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Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 8:03 PM
ecstatic fat girl is ecstatic.
I LOVE GAP!
why?
there isn't a better way to make a fat-girl-slash-girl-with-gigantic-shoulders feel happy when her top size in a store is XS instead of L (FUCK YOU VERY MUCH, ZARA!).
it doesn't hurt that their clothes are all plain, elegant and simple, just the way i like it. i also fell in love with every shirtdress on a rack by the door and several cottony-soft scarves hanging on hooks but bleh. a broke girl's gotta do what a broke girl's gotta do: leave them behind :( !!!!
i have yet to check out Studio R. they're apparently selling some Vans kicks now, and if you didn't know, Vans kicks are helluva sweet. i'm aiming for one of these babies, except i want them in black or possibly gray:
i am also after 2903752937592 tops and accessories from Forever 21.
I seem to want something new every month. I thank Theodore, my alter-ego for this. He's such a spendthrift. *rolls eyes*
Who is Theodore, you ask?
Well, Theodore. He's a twenty-something gay Christmas elf, one of Santa's helpers, with a weird liking for the color green and Maybelline eyeliner (and Ben Romans, but you don't need to know this).
Don't get who i'm talking about?
Watch this.
Anyway, speaking about my wants - i'm currently lusting after :
1) A pair of white classic Chuck Taylors
I can't fit into my new ones anymore. BOTH OF THEM. Ugh, I want to cry. They're both girls' size sixes and they're very very tight - they give me blisters every time I put them on. And they're only like, five months old. I might sell them off/give them away - one of them is made of black leather, and the other is black canvas with purple lining. Both are Chuck Taylors and are in good condition; there are some mudstains on the white portion of the leather one, but that can easily come off with a bit of water and a washcloth. Anyone interested? Leave a message on my tagboard OR if you personally know me, give me a call.
Anyway, I want these in white - it's going to be a helluva pain in the ass to clean em - because they can easily match anything that I wear, AND they look classy at the same time.
I just might pick 'em up tomorrow. I can't wear flip-flops to college forever, can I?
They look exactly like sneakers but they're flats. Perfect for shorts/those times when i'm lazy to lace up - not that I don't love my Chuck Taylors ;)
3) Skinny jeans
I'm still looking for a pair that offers that grungy I-just-went-to-a-rock-show look and yet can fit my butt and my thunder thighs. The two that I currently own have been washed and worn to death. I'm surprised there aren't any holes in them yet.
Sadly they don't deliver to Malaysia, (although there's always the possibility of sending it over to Hoi/the cahzens in Australia...) and they have only size S left.
... Damn those Americans.
Ugh.
Not that I have anything against them, but still.
Ugh.
*
Aren't they all so pretty?
:(
Aren't they?
I wish I had a money tree. I wish I did. :(
Anyway, sulking aside, tomorrow's the first day of classes - I can't wait to see what they're like and what group I am in. I hope i'm with fun people.
When just lazily browsing some websites, I stumbled upon this article thing about a rising new band called I Nine, so I decided to check their song out and it is real good!
It's called Seven Days Of Lonely and here's the link for you to download it : http://www.zshare.net/download/4535715aa3ef11/
Music's my medicine at times like this.
Pictures soon after I finish this hell of an assignment. Super outdated man these pics hahah. They're a month old, but i'm sure you guys won't mind eh?
I so want to go shopping tomorrow at Mid V and spend spend spend (read=TOPSHOP, DOROTHY PERKINS, MISS SELFRIDGE AND WAREHOUSE SALE!). WHO'S WITH ME?
after fights like the one i've just had with my brother, it would make me LOVE to hear him say "acoustic" one more time - with my hands around his neck.
For clothes and shoes AND accessories, all of which going el cheapo!!!
Godddd if only my mother didn't have this certain silly trust issue. She doesn't trust any transactions involving money through the Internet, thinking that people will con you into buying nice items when they only want your money and they won't ever give you your item -_-
She doesn't trust Nuffnang or Advertlets but I signed up for them anyway. *Shrugs* It's not like i'm even earning anything from them anyway. Like, what, five bucks?
Anyway. I'm really nuts aboutthis Freshjive hoodie that's going for US$62.95!!! That's around RM200 or so in our money. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I SUPER DUPER WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
*DIES X10000000*
Oh, red Gap hoodie, i'm sorry for wanting another hoodie, but ohhhhhh it's so beeeoooteefoooolll!
*dies again*
Why can't we have Karmaloop brands here?!?!!
This is the epitome of UNFAIR.
*stomps off in a huff*
*stomps back to tell of new obsession*
Yeah, i'm obsessed with yaoi manga scans now -_- thanks to Joan, for coming over last night and reintroducing me to them.
there isn't a better way to make a fat-girl-slash-girl-with-gigantic-shoulders feel happy when her top size in a store is XS instead of L (FUCK YOU VERY MUCH, ZARA!).
it doesn't hurt that their clothes are all plain, elegant and simple, just the way i like it. i also fell in love with every shirtdress on a rack by the door and several cottony-soft scarves hanging on hooks but bleh. a broke girl's gotta do what a broke girl's gotta do: leave them behind :( !!!!
i have yet to check out Studio R. they're apparently selling some Vans kicks now, and if you didn't know, Vans kicks are helluva sweet. i'm aiming for one of these babies, except i want them in black or possibly gray:
i am also after 2903752937592 tops and accessories from Forever 21.
I seem to want something new every month. I thank Theodore, my alter-ego for this. He's such a spendthrift. *rolls eyes*
Who is Theodore, you ask?
Well, Theodore. He's a twenty-something gay Christmas elf, one of Santa's helpers, with a weird liking for the color green and Maybelline eyeliner (and Ben Romans, but you don't need to know this).
Don't get who i'm talking about?
Watch this.
Anyway, speaking about my wants - i'm currently lusting after :
1) A pair of white classic Chuck Taylors
I can't fit into my new ones anymore. BOTH OF THEM. Ugh, I want to cry. They're both girls' size sixes and they're very very tight - they give me blisters every time I put them on. And they're only like, five months old. I might sell them off/give them away - one of them is made of black leather, and the other is black canvas with purple lining. Both are Chuck Taylors and are in good condition; there are some mudstains on the white portion of the leather one, but that can easily come off with a bit of water and a washcloth. Anyone interested? Leave a message on my tagboard OR if you personally know me, give me a call.
Anyway, I want these in white - it's going to be a helluva pain in the ass to clean em - because they can easily match anything that I wear, AND they look classy at the same time.
I just might pick 'em up tomorrow. I can't wear flip-flops to college forever, can I?
They look exactly like sneakers but they're flats. Perfect for shorts/those times when i'm lazy to lace up - not that I don't love my Chuck Taylors ;)
3) Skinny jeans
I'm still looking for a pair that offers that grungy I-just-went-to-a-rock-show look and yet can fit my butt and my thunder thighs. The two that I currently own have been washed and worn to death. I'm surprised there aren't any holes in them yet.
Sadly they don't deliver to Malaysia, (although there's always the possibility of sending it over to Hoi/the cahzens in Australia...) and they have only size S left.
... Damn those Americans.
Ugh.
Not that I have anything against them, but still.
Ugh.
*
Aren't they all so pretty?
:(
Aren't they?
I wish I had a money tree. I wish I did. :(
Anyway, sulking aside, tomorrow's the first day of classes - I can't wait to see what they're like and what group I am in. I hope i'm with fun people.
When just lazily browsing some websites, I stumbled upon this article thing about a rising new band called I Nine, so I decided to check their song out and it is real good!
It's called Seven Days Of Lonely and here's the link for you to download it : http://www.zshare.net/download/4535715aa3ef11/
Music's my medicine at times like this.
Pictures soon after I finish this hell of an assignment. Super outdated man these pics hahah. They're a month old, but i'm sure you guys won't mind eh?
I so want to go shopping tomorrow at Mid V and spend spend spend (read=TOPSHOP, DOROTHY PERKINS, MISS SELFRIDGE AND WAREHOUSE SALE!). WHO'S WITH ME?
after fights like the one i've just had with my brother, it would make me LOVE to hear him say "acoustic" one more time - with my hands around his neck.
For clothes and shoes AND accessories, all of which going el cheapo!!!
Godddd if only my mother didn't have this certain silly trust issue. She doesn't trust any transactions involving money through the Internet, thinking that people will con you into buying nice items when they only want your money and they won't ever give you your item -_-
She doesn't trust Nuffnang or Advertlets but I signed up for them anyway. *Shrugs* It's not like i'm even earning anything from them anyway. Like, what, five bucks?
Anyway. I'm really nuts aboutthis Freshjive hoodie that's going for US$62.95!!! That's around RM200 or so in our money. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I SUPER DUPER WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
*DIES X10000000*
Oh, red Gap hoodie, i'm sorry for wanting another hoodie, but ohhhhhh it's so beeeoooteefoooolll!
*dies again*
Why can't we have Karmaloop brands here?!?!!
This is the epitome of UNFAIR.
*stomps off in a huff*
*stomps back to tell of new obsession*
Yeah, i'm obsessed with yaoi manga scans now -_- thanks to Joan, for coming over last night and reintroducing me to them.
