broke down. To our astonishment, he was up and running in a week. The doctor was speechless, and told us that no patient of his had ever recovered so quickly before. His appetite returned three days after the operation - he demanded to eat a cheesecake instead of low-fat yoghurt for dessert.

Now he is happy, healthy, fit and content, and is back to his normal strength again. He can eat what he wants too, but under the watchful eye of me and my mother.

I admire my father for his strength, and undying courgage, and hope that I would be like him. It would make me a much better person than I am now, and I would always treasure and thank him for all he has done for me.

I love you, Dad. With all my heart.

All my love,

Winnie.
@ 4:18 PM
OLE OLE CRISTIANO RONALDO!!.

Before I get on with my post,

I WOULD LIKE TO CONGRATULATE CRISTIANO RONALDO FOR SCORING A WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL, SPELENDID PUNYA PENALTY GOAL AGAINST IRAN YESTERDAY!!!!!

Wah, when he scored I was screaming so loud at the top of my lungs. Imagine -_-"

"GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOALLLLLLLLLL!!! YESS! YESSSSSS!!! "

I think my dog also got nightmares -_-

Anyway, on with the 1 Utama outing post..



Look, look! We can have mini talipon if we buy this thing!!! :D


KNIVES! All the better to kill you with!! *Hee hee hee*

After that, off to Giant for some shopping!!

Then when Dad and Wilson were checking out the Coke offers, I walked ahead, looking to my left, and WHAT SHOULD I SEE BUT...


THIS UGLY FART'S FACE ON A BREEZE PACK! Spoil my night nia.


Look at the amount of Milo we bought o_o


Vienetta ice cream sitting atop some yummilicious garlic bread! :)

*watch out for some DEELICIOUS SCANDAL on a Robert Harris worker... right after this. *

Stay tune! :D

*updates*

*Grumbles as the stupid thing doesn't upload again* IS IT LIKE , BLOGGER DOESNT ALLOW MORE THAN 5 PICTURES PER POST, HUH?

I hate you, Blogger. -_-"


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HAH! HE BUYS GIANT BRAND BREAD!!! CHEAPO!! ROBERT HARRIS, YOU KNOW!!!

When he saw me looking at him with disgust, he quickly wheeled his trolley away. If I were him and if I had brains, i'd wear some other shirt and some other cap, not ROBERT HARRIS mia cap.. -_-

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LOOK! Weird green muffins! Wanna try, anyone? Hehe.

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Pineapple tarts and god-knows-what-else tarts :)

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I want the shoes of the girl on the right!!! :( Nice ya? All i've got are sneakers now.

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Dark blue Converse sneakers - cheap, trendy and comfortable. Only for RM95.00 ++ . Compare it to Nike and Adidas :)

F.Y.I .. my shoe size is 7 and a half or eight >_< . Kinda big for a girl. I can't fit into small stiletto pumps !! T_T .. Big-sized stiletto pumps are so so so ugly T_T.


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Look at the stuff we had on the counter!! That's only quarter of our shopping trolley.

*Spots the Dutch Lady iced coffee Belgian Chocolate flavour in the picture, remembers that it's in the fridge and runs down to get it *

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SPOT ENGLAND! SPOT ENGLAND! Snapped this when we were out of the parking lot and at a traffic light. 1 Utama had strung lots of flags from lampost to lamp post, in conjunction with the World Cup. There was even a super-fucking-huge projector screen, possibly the BIGGEST i've ever seen in my whole life. Just imagine. If I had one (it wouldn't even FIT in my house) , I could ogle Cristiano Ronaldo. Big sized!! XDXDXDXD.. Damn blur. Cos my phone no flash.

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My baby's face when he scored the penalty against Iran. He knelt, clenched his fists, threw his head back and yelled with joy.

SO CUTE. :D

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY TO MY DAD, WHO'S BEEN THE BESTEST, STRONGEST, MOST HANDSOMEST DAD IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!

I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE AN ESSAY FOR MY FATHER.

I WROTE IT FOR MY MID YEAR EXAM AND MY BITCH OF A TEACHER GAVE ME 41. AND SHE SAID I WAS THE BEST ESSAY WRITER IN THE CLASS. AND OTHERS GOT 45. BITCH.

I WILL MAKE YOU BOW AND KNEEL BEFORE ME.
Saturday, June 17, 2006 @ 10:01 PM
1 Utama..

Before I start the rest of my post,

Go here : http://www.iloveegg.co.uk/newsite/eggsong_popup.htm .. damn farking cute. Not for people who dislike eggs. And dislike cuteness.

Ahem.

Thanks, Andrew :)

Okay. Rest of my post.

Went to 1 Utama to go to MPH and then shop at U Parkson and then Giant. Wah. My legs damn tired. :( Pain also!



On the way to 1 UTAMA!

Went to MPH then I bought three books, My Desperate Love Diary by Kelly Ann by Liz Rettig, Some Like It Hot, the sixth book in the A-List series, and Pride , the third book in the Seven Deadly Sins series. All super nice and super hot :) Bet you gonna finish reading them by tomorrow. Muahahaha.

After that we went off to U-Parkson. Went crazy snapping photos of random things.

R.J from Over The Hedge! Haha. Damn shit. Got one fake-looking version of the tortoise too. Forgot his name. The grouchy one. -_-"




Look! Shiny cutlery! All the better to eat you with. :)

Now, there's something I can't stand whenever I go to shopping malls.

Yeah, i'm single, sad, and miserable, but WHY do couples HAVE to be hugging and kissing in front of you on the escalator?

It literally pisses me off.

Like this example. The guy was like, rubbing his girlfriend's ASS, and they were giggling, and looking back at all the sad people behind them. OI! Free show izit!?

Blardee maaderfarker pictures don wanna load again.

Updates later after Portugal vs Iran match!

OLE OLE OLE!!!
@ 12:11 AM
This'll be my BEST DREAM of all :).

Ahh.. For your viewing pleasure. :)

The one on the right is the guy who gives me constant pain in the ass, and ... :) in my hand is a silver, stainless-steel (good so that I need not leave marks), German-brand chopper.


p/s: Anyone caring enough to make a walloping, splendid, eye-catching, marvelous header for me ? In pink? :D

p/p/s: i'll worship u forever! XDXD

Friday, June 16, 2006 @ 4:11 PM
There comes a time when CHEATERS are going DOWN!.

I hate cheaters.

I hate fuckers who cut lines in the canteen like they own it and they can laugh at all the other losers who are lining up tediously, taking the normal line.

Let me demonstrate.

* curses when the fucking picture loader doesn't LOAD UP again, causing me to use my photobucket, which may run out of bandwith at any time, seeing as it already holds 250 pictures .... *


And this is when the cheaters cheat.


YOU SEE! The good people that are lucky enough to get to the rice table pass lots of rice plates back for the whole group of good people stuck behind while fending off the cheaters! Once, I had to shove this fat, short, form 3 guy out of the way because I wanted to get my assam laksa soup.

Then when he gave me the finger, I shoved him harder. And he nearly burst out crying.

Sissy.

That's what you get for cheating.

Anyway, today's perbahasan was unfair. Gamma should have won, cos we had more isi than them. All they had was bidasan, bidasan, bidasan. And the way they read was LOUSY. Yee Lin's speech was better.

And the worst speaker of their team was the BEST SPEAKER.

WHAT THE F?

Where's the judgement in this world?!

DOWN WITH FAVOURATISM!

DOWN WITH CHEATERS!

DOWN WITH FAVOURATISM!

DOWN WITH CHEATERS!

* sorry Stewie for quoting you. hehe! *

BOO SAMA BETA!

"BOO!!!"

SEKALI LAGI!!

"BOO!!!"

SEKALI LAGI!!

"BOO!!!"

SEKALI LAGI!!

"BOO!!!"

SEKALI LAGI!!

"BOO!!"

SEKALI LAGI!!

"BOO!!"


And...
DOWN WITH BETA! DOWN WITH BETA! CHEATERS! JUDGE IS SHORT, FAT AND BLIND!! BLIND!! BLIND!!

I know lah .. i'm overreacting. But who cares. BOO SAMA BETA!!

BOO SAMA BETA! BOO!!
Thursday, June 15, 2006 @ 7:43 PM
Superfarking long post =).

I hope.

Ate bak-kut-teh this morning. Claypot one. The shop we went to was near Metropolitan College, near the BP petrol station. It's quite a small shop, but it serves a scrumptious bak-kut-teh if you ask me. I've hardly seen other customers other than us when we go in.

The uncle's face lit up as soon as we walked in. I think he long time already never see customer. LOL. Come on, people. Give him some business. I know you won't regret it. It is scrumptious! For foo-chuk lovers, he'll give you plenty. *Licks lips*

All the other coffee shops, where we usually have our breakfast, were closed, with this red-and-white striped tape over it. You know, the ones like you usually see in CSI? (Only it isn't yellow?)... Yeah. Donno why. EVERY coffee shop. In Subang Jaya.

OI! I WANT MY WANTAN MEE LAR!

Have to settle with bak kut teh for this week. Not complaining.

A huge thank you to Kai Sin and Hua Yein who took the time to stay up until 3.30 am to do the class magazine deco!! It looks better than I imagined it would be.

Me and Terence helped do the last page! :P (Although it only involved sticking and pasting. Oh well.)


Joan modeling the third page! Nice hor nice hor. As you can see, most of the pics I already posted up here. :) (If you go back to my April archive.)

My quote was like this.

CRISTIANO RONALDO IS SO HOT! .. 5 GAMMA ROCKS TOO!


Haha.

Damn nice, can. Kai and Hua design until damn pro looking. I'll be keeping the magazine when I get it FOREVER.

The front page. The blank page was for the title - 5 Gamma. Andrew got pretty upset over the last middle pic (between the two girls wearing hats) ... ... in a obscene pose... Andrew wanted the other version of it. But then Kaisin stuck it already. Sorry, Andrew. :(

I'm, like, damn hungry. (Runs downstairs to find spinach - yuck! - and fried fish - double YUCK! - below the food cover. Opens the fridge and finds a plate of CUCUMBERS! .. No wait. It's zucchini. But whatever.. Yummy . )

WTF. Blogger isn't loading any more of my pics!!! AGAIN! ... After the 2nd pic SURE WONT LOAD ONE.

DAMN CACATED.

Since I can't entertain you guys with any more pictures, due to the stupid fault of Blogger, i'll put the quotes here from just now... :)

And, you can tell me which one you like best, then i'll ask Mr.T to make a header out of it! In Pink! Brilliant! :D

  • Joan's quote (I have a feeling this is going to be the most popular. )

DON'T bend it like Beckham, FLICK IT LIKE ADAM!


Dam syok. The creator of the most famous quote this year. :P
  • Hua's quote

I will miss you all bangers and blowers ^_^


That's ... .... a long story. Haha.
  • Drew's quote

This is just the beginning. GL HF! - An3h -


  • Terence's quote

Life's a wave. Don't wipe out! - Mr.T - =3


  • Dereck's quote

I don't want to write! Cos I don't wanna leave school!! =(


  • Sylvia's quote

Frens will never be forgotten.


  • Kaisin's quote

THANX FOR BLOWING UP MY LIFE!


Also a long story. We'd never be as close as now if not for the word "blow." More on that later in the year.
  • Tian Yi's (Adam's) quote

I will never forget all my frens in this school.


  • Yee Lin's quote

Frens like you deserve a big space in my heart! (Wah.. kam touching geh.. LOL)


  • Lynette's quote

I love my class forever!


  • Eric's quote

Lala Chai FOREVER!


  • Ka Peng's quote (our beloved monitor!!)

Nicholas Tze is my hubby! I will love him and 5G forever!


  • Suzanne's quote

I WILL NEVA4GET YOU GUYS!


  • Loon Hung's quote

CHICKEN HEAD!!


  • Jo Wen's quote

My gold tooth ban me from speaking.


  • Kevin's quote

What has passed is gone but it will oways be remembered


  • Wenliang's quote

God be with you till we meet again.


  • Lingkit's quote

Immature is just a must. - then kena block by someone's hand.. i can't read it. anyone can tell me?


Yeah. I guess this is all. :)

Mom is getting mad at me.

Need to go!

GOOD LUCK TO KAISIN, YEELIN AND KAPENG TOMORROW FOR OUR DEBATE AGAINST BETA! BEAT THEM FLAT ! YOU GUYS CAN DO IT! WE'LL BE RIGHT BEHIND YOU!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 @ 11:33 PM
Guys.

Just finished watching I Not Stupid Too. Wah. Damn touching story.

Made me cry at the ending. o_o

I like Shawn Lee, the guy who starred as Tom :D

He damn emotional. In a good way.

And he plays basketball!!! *Makes up for his good physique.* Hehe.


The one on the left is Shawn. The one on the right is Joshua. Not bad also. But Shawn cuter.

Joshua like, his forhead very..... dono how explain. But there's just SOMETHING wrong with his hair. The more I stare at it, the more I find something weird with it.

Very little pics with ONLY Shawn in it. -_-" Joshua got a lot. WTF.

Fine. I'll stick to ogling this one picture, then. I'll Photoshop Joshua's face out. Sorry, Joshua. :P

Now, this next guy, in the next picture, is worth ogling. :P


Agree? All agree?

CRISTIANO RONALDO IS HAWT!

GO PORTUGAL! GO ENGLAND! CRISTIANO RONALDO -17- PORTUGAL!
@ 6:15 PM
Of Hong Kong "Char Chan Tengs".

I despise them.

I really really really DESPISE them.

Yet another one has come up in the vicinity of SS2, and it has become the rival of the previously famous Hong Kong Char Chan Teng.

These are known Hong Kong "char chan tengs"
  • Kim Gary (the first one I tried. Wah. Nearly died. Next.
  • Hong Kong Char Chan Teng
  • Prince - new one. in SS2. Currently serving the worst and most foul-tasting strawberry milkshake ever created.
  • still got one more. i forgot the name -_-"

Jesus, I got stomachache from drinking the strawberry "milkshake" can.

It doesn't even taste like a milkshake, therefore the apostrophes. IT TASTES LIKE FEVER MEDICINE. You know, the one which you were given as a child, in liquid form. Orange color one... The one that taste like you've just puked up orange juice one..

Yes. THAT ONE.

I SHALL NEVER EVER GO TO HONG KONG IF THIS KIND OF FOOD KEEPS COMING UP. JESUS CHRIST. WANNA COPY AMERICAN STYLE "CAFE" AND TURN IT INTO HK STYLE... ... BETTER NOT COPY AT ALL LAH!

Who joins me in my Anti-Hong Kong-"char-chan-teng" protest??

@ 12:09 AM
"Score" so far..

Well.

If you have read my blog before this, (on its previous original layout), then you'd have noticed this : "SCORE MORE THAN 3A'S IN MID YEAR EXAM!!!" on my wishlist.

That wish can be flushed down the toiletbowl.

I didn't even get a freaking A in English, due to SHANTA'S WRATH.

YES.

My second compo deserved a lot more than 41/50. A lot of people said so.

-_-" Die you evil, buck-toothed human! DIE!

* updates*

You know what, I feel like ranting this after bloghopping from a blog to another blog to another..

6 out of 10 of the blogs are owned and coded by at least 14 year olds, and they're all freaking LOVEY DOVEY of a sudden. PUHLEEZE. I don't think I was like that when I was 14. -_-

Usually in moving letters at the bottom of your screen where you can see an internet explorer (or Mozilla) icon on your left, and the word "Done" next to it (unless you have an error loading my freaking page) - the thing FREAKS ME OUT!

Get this: DAMN CORNY, CAN!
  • I wanna touch your face
  • I wanna lie next to you
  • I wanna be with you
  • I turn to you and ask you
  • If you'd ever think about me before
  • I wanna spend the rest of my life with you...
  • I need to feel your arms around me...

WAH LAN...my bulu stand up liao.

Weh, need or not -_-" . Read it a few times then the thing will seem obscene. *Bluey shakes head *

Wah. The KOREA vs Togo (i think) match DAMN KAU NICE WEH!

Usually most Korean guys are hot and manly, but then... the footballers in the Korean team are nowhere close to good-looking. I think the most good-looking one is the guy with the white hair who scored the first goal.

Serious.

They're either short - hint hint Park Ji Sung hint hint - or their hair goes like, POOF! (like the guy who scored the 2nd goal - Ahn.. or something.)

But seriously, lah, TOGO SUCKS! The guy who kena yellow card DESERVED IT!

OLE OLE OLE! GO KOREANS! GO!

OMG! ITS 9 MINS PAST MIDNITE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JONNY!

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 @ 8:08 PM
NEW LAYOUT.

Okay. Shoot me if I don't fulfill my promise.

I promise, and swear, to keep this layout for as long as a month (at least), unless I find any problems with it. Coding wise.

The header given was cacat. Too small. -_- Donno how 2 adjust it. So i'm making a new header when I get my computer - which has Photoshop - back.

:D In the meantime, enjoy.

Chocolate Memoirs is up and running!

Reminders:
  • Remember to pass up MAGAZINE MONEY by tomorrow or not haf to borrow.
  • Remember to kill Jonny if he doesn't show up tomorrow on his birthday.

Well. That done, i'm off to tuition!

See ya!

Monday, June 12, 2006 @ 8:24 PM
Changing Layout Back To Ori Soon..

Sorry ya.

But i'm changing the layout back to its original (maybe?) layout soon.

Dunno why, but i'm getting sick.. (wait. i already AM sick.) ... and sick of my old layout.

Been sneezing for like the whole day today. All because I accidentally sniffed while taking a shower, and the soap that was on my face went up my nose.

Ouch.

Used up like half a box of tissues.

The last time I got sick was after the Quiksilver Boarding Revolution which was .. last month? Last last month?

But damn short time, can o.o

I need to boost my immune system. -_-"

So anyway, watch out for the new layout anytime soon!

Searching for: host for WordPress 2.0, good layout-maker, willing to pay.
Sunday, June 11, 2006 @ 10:17 PM
Pictures Galore 2..

Screw Blogspot if it doesn't let me load anymore.

I'm giving it one last chance. And that's it.

Anyway, back to the last picture from the italian restaurant!


Looks yummy, right :P. Well, i'll tell you one thing. It is yummy.

Random Stuff I Took When I Was Bored.

Hehe.


Some weird guy in orange clothes came inside the shop, carrying this weird bag with vegetables in it, and asked to see some notebooks and A4 paper. -_- " Look like he wearing baju kurung like that.

Spoke in like some weird accent. Got scared when he first came in o_o


The first match - Germany vs Costa Rica - (Germany 4-2)


Candy guarding her turf. And her slipper. =_= (that slipper is no more. end of story.)

Stay tune for more.
@ 3:06 PM
Pictures Galoreee :D.

Nah. Pictures. :P

Mummy On Her Free Eye Power Checkup.

MY EYE POWER RAISED BY 25 FOR EACH EYE! GAWD HELP ME IM NEARLY BLIND!

L - 525 , R- 400

Mummy says I can get contacts after SPM. *whoops with joy*



And then off to the shop for lunch. :P (Tapau-ed mee party!)


Yi Shuan (whatever the fish her name is), giving me that "c'mere" look after I taught her how to. CUTE YA! Shit, i'm polluting small kids' brains.


The women having a talk.

Dinner at Bella Italia's (the best Italian restaurant in SS2) with Godma.

Went there to celebrate her birthday!!!! Ordered mushroom soup and Hawaiian pizza and my current favourite pasta dish : Linguini Marinara. Got lots of clams on it. Damn nice.

My coke.

Didn't manage to take a pic of my meal. Was too busy pigging out. Muahahaha.


Birthday woman!

WTF. BLOGGER DAMN FARKED UP LEH.

STOPPED RECEIVING MY PICS LIAO! WTF BBQ KNN!

WILL UPDATE LATER.

FARKED UP OVER FARKING BLOGSPOT.

Saturday, June 10, 2006 @ 11:13 PM
Ring, ring, talipon...

Bluey is full, fed, and happy.

Went to Sunway Pyramid, watched Da Vinci Code with Huai and Hoho. It was kinda weird. But at the same time, mysterious.

After that, we sorta roamed around, buying chocolates for Joan's prezzie, then I went to MPH to get Lisi Harrison's latest Clique novel : The Pretty Commitee Strikes Back.

Starting to read it now.

Hehe.

Then Bunny came with the Oddysey to fetch us to Talipon. (BBQ and steamboat.)

Never would have found it if I hadn't read KySpeaks' blog. Thank you. :D (http://kyspeaks.com/).

Had so much fun there. Ate until wanna die.

Then Joan and Jean started fighting over the butter.

Joan: Oi, why you go and put butter on my pork?
Jean: Because you put butter on MY pork.
Joan: Pork you la!

Then after awhile, after many many pieces of barbequed ham and marinated pork, Jean started telling lame jokes, and laughing out loud.

One day, three guys got shipwrecked on an island. One was an Australian guy, another was a German guy, and another was a Japanese guy.

The Australian guy turned to the German guy and said, "I'll go get food. You go get clothes from the ship."

Then, he turned to the Japanese guy and said, "You go get supplies."

They all walked off to get their things.

After a while, the Aussie guy and the German guy returned, one carrying food, and the other carrying a pile of clothes. They looked around for the Japanese guy, but he could not be seen anywhere.

They decided to sit and wait for him.

A long time passed, and still no Japanese guy.

But then, suddenly, the Japanese guy jumped out of the bush and went, "SUPLISE!"

Damn lame rite. Muahaha :P

Then on the way home, when Bunny was driving, either one of us would accidentally (:P) say a bad word. Then Bean went, "Mummy, scold!"

Bunny: "Jesus Christ!"

Wah, sound like American mummy, can. :P

Bah, I smell like BBQ.

RECCOMENDED GO BBQ ! ALL YOU CAN EAT FOR LIKE 19 BUCKS!

TALIPON IS OPPOSITE KELANA JAYA LRT STATION! =D

Happy Belated Birthday to June! (http://justanothertradgedy.com/)

Need to go take a well-needed shower.

ENGLAND WON! 1-0 BWAHAHAHAHA! WHEEE CELEBRATE CELEBRATE ~ HOI!
Friday, June 09, 2006 @ 3:01 PM
Better Now..

I'm a teeny bit better now.

Yeah.
Fuck, Wilson, i've had enough.Enough of "Eh, don't put my name or don't write about me on your blog ah.. if not i make another blog about you!" shit. I don't fucking care. Go and put pictures of my underwear or how I talk in a mushy voice to my dog online. I don't fucking care. I don't care if you say i'm useless and I don't know a shit about anything. I don't fucking care if you tell the world i'm afraid of even the mosquito racket. BECAUSE I DON'T CARE. AND YOU'RE THE WORST, FUCKING, BROTHER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. And I absolutely HATE the way you put down my friends. Like yours are so great.My pet-brothers are better than you. Way better. So go fuck yourself over it, asshole. And the way you say i'm "yong-sui", I don't care, because i'm a girl, bitch, and almost every girl is vain. EVERY GIRL.But you? You're so fucking vain. "Eh, do you think I have muscles?" or "Eh, do you think I have pecs?"..
But i'll give you guys just one tiny little hint.

They're not related to me in any way. I'm sorry if I made you guys think they were you. But they aren't.

I've never told anyone from school about them, though. No one, not even my closest friends, like Bone, Hua and Lyn know 'bout em. Yeah, guess it's time that I have to start telling. If not i'll go crazy.

They're not family. And they never will be.

They're just plain, ordinary, so-called "friends".

Sorry if I made anyone else think it was them.

Anyway.

Eldest aunt and uncle are here. My brother just transferred his stuff to my room, and he put it on the bed.


PLEASE LAH. GET A LIFE.

It's hard not to write things about you, cos' every single fucking problem starts from you, little brother.

SO FUCK OFF, AND DON'T READ MY BLOG. GO FUCKING PLAY YOUR STUPID FOOTBALL GAME OR YOUR MINICLIP OR YOUR STUPID SUDOKU (ruining the Garfield comic strip in the process)!

Cos I don't give a rat's squiggly ass.

Nope. Nuh-uh. My world doesn't revolve around your stupid threats.

And I don't care, i'm moving the monitor back to my original computer, right where it belongs. It's been too long. Too long.

Gonna go off to tuition soon, then come home, eat dinner, then another round of tuition.

Then I can look forward to my outing with Bunny, Bean, Ning, Bone, Hoho and Hua tomorrow. We're gonna go to Sunway Pyramid then off to Talipon :) Yep, yep.
So see you, maybe tonight!

* I'm maybe changing skins again. Hehe.
Thursday, June 08, 2006 @ 9:45 PM
My third post today.

Oh well. :P

Happy Birthday to my Godma :D - she's 1 year older today! (well, duh, but I forgot her age..) Anyway, sent her flowers and a cute picture message today.

Okay, I warn you people. This is gonna be a very the emo post.

You know, sometimes I feel so damn lonely. Shit, I don't have any close friends. I mean, the people who I thought were closest to me also don't trust me but I tell everything to them.

And they think i'll spill. They think i'm a tattletale. They think i'm this little glass jar that can break any second.

I was.. and still am damn hurt, can.

And when I found out they thought that of me, I reflected back on myself, and I thought, "Hey.. yeah, that's true. Maybe I spill without really realizing I said that." So I was more cautious, and since then I watched what I said.

But then, they're still distant.

They treat me as if i'm just some normal friend.

But we've been damn close for a long time already.

I feel damn hurt. Damn fucking hurt.

Now when I think back, I realized that when they said all those things about me, they're just talking shit.

I don't know why, but everytime they plan a big outing, even amongst people I know, and grew up with, they always exclude me.

For some fucked up reason, they always exclude me.

Even though they live so far apart from each other.

They always fucking exclude me.

I FEEL SO DAMN LONELY.

Wanna get over with my life, go start afresh in college, and i'll show them that I don't need them to survive.

Then when i'm popular, and they're clamoring to know me, i'll shun them, and make them eat my dust. Let them feel how I felt when they did that to me before.

Sweet, bitter, revenge. Ahhhh...
@ 7:44 PM
Wheeee...


Finally i'm very very very satisfied.

Never felt this good about a new blogskin for a very long time :)

Review it please :D

Winnie's old design nicer or new design nicer?

Hurry! .. If not I change back to old design.

Will update again about Godma's birthday later at night.

Till then,

Hugs, everybody!

@ 5:31 PM
Searching for a new template....

This Blogspot skin looks so darn dull.

So, since this morning, i've been finding and searching for a new, improved, professional blog template and found it at www.pootato.org. Now, I don't know how to turn it into a Blogger skin.

-_-"

The guy who invented CSS and HTML has to be shot.
@ 12:27 AM
Things You Don't Know About Me..

1) Whenever I brush my teeth, I squeeze out the toothpaste onto the toothbrush, wash my free hand, then I use a finger to spread out the toothpaste onto the whole of the brush.

2) My dad stopped smoking because of me making a bet with him when I was in Standard 6. He said he'd stop if I score 5A's in the exam. If I didn't, I wouldn't get a dog.

3) I am afraid of the dark.

4) I can't sleep without the hall light showing underneath my door. (Haven't been sleeping for the past 3-4 days.)

5) I can't cook a single thing. Not even Maggi Mee.

6) I detest Avril Lavigne. Sorry, folks. -_-"

7)I used to wake up in the middle of the night each night for about two weeks when I was in Form 3, to listen if there were any sounds coming from downstairs, and when i'd hear some random sound outside.

8) I am paranoid.

9) I am a spendthrift. Give me RM200 in a shopping mall and i'd spend it all, with only like 50 cents left. (Though I never tried.)

10) I used to play with Barbie dolls for like, two weeks, when I was younger, until Wilson curiously tore off their clothes to see what was underneath.

There you have it.

More next time.

And, watch out for
* Godma's Birthday update
* Sunway Lagoon trip update
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 @ 11:33 PM
I want my Computer BACK!!!.

Goddammnnit. I want my computer back :(

Currently using fucked-up, pictureless, songless, speedless and fontless computer.

ALL MY SPECIAL JAZZY FONTS, ALL MY NICE PICTURES, MY 500 PLUS SONGS ALL NOT IN THIS STUPID CPU!!

All because of this computer's original monitor went ka-put about nearly a week ago (bloody farker was playing his setupiak football game) , I was forced to take my computer's monitor to replace the stupid spoilt monitor, and therefore, my CPU is left alone in the corner to rot.

Damn. :(

And I was just feeling like listening to something loud too .

This computer is so farked up.

Sooner or later the speakers also going to go kaput =_=

Mom and Dad hardly use these speakers.

Damn. I wanna listen to The Click Five so bad. -_-

I WANT MY COMPUTER!! I WANT MY PHOTOSHOP!! I WANT MY FREAKING MUSIC!!

*Sniff*

Without my comp, I won't be able to give you any pictures or anything else because if I ever put my pictures into this computer, Mom and Dad will have a fit.

"SO BIG SPACE! SEE THE COMPUTER DAMN SLOW!"

-_-

So .. bear with me yeah?

And pray with me that I get....

HEY! DID I HEAR THE TOASTER DING? ........

OI! I WANT PIZZA TOO!!!

Anyway, pray with me that i'll get my new monitor soon. Very soon. Possibly tomorrow. :D

So, see ya!

Hugs and kisses, everybody!
@ 12:12 AM
Damn you, Streamyx..

I hate you, Streamyx.

Damn, do I freaking hate every single fucking inch... well, not inch, kilobyte or megabyte or whatever-the-fuck-byte you send over to me.

Damn, DO YOU FUCKERS EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT SENDING A NOTICE TO LET US KNOW THAT YOU WERE DOING MAINTENANCE FOR FIVE FREAKING DAYS IN OUR AREA? HUH?

DID YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT THOSE OF US WHO DEPEND ON THE FREAKING INTERNET TO SURVIVE OUT HERE?

DID YOU KNOW THAT MY BRAIN NEARLY GOT FRIED AND ROTTED AND EATEN BY INSECTS FROM SITTING THERE AND JUST DOING NOTHING AND STARING AIMLESSLY AT THE TV?

And watching too much MTV? (But I don't really mind that.)

But damn you, Streamyx.

Because of your fucking maintenance, I missed my friend's freaking birthday.

Because of you.

I missed it.

How the hell did I know he sent me an e-vite!?

Huh?!

AND BECAUSE OF THAT, I MISSED A PARTY!

DO YOU KNOW HOW CRUCIAL IT IS?!?!?

A PARTY, MAN! A PARTY!

THE FIRST, AND PROBABLY THE LAST PARTY OF THE HOLIDAYS!

Damn. Because of you i've been stuck at home for four fucking days, thinking, wishing, and PRAYING the freaking LED on the stupid modem would light up.

And well, thirty minutes before, I was staring at that stupid LED, and I was wishing and wishing that it would light up, and whaddaya know, it lit up! DING!

...

Goddamn you, Streamyx. =_=

That's it. One more time and i'm switching to Webbit.
Thursday, June 01, 2006 @ 11:40 PM
Presenting....

THE VERY FIRST PICTURE WE TOOK YESTERDAY!!!!

Sunway was doing some sort of renovation that blocked up the whole actual entrance to the theme park, so they sort of built this metal platform, which offered such a wonderful, scenic view, to the entrance.

Wonder how long that metal platform will last....

And I can't imagine the result if it gives way...

*Bluey clears that thought out of her mind*

Anyway..

And now.. I present you with...


From left to right : Terence, Joan, Me, Kai Sin, Hua Yein, Ling Kit, Dereck, Andrew and Adam Tian Yi .

Don't we all look so cute. LOL!

The scenery was just perfect - we blocked the view of down below - but the sky was just gorgeous.

Oh. And pretend you don't see apartments there.

Ah. Perfect.

As usual, Terence came up with a way of wearing his clothes - the top of his shirt was unbuttoned, and the belt was ... lets say it wasn't functioning as a belt.

In the above picture, everyone was practically squinting in the sunlight.

Some kind tourists took that for us.

I looked as if I was sniffing Kaisin's hair and going, "Ahhhh ~ "

And Dereck smiled his funny, cute, smile - you can never ever see his eyes. Just looking at his face makes you wanna laugh.

Tian Yi ... poses... damn gay, can.. LOL !

Shit, its 11.39 and I need a fucking shower.

See you all tomorrow, and hopefully, I may be able to weed one more picture from Hua. :D

Nighty night!