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Saturday, October 28, 2006 @ 6:42 PM
Being sixteen is just the same..

I wonder who was the smartass who coined the term "Sweet Sixteen".

Did it just sound nice, because sweet rhymes with sixteen and not seventeen, and all? Or was it supposed to be sweet?

Whatever, but my birthday felt like any other birthday I ever had. Was my sixteenth birthday supposed to feel different?

Well, I had a fun time at Mid V with my friends, and watching Terence do Para Para on the whateveryoucallit machine was HILARIOUS.

That machine was practically MADE just for lala people.

Anyways, thanks to everyone who wished me, yeah...

Hope I get what I wished for when I blew the candles on my cake!!!

*Fingers crossed*
Monday, October 23, 2006 @ 8:35 PM
Back from youknowwhere..


  • 1 royal purple Ripcurl shirt
  • 1 pink and brown striped badged Ripcurl shirt
  • 1 shocking pink ROXY shirt
  • 1 guava pink colored wide-necked Ripcurl sweater
  • 1 light blue Polo Ralph Lauren polo tee
  • 1 violet Ripcurl shirt
  • 1 pair of red Converse flipflops
  • 1 set of 5 lipglosses from Estee Lauder
  • 1 tube Lancome Tru Blend Foundation
  • Chanel Noir Eyeliner

And more.

On the way back, saw a building that had a sign : "ROXY AND QUIKSILVER FACTORY OUTLET SALE! UP TO 90% DISCOUNT!!!!!"


Saturday, October 14, 2006 @ 11:52 AM


I feel like a fugitive.

Every time that gate clicks open and I see my parents whisk away in the Merc, I lunge toward the running computer and grab the fucking mouse and type.

I need to blog.

My creative energy is clogged up inside of me, waiting to be let out. And every time I am forced to ignore it.

Writing is so passe.

I hate writing out my feelings, cos' mom or the shortpigfucker will somehow find it and read it.

Mom doesn't know how to use a blog, still.

Going somewhere next Friday. Maybe i'll snap lots of pictures and post em up here when I am finally free.

Who knows.

Anything's possible!!

(Read the title, and you'll know what's this post about. Ignore, please.)
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 @ 2:38 PM
Shopping Spree - still on Hiatus..


Went shopping at 1 Utama again on Monday.

Bought :
  • Woolly hoodie - SEED - I LOVE THIS!! Spotted this in the PADINI department store next to Nose in the new wing. Wanted to get some camo shorts, too, but mom said it was late and it was time to go home. :(
  • Black heels - Vincci - fell in love at first sight. They didn't have my size in the new wing but they had my size in the old wing, so walked all the way there and bought em :)
  • Would I Lie To You - Gossip Girl novel by Cecily Von Ziegezar - been eyeing this book for months! Next book, May 2007. Fuck.
  • Blonde Ambition - an A List novel by Zoey Dean - Also been eyeing this book for months, actually. Next book, JULY 2007. Double fuck.
  • Brown velvet pumps - Nose - Love this. Wanted the snakeskin pumps in PrimaVera, but whatthefuck, velvet is nice, too :)

Lovelovelove it when I go shopping and come back with nice stuff! LOVE the heels. Hope I don't trip when I walk up the stage on Grad Day and tear my dress.

I am sooo clumsy.

Searching for eyeliner - but I don't know what brand or what's good to buy. Need foundation, too. No idea how or what to buy. Maybe i'll get a few people to go out with me on my birthday and we'll all go shopping. :)

The only makeup i've got is lipgloss. And i'm not sure if my lipgloss color matches my dress, but fuck it. I'm not going to fork out another fifty or sixty or seventy for another tube.

Spent the day at home - kinda sick. :( Feel like shit, but being home pays off, you know. I get to be here in front of the computer, and all.

Well, till my next post,

Mwahhs :) I miss all you people in Maple!!!!!

Remember, December 4's coming !

Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ 8:58 PM
On Hiatus..

Parents are not home.

I'm like, not allowed to post, not allowed to lay a finger on the computer, or hang out with my friends.

In fact, my friends are currently at Sunway Lagoon, having the time of their lives. And i'm missing out on everything.

Life sucks.

Just 1 more freaking month, and i'm going to be free.


On a happier note, we all had to buy dresses for Graduation Day, which is on Nov 4 - someone better teach me how to apply eyeliner - and I didn't want to wear white.

Went shopping on Thursday.

Tatiana SUCKS.

The stupid saleswomen practically threw dresses at me, when all the dresses that they chose screamed Grandma.

We went to Guess, Warehouse, MNG, Topshop. No nice, decent dresses. XOXO was okay, though. They had cute sandals!!! But the dresses were way too short.

And finally, I found

FOREVER 21!!!!!!!!


I so love their cargo pants. And a button-down-dress and their bangles.

And I found the perfect little black dress!! Elegant and swishy, and it didn't bunch up when I sat down.

No pictures, yet. Will post again when I do get the chance. :(


Why did River Phoenix dieee? I knowww he snorted cocain and heroin in one go, but WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIEEEE ? He was the CUTEST EVER artist slash songwriter in the eighties!! He would've been sooo Brad Pitt now. Life is sooo unfair.

Just so you know who he is and what he looks like, go Google him, please, ladies.


Dec 4. Gawd. I can't wait. <3