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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 12:24 AM
internal battles.

there are two packets of Reese's Peanut Butter Cups happily sitting in the sweets compartment of my refridgerator, and i am trying to ignore their evil little calls for me to eat them.

must... not.... eat.......

must.... not................................

okay, fine, maybe just one.

what?

FINE, fine, half. i'll eat half. half a Peanut Butter Cup.

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food matters aside-
i need to rant about Bones.

WARNING: BONES SPOILERS



I AM IMMENSELY DISAPPOINTED IN THE AMOUNT OF SEX INCLUDED IN THE FIRST EPISODE OF THE FOURTH SEASON OF BONES.

GEEZ, WRITERS, HAVEN'T BEEN GETTING ANY LATELY?!

WE DON'T NEED TO HEAR ABOUT CAM SLEEPING WITH GRAYSON BARASA EVERY FIVE MINUTES, THANK YOU NOT SO VERY MUCH.

AND BRING ZACK BACK :(

DR. SWEETS IS AN AMAZING ADDITION TO THE CAST, BUT HE JUST FUCKING ISN'T ZACK, GODDAMNIT.

THANK GOD CLARK IS GONE. YAY!

UGH AND NOW BONES IS SLEEPING AROUND. WTF? Y ALL THE SEX THIS SEASON I CAN'T STAND IT ANY MORE. I WANT GOOD OLD BONES MATERIAL.

*calms down*

on the other hand,


HELLO, THERE, SWEETS. lookin' good :)

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 12:51 AM
fuck..

i'm so fucking loaded with work it's so not even funny.

css - fucking journals every fucking week, mr. anubhav scares us all out of our skins when he magically appears behind our chairs in the lab - "i vant to see yur veek too jurnels!"

crr - miss. nat's super awesome. seriously. she understands what we're going through, she gets what we all are feeling and shit, she's awesome. oh wait, i said that already.

pr - assignment due next week, or next next week. don't really remember. miss t's awesome as always - watched thank you for smoking for the second time. katie holmes pisses me off, end of story.

principles of journalism - shitload of assignments. kill me pls.

+ orientation nite flyer designs which i don't really mind doing because designing is what i love

+ fanfics

this post was clearly written after a bottle of pelican vodka ice.

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Thursday, March 06, 2008 @ 7:04 AM
OUT OF ORDER.

I am so so so so so so pissed off at Joey Zehr.
'Come back from the hills!

Sorry for the virtual burp on the boards. All is back to normal now. That is all...'
YEAH RIGHT, JOEY.

THEY STILL CAN'T WORK!

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Saturday, February 23, 2008 @ 12:03 AM
DYING.

I am SO. FUCKING. STUPID. KILL ME PLEASE.

Why Monash, WHY!? NOW ONLY THERE'S A WRITING COURSE, WHY?! WHY?!?!?!?!?!

*

On an unrelated note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENG JOO!!!

**edit

The stuff above is all sorted out. Am most probably going to Monash this July after one semester at Taylors' because the subjects are MUCH better and they're all I really wanna do although there are exams.

Thanks Zheng Joo for hearing me out. Thank you thank you thank you <333

And thanks Huai, for sort of hearing me out but you're not there so yeah i've been spamming your convo box for the last thirty minutes or so.

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Friday, February 15, 2008 @ 1:36 AM
Cavitehhs.

"I has a cavity."
"O RLY?"
"Ya rly. Wai sound so happy bouts it? :("
"COS I HAS CAVITIES TOO!! I JUST GOT 'EM FILLED TODAY~"
"....... THAT MEANS U HAD EM. THEY'RE GONE NOW, MORON." -cries in corner-
".....Oh. Yeah."

No, seriously I had them filled today, hurt like fuck and one of them still hurts like fuck.

D:

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Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 4:24 PM
I suck. I really do..

I'm in the Media Hub now.

My last day in the Media Hub. I don't think i'll be seeing it for another three months or so. Bye red table tops. Bye matching red swivel chairs. Bye stupid swing-door. Hopefully you'll get replaced when we come back. Or not.

It's Zheng Joo's last day here. :( I'll miss her. Lots. Right now she's beside me reading blogs. And we laughed when we saw a funny pic of Ben posted on the boards by Cami.

XD

*

I really wanted to go to Sunway Lagoon. I pondered over bringing my stuff last night and telling my mom but then I learnt that my exams were until four, so I didn't bring my stuff.

Jayne, LeeYee and Vivien called me just now and told me to go for the Battle Of The Bands thing at Sunway Lagoon but I didn't have my clothes and all and I'm in my college here in Mentari and my house is all the way in SS2, plus, my mom would kill me if I went out today because i'm going to my friend's farm tomorrow morning for one last party with my college mates, so yeah.

:(

I'm sorry girls. I really am. Again T_T. I suck. I really do.

Will meet up with you guys soon. SOON. Promise. If you guys can go out, that is :]

Owh. Mom's here. Gotta go. Will write more later, if I don't fall flat on my bed with exhaustion once I get home.

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Sunday, December 02, 2007 @ 12:33 PM
R.I.P, Old Friend.

My computer died on me yesterday.

Well, it's not exactly dead yet, because i'm typing this out, but it takes ages for me to erase something or even press enter, and even now, I'm resisting the urge to throw my mouse AND my keyboard at the screen.

But it's definitely dying.

I don't know what to do. And I have no explanation why my computer is this way. Before yesterday, it was working fine. And then when I came home yesterday night, WHAM.

*cries*

I have around 923 songs that I'm sad to lose, ALL my pictures - ALL my memories with the guavalians, all gone. ALL my click five pictures, my Panic! At The Disco stories, my self-called "masterpieces" on Photoshop, my 300+ P!ATD icons, my Bones quotes, my Photoshop brushes, my trusty Fonts ... all... gone.

Sure, I can still access them.

But it takes at least an hour to open a file.

I'm not kidding.

I wish I could save all of them. But my computer has this virus I'd gotten from one of the computers on the school's Media Hub, so yeah, that too. No files can be saved.

Now i've to wait ages for this guy to be cleaned/reformatted/revived.

R.I.P, old friend. I will miss you very, very dearly. *pats the monitor gently*

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Saturday, November 17, 2007 @ 11:08 PM
Procrastination.

AND THE WORLD'S WORST PROCRASTINATOR AWARD GOES TO......

ME.


Yes, me. Unsurprisingly.

I have come to a conclusion that I am somewhat incapable of starting on an assignment more than one day ahead of the due date. Ugh. I'm so disappointed with myself *headdesks* I kept reminding myself ever since this morning to get a headstart on my assignments that are due soon ... and i'm still reminding myself now.

As of now, I have two assignments due Monday:
(a) CD review - A Fever You Can't Sweat Out - Panic! At The Disco
(b) English oral presentation

I haven't really started on both of them yet. I forsee another night of no sleep tomorrow... only if I finish my review today...

God. English again. I swear, that woman's planning on slowly working us till we've all dropped dead. We're FOUNDATION students, not students studying for a doctorate in English, for Pete's sake.

-_-

Only a few more weeks of class... only a few more weeks of class... only a few more weeks...

*

We had no water supply ever since this morning. (Or last night. Who knows.) Been using week-old water from our reserve tub for all washing duties.

I found a dead fly in the tub this morning while I was scooping out some water to wash my hands.

... Makes me wonder what else has been in there.

*

Anyways, yeah. I put up a new header, after like 3 months of the black-and-yellow My Chemical Romance one I got sick of staring at every time I loaded my page.

My new header features the boys from Panic! At The Disco (again), because I couldn't find enough The Click Five and Boys Like Girls ones to make into a header. I'll start scouting for some for my next one. :)

Oh. I included four Brendons because I think he looks cute in that picture.. and repetition seems to be just right for the header, don't you think?

My resource(s): PATD Online

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Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ 9:33 AM
Nightmare.

i had a bad dream last night.

that's why i'm up so early - i never wake up before 10, and it's 9.33 am.

i ran to my dad's room instantly and checked if he is still snoring and breathing and yes, he is.

hallelujah.

i think i never cried so much while having a nightmare in my life before. god, my pillow is soaked with tears.

i must stop sleeping flat on my back. i must stop sleeping flat on my back. i must stop sleeping flat on my back. i must stop sleeping flat on my back...

on second thought, thank god i didn't buy that dreamcatcher for five ringgit.

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Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 7:42 PM
Disgusting pests..

You made me feel like the one, made me feel like the one.... the one...

My house is infested with those water-bugs with long flat wings that always come after a long day of rain.

I HATE them. Right now, millions of them are buzzing away, surrounding the various fluorescent lamps we have downstairs. Only a few managed to make their way upstairs - I don't know where they have gone to now, but ... oh. Speak of the devil. One just appeared in front of me. Ugh. Little monster.

My aunt says they're white ants. After all their wings eventually drop off, they'll find damp wood to live in. Bye bye shoe cabinet. (Candy will have a great time with it.)

Right now, though, Candy's sitting meekly in the corner beside the shoe cabinet, not daring to even snap at a flying ant whenever it passes.

That's because, my aunt says, they bite. "They're ants after all."

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE a particularly huge one just decided to land on me. I CAN'T STAND THEM. UGH.

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Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 2:46 PM
SALE!.

edit as of 12.16 AM

after fights like the one i've just had with my brother, it would make me LOVE to hear him say "acoustic" one more time - with my hands around his neck.

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AAAAAAAH!

Remember Karmaloop?

They're having a SALE!

Yes, a SALE!

For clothes and shoes AND accessories, all of which going el cheapo!!!

Godddd if only my mother didn't have this certain silly trust issue. She doesn't trust any transactions involving money through the Internet, thinking that people will con you into buying nice items when they only want your money and they won't ever give you your item -_-

She doesn't trust Nuffnang or Advertlets but I signed up for them anyway. *Shrugs* It's not like i'm even earning anything from them anyway. Like, what, five bucks?

Anyway. I'm really nuts about this Freshjive hoodie that's going for US$62.95!!! That's around RM200 or so in our money. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I SUPER DUPER WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

*DIES X10000000*

Oh, red Gap hoodie, i'm sorry for wanting another hoodie, but ohhhhhh it's so beeeoooteefoooolll!

*dies again*

Why can't we have Karmaloop brands here?!?!!

This is the epitome of UNFAIR.

*stomps off in a huff*

*stomps back to tell of new obsession*

Yeah, i'm obsessed with yaoi manga scans now -_- thanks to Joan, for coming over last night and reintroducing me to them.

*stomps off again*

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