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Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 1:07 AM
song tag.

stole this tag from teh weiner.

putcho music playa on shuffle and answer teh kweshuns! :D

i do have better music taste than what's here. it's just that my shuffle sucks at the moment and picked the worst bunch out of 1130 songs.... well, minus the MJ songs, of course.

Opening credits:
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence
Waking up: Happy Birthday - The Click Five
Average day: Whiskey Street - Ben Romans
Main Theme: Kiwi - Maroon 5
First date: A Day In The Life - Michael Johns
Falling in love: You Can't Do That - Amanda Overmyer
Love scene: Just The Girl - The Click Five
Fight scene: Catch Your Wave - The Click Five
Breaking up: Predictable - Good Charlotte
Getting Over It: Loud Machines - The Less
Getting back together: No One Can Touch Us - Sing It Loud
Secret love: Hot - Avril Lavigne
Life's okay: Addicted - Simple Plan
Mental breakdown: Siberia - Backstreet Boys
Friendship: Please Don't Stop The Music - American Idol Season 7 cast
Driving: Dream On - Michael Johns
Learning a lesson: Pain - Jimmy Eat World
Deep thought: Friday Night - The Click Five
Flashback: Song 2 - Blur
Wedding: Wall To Wall - Chris Brown
Partying: From The Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins - Panic at the Disco
Family: One Rock n' Roll Too Many - Syesha Mercado
Childbirth: Might Have Been - Kate Voegele
Regretting: Don't Stop Movin' - S Club 7
Long night alone: Get It Darlin' - Mercy Mercedes
Death scene: New Way To Be Human - Switchfoot
Closing credits: True - Ryan Cabrera
Sequel Teaser: I Want You Back - N Sync


Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 9:23 AM
remusxlupin DNW.


sex between wizards is just wrong.


Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 10:56 PM
yeah, this is home.

got tagged by Cynthia, who's one of the most amazing people on the planet :)

i have a funny feeling that i've somehow done this before...

EIGHT things you fail at.
1. writing
2. expressing myself coherently
3. fashion
4. staying healthy
5. being tidy
6. exercising
7. assignments
8. art

SEVEN songs you listened to today.
1. Let Go - Boys Like Girls
2. Coming Down (Can You Feel It) - Film
3. It's All Wrong But It's All Right - Michael Johns
4. Welcome To The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance
5. Wall To Wall - Chris Brown
6. This Is Home (instrumental) - Switchfoot
7. Fire - Michael Johns

SIX things you desire,or need.
1. Burger King's black pepper burger
2. a decent camera
3. time
4. a holiday
5. booze
6. slash

FIVE annoyances.
1. right now; people who discriminate homosexual people.
2. hypocrites
3. leering men (i bumped into two today. bastards)
4. aggressive, whiny kids
5. insects

FOUR things you will never do.
1. touch a cockroach voluntarily
2. consume an animal other than the ones that i am consuming now, eg: beef, chicken, pork, seafood, ostrich....
3. go against my personal beliefs
4. stop being stubborn :P

THREE people to tag.
1. Jayne
2. Weenie
3. Char siew bao.

TWO people you saw today.
1. Joan
2. Jean


@ 6:45 PM

i'm soaring. :)


Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 6:00 PM
"bury me, bury me".

i feel like i'm drowning, and you're the one who tied the rocks to my feet.

you told me what happened, and i thought i understood, but i can frankly say that i fully understand now, after being put in the same situation.

do you honestly value friendship over outlook?

because it certainly seems the other way.


Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 8:39 PM
I'm awake, but my world is half-asleep.

i'm not in the mood to really write lately.
i'm even lazy to write full blogposts or even full, coherent sentences like i used to do so long ago. :(

idol has finished, Cookie won, YAY. lots of flyboy slash to read/write, lots of books to be read, lots of presentations to prepare and assignments to do...

... you can sort of tell that i'm not in the mood, can't you?

*shrugs and skips to pictures*

i swear i'm happiest in dressing rooms. :)

twloha week.

i sort of forgot about it this morning and then i hastily drew this on in CCS class while we were *supposed* to be concentrating on this boring movie that Mr.Anubhav was playing.

"this has to be the nerdiest movie ever," i declared dryly, working on the letter O on my arm.

apparently Mr. Anubhav heard what i said and looked at me.

oops :P

and -- oh yeah. did i ever mention that Michael Johns and David Cook are the sexiest men alive right now?

i can't seem to stop listening to Michael Johns' "It's All Wrong But It's All Right"

it rings in my ears when i'm in class, when i'm daydreaming, when i'm staring out the window, it sends shivers down my spine whenever i listen to it on my iPod.


it's so wrong, yet it's so right. ♥

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Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 8:37 PM
i won't give up till it's over.

i stole this tag from the other Winnie ;) ... again.

Do you like the person you are becoming?
mm.. i don't think so i do. i'm changing, they say. and who am i to say that i like change?

Do you currently find yourself to look cute?

What do you want for Christmas/ or your next birthday?
an iPod touch. or an iPod video with enough memory to stuff my 5GB of songs in + all my fangirly videos.

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?:
no. somehow i always succeed in doing so. :(

What song is stuck in your head?
Old Time Rock And Roll - Bob Seger. damn you, Cookie, sexy-dancing in your undies. damn you.

Are you obnoxious?
sure, baby. ;)

Do you know all of the words to every single Brand New song in creation?

Can you name one song by the Beatles?
eleanor rigby

Are you regretting something now?:
kind of. :(

Do lectures bore you?:
yeah. oh, yeah. just look at our entire lecture room during CCS lectures.

Did anybody ever call you beautiful?:
my parents, i guess. :)

What is the nearest book to you called?:
public relations: the profession and the practice. :P

Are you passive or aggressive?
mm, depends on the situation ;)

Ever seen a ghost?
nope. don't plan on seeing one, ever.

A place you’ve lived that you miss?
I don't miss my old place.

Person that you miss?
sigh. he wouldn't understand at all.

Someone you need?

Wanna have kids before you’re 30?
maybe. but the thought of being pregnant gives me the shivers.

A memory from secondary school?
us form fivers playing jump rope at the back of the class. SPM stress makes us do weird things.

Ever have a crush on one of your parents’ friends?
lmao EW.

Something you’ve always wanted to learn how to do?
play the drums. i want to, but i'm afraid i'm too old.

Last item you bought yourself?
hmmmmmmm. drinks.

What did you have for breakfast?
i didn't eat breakfast this morning.

Live at your parents’?

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
recently ranging from 0-10

What do you wish you were doing?
writing. though i don't have the inspiration right now to do so.

What’s the last thing you said to someone & to whom?
"what" to my dad

Name something you have to do tomorrow?

What cd is currently in your cd player?
don't have a CD player.

Can you whistle?

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
i want angel wings on my back. and ear piercings.

Do you get along better with boys or girls?
usually both.

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?

What are you listening to?
Save You - Simple Plan

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
uh...... my mom. i think

Which of your friends lives closest to you?

What did you do yesterday?
went to college.

What’s bothering you right now?
the fact that we may never be the same again.

What gets in your way of your sleeping?
assignments. and presentations.


i feel like working on a new layout, new color schemes, new theme and all.

what say you?


Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 3:01 AM
i'm it - at 3.14 AM.

tagged by the other Winnie :P

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
most probably my family. though they don't really believe it if i'd tell them this, because my mom and my dad are convinced i am surgically attached to my computer.

2. What's the last thing you bought with your own money?
uh. Mango body butter from The Body Shop!

3. Where do you wish to get married?
somewhere nice and small and romantic. yeah yeah, cliche, huh, but i don't want a Chinese wedding + old men singing karaoke. nope. nuh uh.

4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
huh? i don't get this question. no one owns me.

5. Are you in love?
currently, natch. just a few celebrity crushes.

6. Where was the last restaurant you had your dinner?
uh. Nando's.

7. Name the latest book you have bought.
Second Chance by Jane Green.

8. What is your full name?
Winnie Loo Jia Yi

9. Do you prefer mother or father?
dad -- though he has a short temper, like me.

10. Name a person you would really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.
the guys from Simple Plan, Switchfoot and a coupla other people. probably Ranaz, Julio, Ross... Foxit....

11. Christina or Britney?
... i still believe in Britney, though i love both. bahhhh

12. Do you do your own laundry?
no.... *is ashamed*

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Europe or Australia, though i'd most probably want to be in Bali right now.

14. Hugs or kisses?
both :)

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
is weird.
someone just sat on her Pikachu.
shares the same name with me.
her birthday is three days before mine
used to watch Bananas In Pajamas hahaha.

16. 8 things I am passionate about.
Fangirling (lmfao)
Slash :D

17. 8 things I say too often.
Fuck. Bahh. What? Shit. Asshole. Oh my God. Goddamn. Seriously?

18. 8 books I have read recently.
1. The Pact - Jodi Picoult
2. Fourplay by someonesomethingorotheriforgot.
3. Jemima J by Jane Green
4. Johnny Angel by Danielle Steel
5. The Chronicles Of Narnia : Prince Caspian
6. cant remember
7. cant remember
8. cant remember

19. 8 songs i could listen over and over again
1. Bring It - Cobra Starship
2. I'm Alive - David Cook
3. Dream On - Michael Johns
4. Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - P!ATD
5. Awakening - Switchfoot
6. Oh! Gravity - Switchfoot
7. This Is Your Life - Switchfoot
8. Shut Up - Simple Plan

20. 8 things i have learnt last year.
don't judge a book by it's cover
people change
things just don't stay the same
the art of lying well.
never cry in your old highschool. :(
always wear sunblock on the beach
never wear all-black when in an airport.
never carry a long object strapped on your back when you're wearing all-black in an airport.

21. 8 people i want to tag.
whoever who wants to do this.


Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 8:18 PM




Archuleta, you'll be sorry.

Go home crying to daddy. Cookie's going to kick your butt so hard tomorrow you'll end up in China.

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Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 7:48 PM
i cut mah feenger :(.

i cut my finger today.

i can barely remember the last time i did. it was when i was in standard two or three, and we were asked to bring potatoes and a blade to school so that we could cut them into portions to understand the subject of fractions better. you know, half a potato, one fourth of a potato, one tenth of a potato and so on. once we cut them, we had to dip the potato in stamp ink and stamp them onto our maths books and write down the fraction in clear numbers beside it.

i remember being so enthusiastic about the thought of a practical lesson that i insisted on working on the potatoes myself instead of letting my maths teacher help me. yeah, i was a learner, at age eight. a little rebellious and stubborn (okay. make that very stubborn), even then, but i wanted to learn all the same. the blade that i had was short, about the length of my middle finger now, when outstretched. it was just right for my little hand to hold. it was red, with the words Snoopy and friends printed on the little handle. fuck -- i just hit my right finger hard on a key when i wasn't supposed to and it hurts like a bitch. so i was concentrated on the potato so much that i accidentally pressed my second finger to the blade - and i started bleeding all over my maths book. it hurt like a bitch, too - i had to be sent to the staff room for a plaster.

this time, it was a Sprite can. i cracked it open like how i usually do - third finger on the tab, thumb bent on the top of the can. once the can was open, i looked down and noticed that my finger was bleeding. i didn't even feel pain at all.

until the bleeding stopped, that is. now it hurts like a bitch.

boohoo :(

p/s: im still peeling. as in my skin. bahh my arm looks diseased :(


Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 11:56 PM

Here's chapter two!

( Chapter Two )

It's Friday, and I don't want to go back to college.



I want Japanese food and I want more Cookie :(


Tagged by Su.

Name: Winnie Loo
Birth Date: October 27th, 1990
Current Status: Single. Been single all my life, too. Lovin' it.
Eye Colour: Dark Brown - sometimes I can see my irises quite clearly, so maybe it's not that dark to begin with. I blame my dad - his eyes are a very light brownish-gray, surprisingly.
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty

My Heritage: Chinese
Fears: Fish. (You can't laugh.)
My Weaknesses: Hot musicians (at the moment)
My Perfect Pizza: It depends on the moment, really. Anything is fine, as long as it doesn't have pepper/capsicums on them.

My Thoughts First Waking Up: Blah I d
My Bedtime: It depends.
My Most Missed Memory: Us all together in one classroom in 2006. Ling Kit would be laughing his laugh, Andrew would be Andrew, Dereck would be smelly, and Joan would be asleep on her table *le sigh*

Pepsi or Coke: Coke. Pepsi. Whatever, it tastes the same.
McDonald's or Burger King: WENDY'S.
Single or Group Dates: Mm, I don't know.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Tea or Nestea: Green tea....
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee

Smoke: Does shisha count?
Curse: Loud and proud, baby. Hahah. Trying to stop, again, though.
Take a Shower: Duh.
Have a Crush: Yes. Unfotch. On someone that will most probably never notice me. At all.
Think You've Been In Love: Not really. Unless you count the time when I first got Candy haha.
Go To School: Uniiii.
Want To Get Married: Maybe. Probably.
Believe In Yourself: I don't really.
Think Your A Health Freak: Yes. Sometimes. Maybe.

Drank Alcohol: Yes
Gone To The Mall: Yes.
Been On Stage:
Eaten Sushi: Yes. 2 days ago (i think) with Flo, Su, ZJ, Geoff and Hong.
Dyed Your Hair: Nope.

Played A Stripping Game: Nope.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Yes.

To Be Married: No idea.

Best Eye Colour: Every guy is unique.
Best Hair Colour: See answer above.
Short Hair or Long Hair: Ditto.

A Minute Ago: Typing the answer to that question above.
Hour Ago: Writing.
4.5 Hours Ago: Sitting here reading.
1 Month Ago: I forgot.
Year Ago: Probably assignments.

I love: this feeling.
I feel: empty.
I hate: myself.
I hide: how much I'm afraid of what I'll become.
I miss: my friends.
I need: ice cream.

one: Jayne
two: Bao.
three: Janellaaaa. (thanks for the Cookie bobblehead by the way ;D)

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ 7:59 PM
inaudible melodies.

thanks for all the feedback about me wanting to post my fic. i'm afraid it isn't anything new to you boardies who've already read this on the boards, but for the others who haven't, here's chapter one! i hope you like it. or read it, at least. and tell me if you like it or not.

( Chapter One )

i'm pretty much very very very busy at this point.

our "holidays" are going to come to an end soon, and soon i'll have to wake up every morning at six again and drag myself out of bed for university. more running all over the place to complete our assignments, more dozing off in class, more lectures, more presentations, more everything. it's not going to feel any different because the holidays don't feel like holidays at all, what with assignments being thrown at us left and right. in fact, we just submitted one this Sunday.

yeah. that's right. Sunday bloody Sunday.

yesterday night i was really bored, holed up in my room, so i went crazy with my camera and snapped stuff that i thought looked nice.

my skinny rocker ties i bought at that little sale in college! they were selling them RM10 for two, so i picked out the black one and the striped one with a little help from Florence.

it's going to be pretty hard to wear them, though, because if not worn right, you're thiiiiis close to looking "lala", and i would DIE before even thinking of looking like one.

if you get my drift.

MY CDs! ok, so i co-own one with Wilson.

but the rest are mine. all mine. my Colbie Caillat one is in the car, and my Panic box set is safely tucked in my cupboard, so it's not technically all my CDs. you can basically tell that these bands are all my favorites :P

my happy pile of magazines at the bottom shelf. been collecting and reading em since two years ago, i believe. i'm going to tear em up soon and scan 'em in my computer to make stocks. :)

and lastly, thats me in the Forever-21 top that i wanted to buy :(


Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ 9:12 PM

that's right, ladies and gentlemen, you are staring at the next American Idol. there's no way us Cookie fans are going to let The Fetus steal this one. nuh uh. nope. sorry Archuleta. i know your dad wants you to win this, but you'll have to tell old pops to back off.

aaaaaaaaaaand blog hiatus. again. i have a ton of assignments to do. :(

i might post up my completed fic, though...

what do you say, yes or no? :D


Wednesday, May 07, 2008 @ 4:55 PM

"Eh Winnie you know ah today my school got shootout you know!"
"Stupid, don't lie."
"Whaaat don't lie? Really one!"
"Haaaahahahahaha May foooooooool *laughs*"


my brother likes to syok sendiri.

listening to: Enemies - Ryan Cabrera
feeling: lonely


@ 3:14 AM

one of the few pictures i took in redang.

how i wish i took more, because this picture doesn't do redang justice. redang is a billion times better than any picture taken with a puny pink Sony T-10 with a non-existent anti-shake function, anyway.

i want to go baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.

listening to: The Pretender - Foo Fighters
feeling: somewhat emo


Tuesday, May 06, 2008 @ 2:39 PM
the beautiful letdown.

it was a beautiful letdown
when i crashed and burned
when i found myself alone unknown and hurt
it was a beautiful letdown

i'm home.

listening to: The Beautiful Letdown - Switchfoot
feeling: depressed
Friday, May 02, 2008 @ 1:52 PM
i r pissed..

ever had an obnoxious neighbor? a neighbor whom you couldn't deal with or agree on certain things no matter what you try to do to solve them? a neighbor who would make the MOST noise, even in the wee hours of the night? a neighbor who would bring his tick-infested dog over to try and make "FRIENDS" with your dog?


(no, Chin Hong, it's not you, don't worry. it's the OTHER neighbor.)

we have been putting up with him for about seventeen bloody years now, and we wouldn't have cared less about him if he wasn't the guy who supplied cooking gas to our house and all the surrounding houses in my neighborhood.

i SWEAR his house is the smelliest ever. imagine a house with a rough black cement floor, stained with oil, and a stack of gas tongs in the corner. oh, and add in a tick-infested smelly dog who NEVER. EVER. gets a bath. he barks incessantly, even at night.

not only that, when he had different dogs before this, he would always bring his dog over on a leash and stop at OUR front gate to try to make MY dog and HIS dog have sex over the small spaces in the gate. that fucker. he'd peer into my front door to see if anyone was watching him or not, and if we weren't there, he'd happily allow his dog to do whatever with my dog, encouraging his mongrel with a simple "go lah!". it's lucky that Candy and my previous dogs actually have good taste. i was watching him from my bedroom window. the little fucker apparently forgot about windows.

it's okay. i can deal with those problems. but what i canNOT deal with is what he did recently.

see, he has three sons, and their aunt live with them or something. as a result, they have about 4 motorcycles, and a lot of cars. let's put it this way. his house is a terrace house, just like mine. ideally, one house should have about three parking lots - one inside our compound, one just outside our compound, and the other across the road from our house.

and all his cars literally take up the whole damn street.

well, we have this van now, and RIGHTFULLY, we should park it in front of OUR house, since well, we only take up ONE parking space, that is in our compound.

so we DID park it across the road from our house. and THEN the fucker came ringing on our doorbell to shift the van, since "eh i long time park here already. its my parking space".

THAT IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS. WE pay road tax too, you know, and WE deserve the right to park our cars on the street. YOU however, oh you keep acting like you own the whole road.

-picture removed due to kepochi brother-

(blue is our van ,red is his cars)

now the fucker has placed this stupid roadblock thing he stole from God-knows-where, just to prevent us from parking there. WHAT THE FUCK WEH. I HAVE THE RIGHT MIND TO MARCH OVER TO HIS HOUSE AND SCREAM IN HIS FACE. WTF HE EVEN TAKES UP THE SPACE DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF OUR HOUSE.





Thursday, May 01, 2008 @ 10:23 PM
so beat it.

random shit piled together:

+ my favorite song this week: Beat It - Fall Out Boy ft. John Mayer. fucking awesome song. it makes me just want to headbang along and play air guitar. and hell, never in a million years have i guessed that John Mayer would do a collaboration with the p33n and his bandmembers. nope. never.

+ second favorite song: Dance Like There's No Tomorrow - Paula Abdul. hahaha. never knew she could sing at all but the song's pretty good. very dancey.

+ you made us worry for 10 whole hours. did you even care that i was waiting here all this while for you to actually call? or did you forget about me?

+ you're such a slut. i barely know you, sure, and you think you're all that with your friends who are just. like. you. well, whatever. i refuse to get to know you, and i probably never will. good for me.

+ i was craving ice cream the whole day today. not just any ice cream. McDonalds vanilla ice cream in a cup. still craving it :(

+ i don't need your stupid sympathy.

+ i can't believe you're twenty one and you like someone that's seventeen years old. hello, have you ever heard of the word pedophile? and jeez, for seventeen, the kid looks FOURTEEN.

+ COOKIE COOKIE COOKIE STARTS WITH C! :D (hahah inside joke i share with Monee :D)

+ hahah omg i was just looking through my Nuffnang account on Nuffnang.com.my just to see how much i earned from that little advertisement corner on my sidebar and i come across this instead: keyword searches that misled this poor, poor, people to my humble little blog.

\"alex evans\" \"in a magazine\" 4
30 seconds to stars 1
30 seconds to mars blogspot 1
30 seconds to mars burger king mexico 1
30 seconds to mars when she\'s back in the 1
chocolatememoirs 1
chocolatememoirs blogspot 1
communicate with 30 sec to mars lovers 1
maple story how to smug if using streamyx 1
mars in scorpio bastard 1

tsk tsk.

+ i'm going to REDANG! WHEEEE! see you guys on Monday... or Tuesday.

listening to: Circles - Switchfoot
feeling: jumbled


@ 1:12 AM







WHY PANIC, WHY?!?!?!?!?!?! :(((((((((((((((