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Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 3:25 PM
Happy New Year.

What can you do while you're at a party where there's only boring grownups asking you questions that you're tired of answering and screaming kids that annoy you to no end?

1) Find a secluded area in the house (Useful, especially when said party venue is at a huge house)

2) Sit down and take pictures of yourself all night.

Who else to spend it with than your trusty Sony T10 right?

That said, I hope you guys have a good New Year's day. Pop open those champagne bottles, because bubbly is the way to go!


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@ 1:29 AM
Burger bites..


Currently in love with : McDonalds Prosperity Burger, no onions please. ;)


Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 5:52 PM
Of bunnies and fanny packs.

Oh. My. Fucking. God. I'm so fucking happy.

Ben - THE BEN ROMANS - from The Click Five came into the chatroom today. Yes, the real Ben Romans, not some impostor, because there's a special indicator when moderators/the band come in.

And he was really funny and nice and I actually hyperventilated for a moment. Everything was fucking spinning.

I tried my hardest not to teenie (Janella and Ferina were funny to watch, though) and I asked him loads of questions about Old Gregg and the penguin shower curtains and Fueled By Ramen. He told us all he wanted a rapper bunny in a fanny pack for his birthday, which is in February. He made it all up, but it was funny while it lasted. Swooning female bunnies on Vespas and all.

He's awesome, no doubt about it. Definitely one of my heros.

xXanderx comin' right atcha.


Best Christmas present ever.

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 1:04 AM
5 Things.

I don't have much to do or talk about these days. Each day's been pretty monotonous. I've been spending most of my time rewatching Project Runway online and watching hilarious videos posted by Ben Romans.

Oh, and I met the Click Cliquers! That's certainly a highlight of my week.

A very late Merry Christmas to all. Hope you had a good one.

Zheng Joo tagged me. And since I have nothing to do....

5 things found in my bag:
- My i-Pod. Can't go anywhere without it.
- My student ID, which I don't need anymore. But I still haven't taken it out. I feel that it still belongs there.
- A notebook. To write random thoughts in.
- A tube of lipgloss. You never know when you need it.
- Cramp medicine. For emergencies.

5 things found in my purse :
- Money. I'm not entirely broke. Yet.
- Sushi King card. I only use it when we go up to Genting and binge on sushi.
- Photostat IC
- SushiGroove customer card. I don't know why it's there, but ..
- BodyGlove member card. I think it's expired.

5 favorite things in my room :
- The collage that my besties made me. LOVE IT. I look at it every time I go to bed.
- My little carrot moriji toy. It reminds me of Mugen and Skyfire.
- The quilt on my bed. I can't sleep without it.
- The printout of the first stories I ever wrote. Looking back at them now, I sounded so naive and lost in my own little world. Still, I love reading them now and again.
- My Nici Sheep toy, Brendon. It sits on a special corner on my bed.

5 things I've always wanted to do :
- Visit New York city and walk the streets like Gaia Moore in the Fearless books at night.
- Own a pony.
- Be stick-thin. And fabulous.
- Actually meet Panic! At The Disco, goddammit.
- Write for and work in a magazine. Though I think I still don't have what it takes.

5 things I'm currently into:
- Satin shorts
- Flip-flops
- Textures
- The Click Five forums
- Weird stories

5 people I'm gonna tag:
- Florence Loo
- Jayne
- Winnie Tan
- Felicia
- anyone else?

I'm going to work on a new layout soon. It's been far too long since I last designed something.


Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ 2:39 AM
In the dark..

What the fuck am I doing here at 2.44 AM?

I've been hearing some creepy noises coming from the roof, like someone's trying to break in, or something.



Friday, December 21, 2007 @ 10:00 PM
My Birthday.

These were taken on my birthday in Carl's Junior.

Me trying Joan's drink (she mixed up everything together) and it tasted like Skittles.

Me and MY drink. I was being a dork that day. :)

Huai. Who is forever like this in a candid photo, but I love her anyway. She's currently in Europe. :(

I love this photo.

Terence and fries.


And yes, it seems like forever since i've last talked to you. Hope to see ya soon!


Have you disappeared into thin air? Where are the random posts on my tagboard? I miss them :(


Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 4:09 PM
Blue-green eyes.

Before I delete these pictures off my computer after making several icons off them (yes, icons), i'd like to introduce to you my latest and current obsession, Alex Evans, introduced to me by Cami.

He's not even a celebrity, but his pictures are all over the Internet. Some even claim to be him, plastering his picture on their Facebook profiles and MySpace pages.

But only few know who he really is.

He's Alex Evans, alias Alex Heartbreaker, a designer, photographer and model at sixteen years old with amazing blue-green eyes that outshine everything else in every creative photo he takes of himself. He has his own clothing line, called Heartbreaker Clothing, and his hoodies, if I say so myself, are to die for, even though almost everything is all white, which, I presume is his favorite color.

I'm sure some of you have seen (and drooled over :P) some of his pictures.

I'm going nuts. His eyes just suck me in like a whirlpool.

Here are the icons i've made. Tell me if you took them. More to come!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 1:00 AM
Ink on skin..

ryro's new tattoos.

the panic! at the disco website is a total mystery. it was last week or the week before that or so that the site was wiped clean. then they put a puzzle there that we had to solve, while they left subtle messages for us via the site's codings.

then, they put a picture of a puzzle smack in the middle of the page with a missing puzzle piece.

and now, in place of the missing puzzle piece is only this set of numbers, (which i think is most probably a date) 01:01:08, AND when you hover your mouse over the first puzzle piece, a short clip will be played.

it's a mystery.

Jonathan Jacob Walker, you should stop teasing us all. it's not very nice.

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Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 7:11 PM

Just yesterday, a couple of us went to Dara's farm for one last college class outing, where we had scrumptious barbeque (the potato salad was again, to die for) and saw lots of animals, fed chickens, climbed trees, and of course, took lots of pictures.

It was nice to escape from city life and just spend time surrounded by nature and our classmates.

These are my pictures :

The baby goat. We all spent ages trying to touch it but it was too fast for us - it always hops away. IT WAS SO ADORABLE - everyone was going "AWWWWWWWWWWWW"

Robin and Syaf climbing a huge tree.

The male deer, dubbed Bambi by Zheng Joo. It was extra friendly, it licked my hand and it even chewed on a rubber flip-flop and Amir's shoelaces.

Their racehorse, Great Hero, getting a free manicure.

He's so tall.

Little Billy venturing near the entrance of the place we were having our lunch.

Miss. T reaching out to Bambi.

Amir picked a chicken up.

This is Mary, one of their two ponies. The other one was a male and he was fierce.

Amir and the chicken again.

Mary grazing.


Here are my pictures for you guys to download

I'm not sending them on MSN, because i've already deleted pictures on my computer, so hurry!

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Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 4:24 PM
I suck. I really do..

I'm in the Media Hub now.

My last day in the Media Hub. I don't think i'll be seeing it for another three months or so. Bye red table tops. Bye matching red swivel chairs. Bye stupid swing-door. Hopefully you'll get replaced when we come back. Or not.

It's Zheng Joo's last day here. :( I'll miss her. Lots. Right now she's beside me reading blogs. And we laughed when we saw a funny pic of Ben posted on the boards by Cami.



I really wanted to go to Sunway Lagoon. I pondered over bringing my stuff last night and telling my mom but then I learnt that my exams were until four, so I didn't bring my stuff.

Jayne, LeeYee and Vivien called me just now and told me to go for the Battle Of The Bands thing at Sunway Lagoon but I didn't have my clothes and all and I'm in my college here in Mentari and my house is all the way in SS2, plus, my mom would kill me if I went out today because i'm going to my friend's farm tomorrow morning for one last party with my college mates, so yeah.


I'm sorry girls. I really am. Again T_T. I suck. I really do.

Will meet up with you guys soon. SOON. Promise. If you guys can go out, that is :]

Owh. Mom's here. Gotta go. Will write more later, if I don't fall flat on my bed with exhaustion once I get home.

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Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 5:48 PM
random things about me.

Remember the movie I told you guys about? The one we'd finished filming and presenting?

You can watch it right over

Tagged by Su.

The Rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
4. Let them know they've been tagged.

1) I am the worst procrastinator ever.

2) I tend to wonder about random stuff like, at this very second, how many people must be dying? Or how many babies will be born?

3) You know those little saucer plates filled with soy sauce at chinese restaurants at lunch/dinner? I fill them with soy sauce mixed with garlic & i nibble at the garlic all night long, sometimes neglecting dinner itself.

4) Ever since Dara told me her story about the ghost in her bed thing, I always look right and then left to make sure no one's there beside me before settling in and going to sleep.

5) I write slash stories and I read them, too. And I actually like them more than normal boy-like-girl stories. *shifty eyes*

6) I actually used to imagine that the world was made for me when I was younger. Like, oh, I was created, then someone decided to give me parents, and a home, and a world to live in and other people to meet and gawk at and stuff but then I learned about all the bad stuff in the world like murders and all and I didn't want to imagine that the world was made for me after all.

7) I cried when a kangaroo peed on my foot when I was four.

8) I wake up in the middle of the night at least one night a week, and peer out my window for an hour in the dark to see if anyone is outside because of a tiny little sound I heard.

People I tag:
1) Jason
2) Rachel Law
3) Rachel Au
4) MunSuet
5) Nash

and whoever wants to do this :]


Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 5:09 PM
Blue neon Christmas tree.

My first attempt to take a photo of a brightly lit Christmas tree this year : Fail.

But you've got to admit that the picture isn't too bad, with the pretty blue streaks and all. It would've looked better if it was taken with a Canon, though.

I'm procrastinating again. I've barely even studied for my Economics exam, and yet, I still feel so calm.

I'm a failure -_-


Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 9:39 PM

Just last Wednesday, I went out shopping in Sunway Pyramid - well, window shopping on my part, with Kai Sin, Andrew and Zong Sheng.

After several hours of walking around from floor to floor, our feet hurt, so we decided to stop and have some dessert at Haagen Dazs.

Oh yeah. I still owe Andrew thirty bucks. *headdesks* I forgot.

And our dessert of choice?

Haagen Dazs chocolate fondue.

Priced at about fifty bucks, according to the description on the menu, it boasts fourteen scoops of ice cream, nuts, fruits, cookies and tidbits, all surrounding a pot full of hot chocolate.

Pot full of chocolate. Pshhht. Riiiiight. More like, a pot less-than-half-full of chocolate.

That aside, it was scrumptious, though it wasn't enough for four people.

Butter cake, nuts and bananas.

Tiny scoops of ice cream we could dip into the chocolate. Strawberry, Chocolate, Macadamia and Coffee. Yum.

KaiSin and I digging in.


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Monday, December 10, 2007 @ 11:14 PM
Raindrops hitting the tin roof.

My camera lens braved the heat and dove right in.

How I feel lately.


Sunday, December 09, 2007 @ 6:35 PM
Because we are broken..

Cause we are broken.
What must we do to restore,
Our innocence,
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again,
'Cause we just wanna be whole.

We're nearly at an end.

I'll miss most of you.

Take care, everybody.

I'll see you guys soon in Degree. Maybe.


@ 1:14 PM
Adventure, anyone?.

Life's been pretty monotonous lately.

Every day's the same old day.

I wake up somewhere around twelve in the morning afternoon, smiling, because there's no more class - and the fact that it's a Sunday and tomorrow's Monday and I don't have to wake up early. I make my way downstairs, grab breakfast, and spend some time eating it in front of the television. Then i'll go back upstairs to talk to friends in Kailgasm or write. Then it's dinner, more chatting and I go back to bed.

Rinse and repeat.

Oh. And I throw in some study time between the time i hop into bed and dreamland.

It's like every day's a record that's played over and over again on the record player. The same picture being painted on canvas.

I fricking need an adventure.

Doing what we do best.


p/s: I need Photoshop. My computer's back and everything's been wiped. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


Thursday, December 06, 2007 @ 3:03 PM

I am, sadly, in college, with nothing else better to do than to type this out slowly while waiting for my mom to arrive.

Dara is sitting one computer away from me, and Zheng Joo's sitting on one of the not-so-comfy pleather armchairs behind me, listening to songs on my i-Pod.

The keyboard feels stiff under my hands as my fingers tap the rock-hard keys. It wouldn't hurt if Taylors decided to buy new keyboards and new computers for the students to use >_>


There isn't even Photoshop on this thing, for chrissakes.



Tuesday, December 04, 2007 @ 6:50 PM
Guava galore.


The man just came over and brought my CPU back to reformat/revive it. YAY!

I wonder what he'll say when he finds my 234273947293 slashfics and my 300 Ryden icons. And, um, I think there's still a yaoi manga or two somewhere in the jungle that is my pile of documents.

Um. Happy reading Mister Computer man.


Anyways, Saturday was the reunion of us Guavalians.

Guavalians, not Gammalians, mind you. There's a difference. It's up to you to use your brains to figure it out.

Lynette couldn't come, Suz's in England, WenLiang's in Australia and Jo Wen is .. um. Uncontactable :|

Anyway, we had an awesome time.

We ice-skated, I fell down twice, and I've got a huge blister that evolved into a wound on my left leg, but in the end, I learned how to skate a little. :)

At one point, over some la mian noodles and siu long baos at lunch, I felt so at home that I just sat quiet for a moment and glanced around at all of us with a smile on my face. We've changed, a little. But basically everyone's still everyone.

Andrew's still as random as ever. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing, HAHA but it's certainly comforting to know that he's the same, I guess? :P

*on the escalator*
"I want to pee."
*bursts into laughter*

Joan's still making fun of Adam's Adam. The poor guy.

"So, Adam!"
"How's life in the Big Apple?"

That caused me to nearly fall down on the ice when we were skating.

Aahh, the memories.

These are pictures from Joan's camera.

Us at lunch outside Dragon-I.
Spot me!!

Us again. Spot me!!

Us at Jack's Place for dinner, with the head waiter who suspiciously reminded us of Wen Liang. See, Wen Liang? At least you were sort of with us that night :)

Dereck's strategically placed middle finger.

Eric Lay - haven't seen this guy in ages.

Andrew being all happy clappy.

In the car on the way home:

Cousins and my best friends : Joan, Huai and I


We're big goofballs when it comes to cameras :|

And we'll see our names in city lights... make the clock stop, make your heart drop and come alive...

We're so cheesy, Pizza Hut's going to have a run for its money.

The Ninjabanana.


Hieeeeeee!! I iishh Winnie worhhh! Naish to meet euuuu!!

*shudders at self for talking like that*

Joan : cooler than thou.


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