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Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 2:37 AM
HELP ME.
SERIOUSLY.
ACADEMIC ESSAYS ARE A PAIN IN MY OVERSIZED BEHIND.
i just typed a whole rant into my blog about my brother being a kaypo and then about this certain asshole i just am pissed at and THEN i cant rant la now.
where the hell am i supposed to release my anger and frustration you tell me?
no wonder i'm fat lah ok. my only comfort is food and chocolate. fuck it man.
mother fucking asshole STILL MAKES ME WANT TO HURL and any sight/sound/movement from the fucker still makes me want to tug out his bloody hair and throw it at his face, punch his fat little gut, kick him hard with four-inch pointy-toed stiletto boots, tape his damn mouth shut with duct tape and THEN give him the finger while i strut off with a smirk on my face. i don't want to even watch him die.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i just don't feel like talking to you. and when i don't feel like talking, I DONT. TALK. ok? so shut up and stop TALKING TO ME. god. you must be so blind, deaf and stupid x 10.
Back to being me. Back to sitting in front of the computer or lying on my bed in my room, doing assignments, unsuccesfully trying to memorize notes. Same old same old.
Frankly, the only thing that's changed is the way this place smells. Its from the paint fumes from the newly repainted walls, done in the same old boring color. How I wish my walls were red, or black, or even orange or purple or fucking electric pink, not "green apple white" which LOOKS like any other white anyway, so why bother with the "green apple"? Ugh. Someone please hand me a fucking sledgehammer.
God, I need a break. A change. One holiday isn't fucking enough.
Note to self: Meeting at college tomorrow for film. After that, trudge back home and clean out my fucking cupboard.
fine. I took it back to the damn shop to get it. the guy obliged and gave me my CD. feeling happy, i bought the second season from him and he insisted that I open the box to check that all CDs were included.
all CDs were there.
so, I went home, very happy, and I spent the rest of the night and this morning watching CDs 1-2. and when I fed CD 3 into the DVD player, it was FAULTY because it showed episodes from CD5 instead. and when I tested CD 5, it was CD 5. SO, EPISODES FROM CD3 ARE MISSING!
WHAT THE
after Bones, I am NEVER buying CDs from that store again -_-
We don't need the world right now, We've got time to work it out, Hold on tight, i'll hold on too, Cos' all I need is you -All I Need Is You by The Click Five
T_________T
I swear, people will smack me if I ever mention THE CLICK FIVE again -_- Can't help it lah kay?!
At least they're MUCH MUCH MUCH x 1000000000000000000000000000 times better than CHINESE SINGERS right.
Here, i'll make a list.
Chinese singers (or self-called singers) who suck BADLY: 1) Jay Chou - OH PLEASE. Mister squinty eyed i-think-i'm-so-cool-because-i'm-posing-like-this. You make me barf. I have one word for you : FUGLAY. And his rapping is SO NOT COOL okay. Chinese rapper. HAHAHAHAHAHA that cracks me up man. What is he? Bow Wow? 50 Cent? More like 1 Cent.
2) Jolin Tsai- Can you, like, kill me? Her face expression on her CD covers are like this O_O. So damn fucking sexy right. Right? WRONG! She looks like a chicken whose head has just been chopped off. AND SHE CAN'T SING. AT ALL. PLUS, what I don't get are her videos.
Or most female chinese singers' videos, for that matter.
USUALLY in a music video, the singer will usually be filmed walking along this road, in a pretty place or a city, holding a bloody flower, and she will bend and make cute faces all the while into the camera and then point to the bloody sky like the clouds are SO BLOODY INTERESTING or there is actually stars in the sky ALTHOUGH IT IS BROAD DAYLIGHT.
OR they will be dancing in some place with water or a white background or THEY ARE JUST FUCKING DANCING WHILE SINGING ALONG TO THE BLOODY MUSIC WHILE THE SINGER IS TRYING TO ACT SEXY.
Bloody hell. Who IS she? RIHANNA?
3) Daniel Lee - I don't know why lah right, but MALAYSIAN GIRLS ARE SERIOUSLY EITHER BLIND, OR STUPID OR DEAF OR WHAT, because they chose DANIEL FREAKING LEE AS THE SECOND MALAYSIAN IDOL AFTER JACLYN VICTOR.
FACE THE FACTS, LADIES, BECAUSE Daniel a) is SUPER FUGLAY AND WHENEVER HE SMILES HIS UGLINESS MULTIPLIES BY A HUNDRED BECAUSE OF HIS REVOLTING TEETH, b) can't sing. Period. c) JUST PLAIN SUCKS.
BECAUSE. HE. FUCKING. SUCKS.
SERIOUSLY. I think all the people who voted for him are like, lala or something. Or they have seriously bad taste. Like SERIOUSLY bad taste. Usually, the girls who like Daniel Lee like Jay Chou also.
Memanglah. Bad taste what.
4) S.H.E - YOU ARE MY SUPERSTARRRRRR FUCK OFF PLEASE
I shall add more to this list because these are the only four chinese singers I basically know.
If you think i'm being bloody harsh, right, it's because, please, face the damn facts man.
COMPARE THIS
WITH THIS!
EH HELLO. KYLE WINS HANDS DOWN.
Da- *pukes* - niel Lee. Ew.
MY CONCLUSION : CHINESE SINGERS SUCK BALLS COMPARED TO ENGLISH SINGERS.
Yup.
And if any fanbases wanna come and argue their asses off, bring it. I will compare Kyle and Joey with their idol's picture. And then point at said idol's picture and laugh. HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA
Whee! I enjoyed editing these few pictures today. They're a change to what i've been doing these past few days - watching old America's Next Top Model episodes. Before I continue, I shall just state that Amanda of Season 3 really really really really inspires me.
Okay, so... one day, we realized we were all um, multicolored, so Flo brought out her camera, and we all snapped photos!
Me, Flo, Jason, ZJ
I DO look drunk wtf
Geoff, WeiHong... and Nash who scares me LOL
I am the master of faces. No, not you. Me.
Yes, I am. XD
No comment
I just had to spoil the picture. -_- Great.
I like this photo! I somehow think we all look really artistic and modely... just like those end photos in ANTM, you know, the group ones :D
I look like a stick figure.
There were SO many people watching as we took these - God knows how we managed to not get kicked out of the Media Hub!
Don't you? :D
I couldn't resist making a macro out of this...
Jason poses really well in shots like this.
I LOVE this photo of Zheng.
And last but not least, Jason. Can you guess where he is posing at?
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I really am pissed at some bloody lala who happened to read my personal message on msn and came to my blog to criticize me. Wtf, I don't even know why I have a bloody Singaporean lala on my MSN list anyway. Oh right, Maple.
-_-
"Ehh, why your blog no pix de worhh? I lazy see words nehh! Don't write so long!"
WTF man. It's MYYYYYYY blog, HELLO? I can write whatever I want to in here, if you don't want to read what I write, then get your checker-clad ass OFF my page.
"So boring wan your blog!!"
Go on, then. I dare you to create a blog, with all the glitter and checks and fucking fugly lala poses with the peace sign at the side of your face like you're Miss Chinese Singapore 2006.
Are you lost, in your lies? Do you tell yourself, I don't realize? Your crusade's, a disguise, Replace freedom with fear, You trade money for lives.
I'm aware of what you've done
No, no more sorrow, I've paid for your mistakes; Your time is borrowed, Your time has come to be REPLACED -"No More Sorrow" by Linkin Park
The song practically sums up my feelings for now. Linkin Park does wonders when you're feeling angsty. (The RyRo and Bden slash fanfics that I just read on Slash!AtTheDisco cheered me up a whole lot though. Super cute stories that make your heart melt into a sticky puddle on the parquet floor.)
Ah yes, almost all classes are over for the rest of this semester. We've had our last classes with Miss. Catherine, En. Abdul Razak and Miss. Thong already. We're having our last class with Mr.Indy (who still never fails to remind me of Santa Claus - though in Punjabi form- don't ask, the beard, the moustache and everything just screams Father Christmas) on Wednesday. Dreading it. Mr.Indy is, hands down, one of the best lecturers i've ever had - WE'VE ever had, mind you, right up there next to Miss.T and Miss. Cath (her classes ARE boring, really, but seriously, she's been so lenient on us and many are taking her for granted *including me*, and I regret, actually).
After that little i'll-cut-two-marks incident - I just felt it was kind of unfair, the amount of disrespect he got from a certain few. It was just two puny little itty bitty marks, for pete's sake. TWO marks. Dua markah. Duas marcas. Due contrassegni. Dos marcas. Deux marks. TWO. Only TWO. Heck, cut my marks, I don't give a damn. Two marks doesn't make a difference anyway.
What i'm trying to say is, HE IS STILL YOUR LECTURER. And even though it wasn't your doing or whatever, THINK BACK ON YOUR BEHAVIOR. DOES HE DESERVE ALL THAT DISRESPECT SHOWN TOWARDS HIM? No.
I'm appalled, really, at all this. For what's worth, in the end, he didn't even cut marks from ANYONE. And he gave us all tips.
You're taking him for granted, that's all i've got to say. You will rarely ever get a lecturer as good as he is in the future.
You'll laugh at what i'm saying, I know. But seriously. SIT, and THINK. Put this fucking incident aside, and THINK.
*wipes brow* Whew. There. Everything that i've been keeping inside - they're out. Whatever you think of me, I don't give a shit. Ignorance is bliss.
I'm sorry for the post below.. I guess my anger got the best of me.
It's hard, you know, living with an obstinate and inconsiderate ass of a little brother. Most of the time I just wish he would just be a good little nerd and just lock himself up in his damn room and study his whole life away. I know, I know, i'm mean. But he's meaner.
So, yeah, we went to the zoo today. My feet are cramped - it's been a long time since I walked that long. And due to my too-small sneakers, my right baby toe has a little blister on its side. But it was all worth it. I adore animals. I WANT A DAMN OTTER.
Snapped photos of stuff (camwhored a fair bit) ... and Lish, ZJ and I received a little "present" from Bambi. I'll tell you what it was when I post up the pics.
Not so soon, though, cause my comp is seriously lacking space right now. I've to find a way to store all my unedited - original copies - of pictures somewhere else. Not in a thumbdrive, after what happened to Donkey's. Maybe i'll get some rewritable CDs or something.
But whatever it is, I need it fast. I can't freaking photoshop anything at all.
Oh yeah. WL's coming back on the 3rd! *Jumps around*
Yayyy :) It's been ages since I saw him, though we talk almost every day on RO and MSN. Don't forget to bring me back my koala bear, kay?
Okay, back to Tolkien. (Call me nuts, but i'm rereading the trilogy again.)
:)
I. WANT. MY. OWN. DAMN. INTERNET. CONNECTION.
I CAN'T TAKE MY BROTHER AND HIS STUPID TUOTU DOWNLOAD SPEED ENHANCER ANY FREAKING MORE.
I ENDURED IT ALL WHEN YOU DOWNLOADED PRISON BREAK 2 LIKE A FUCKING DOLL ON A FUCKING STRING AROUND ITS NECK, AND THAT TIME MY MAPLE STORY PROGRAM LAGGED LIKE NO TOMORROW.
FINE. I STILL CAN TAKE.
BUT NOW, YOU DOWNLOAD FUCKING GREY'S ANATOMY.
*situation while photoshopping*
*clicks on lasso tool* click *HANG* *waits for 2 + minutes till screen unhang* *click* *HANG* *click* * HANG* UNTIL I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE AND I CRACKED.
BISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *throws mouse at screen in a hissy fit*
MY MOOD FOR FUCKING FUN AND GAMES ARE GONE, YOU LITTLE INCONSIDERATE DEMON. YOU'D BETTER DELETE ALL YOUR STUPID LITTLE SHOWS BEFORE I DELETE THEM MYSELF.
AND IT'LL BE EASY TO SEE WHO'S THE ONE LAUGHING THEN!
Spent a total 5 hours working on cropping pictures for the header. Ryan's and Spencer's hair are like, all over the place -_- Creds: (you can find some on sidebar)
Some certain people think I only like Panic! because of Ryan. Stupid much?
Sure, Ryan's too pretty to be true, but their music, especially Brendon's voice and their ability to sing live were what dragged me in. Seriously, go take a look at one of their Live At Denver vids up on Youtube. Spencer RULES on the drums, btw.
Plus, their lyrics are pure genius.
What ruins the band are fans who only like them for the boys and take no interest in their music. Hell, it peeves me to the core. Do you even know the name of their record label?
My little brother (who's gay, by the way) WILL READ YOUR BLOGS SO BEWARE. THE FUCKING LITTLE GAYASS WHO IS SO FUCKING ANAL HE ACTUALLY USES TISSUE PAPER TO PRESS THE BUTTONS ON THE REMOTE IN A HOTEL ROOM BECAUSE HE IS AFRAID IT WILL BE DIRTY.
THE LITTLE ANAL ASSHOLE NEEDS A BOYFRIEND. ANY TAKERS? I'M TEMPORARILY REMOVING ALL LINKS FROM MY SITE UNTIL THE LITTLE ASSHOLE STOPS.
>_>
Meanwhile, MY BROTHER IS EVIL, so be careful of what you write.
My brother is capable of ANYTHING -_- the little spawn of Satan -_-
Regards, Winnie. OR EVEN BETTER. ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO EXSORCIZE (WTF HOWEVER U SPELL IT) MY BROTHER SO THAT HE GOES TO HELL?
Stupid little monkeys who dress in checkerboxed blouses and shorts and stupid skeleton-printed ties and knee-high striped socks and EVEN SOCKS AT THEIR HANDS and walk around Mid Valley Megamall and One Utama like they own it. THEY EVEN ENTER TOPSHOP AND I HEARD ONE OF THEM COMMENT IN CANTONESE, "These clothes here not nice. Buy in Petaling Street nicer." GO BUY LAH. WHY SHOW UP IN TOPSHOP IN THE FIRST PLACE?!
Even a few old friends are turning lala. -_-
Most of them talk like this, mainly on online chat and friendster.
How To Make A Complete Ass Of Yourself At A Wedding
1) Show up in jeans and a T-shirt + sneakers, therefore causing stares and weird smiles to go your way.
2) During cocktails, stand with a group of girls wearing dresses and heels and makeup, all clutching handbags, and you stand there and shove your hands in your pockets casually.
3) Extract your iPod from your right pocket and stuff the earphones in your ears and nod your head vigorously to the latest Linkin Park song, causing said girls to stare and move away after a while.
4) After getting your table number and when you're walking to your table, you trip on the thick carpeting on the floor, letting out a scream.
5) Eat half the peanuts on the appetizer plate, bored out of your mind as the adults talk on and on and on and on and on about some tax shit - and realize that you actually nearly ate the whole plate a few minutes later.
6) Play a few funny videos on your phone - and laugh out loud, causing everyone at your table to stare at you weirdly like you've gone mental.
7) When the food comes, you grumble loudly, "Oh my God. FINALLY."
8) Drink copious amounts of iced Coke, causing the waiter to come back every 10 minutes to refill your glass.
9) Yell loudly at your brother because he keeps asking annoying questions.
10) Notice a cockroach on the ceiling of the ballroom and stare at it every 10 seconds.
11) Yell loudly at your brother because he refuses to answer you when you want to tell him something important like "There's a cockroach on the ceiling."
12) Keep checking the time on your phone and listen to your iPod occasionally.
13) Walk to the toilet, using the red-carpeted aisle, causing everyone to stare at you and your hideous outfit.
14) Trip on the carpet again on the way back to your table.
15) During the yam seng ceremony, stick both your fingers in your ears and cringe until all the yelling stops.
16) After the dessert arrives and you've finished, whine "Can we go home NOW?" loudly.
17) On your way out, shake the bride and groom's hand and pretend you know them, while they give you awkward smiles and say "Thank You for attending, we are really grateful for your attendance" when you really know they don't give a shit if you showed up or not - they weren't the ones who invited you. (Their parents did).
Yeeshhh fell asleep again then woke up thinking it was the next day and when i saw the lights were on i went "OH SHIT. THE INTERVIEW" and started pulling on clothes and when i took another look at my handphone i saw it was only 7pm -_- went back to bed. Blehhhhhhhhh.
Getting lazier and lazier by the day.
I am so GULLIBLE!!!!!
Today while having a chat with FICMers who were eating in Rouge cafe When we were getting ready to leave Syaf suddenly brought up the topic about music Then i randomly gushed "I LOVEE MYYY CHEMICAALLL ROMANNNNCE!" And I was about to go "I LOVE ROOOSTER!!" next, when Syaf went "Hey, do you know MCR sudah split?" "HAH?!!??!" I exclaimed so loud, that i was sure the table next door stopped what they were talking about to stare at me as if i were a maniac. "Yeah, cos -" "But... but but but !!!!!!!! WHYYY?!" "No, cause Mikey Way getting married mah." And after that I was sure I was in a state of shock because my eardrums started buzzing like they always do when i'm in shock. "Okay lah... they didn't lah, they're just taking a break. *laughs*" "SYAF!!!!!!"
You just wait, Syaf. YOU JUST WAIT.
Anyway, yesterday, when i was supposed to finish my proposal for English, my friend saw this as my display pic.
"HAHA you look like a tomato!" "I edited the photo colors lah you dumbass." "You still look like a tomato with or without the editing MUAHAHA" "...... *refuse to layan him*"
Then i changed my display picture 10 minutes after
To represent my mood then because of the proposal + that stupid tomato-calling celaka punya orang
"HAHA you changed your display pic, huh, tomato?" "................. BETTER NOW? *pissed emoticon*" "No. You look like you want to shit but you can't. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!"
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Shrek fever Shrek fever! Only a week or so till the release of Shrek! OMG i can't WAIT to see Mr. Puss In Boots work his stuff with sexy-voiced Antonio Banderas behind it LALALALA!! Listening to the Shrek Theme Song now, humming the damn tune over and over again - well baby i surrender to this strawberry ice cream la la la LA but there's no escaping your love OMG its so addictive i can die HAHA here here LISTEN TO IT ITS SO GOOD AND ADDICTIVE I SWEAR!!!!
Ohmygod i just realized I have these to do
(1) photoshop pictures for our presentation tomorrow (2) finish Mr. Ms.Thong(yeah, i know, nice name, huh?)'s stupid tutorial Excel shit that she asked us all to do last week (3) TRY TO REPAIR MY ARDENT RO !$$%#$%%$%$
******************************** And just when I thought I could see Cristiano Ronaldo this year up live Two assholes just had to ruin it all Mr.Sepp Blatter, you are so dead
Red Devils' trip to Malaysia is off
KUALA LUMPUR: Newly-crowned English Premier League champions Manchester United’s trip to Malaysia on July 27 is off. FIFA president Sepp Blatter and Asian Football Confederation (AFC) president Mohamed Hammam made the plea during the AFC’s Congress in Kuala Lumpur for countries to withdraw support for United’s tour of Asia during the July 7-29 Asian Cup. The promoter ProEvents had planned to kick off the tour against J-League champions Urawa Red Diamonds on July 17 in Japan, followed by FC Seoul (July 20) in South Korea, and Shenzhen FC (July 23) in Macau before the final leg of the tour against a Malaysian XI on July 27. The Red Devils were due to play in Kuala Lumpur two days before the Asian Cup final in Jakarta. The AFC and Football Association of Malaysia (FAM) last year signed an agreement banning the promotion of any other football event during the Asian Cup. FAM deputy president Tengku Abdullah Sultan Ahmad Shah said there was still an option to have the promoter reschedule Manchester United’s travel plans to Malaysia to August. Manchester United officials are confident that the club’s planned summer tour of Asia will go ahead despite being told they would not be welcome in Malaysia in July because of fears their visit could distract attention from the finals of the Asian Cup. “We are currently attempting to clarify with our tour organisers what the situation is with regards to Malaysia but we are confident that the rest of the tour will go ahead,” said club spokesman Phil Townsend. FAM general secretary Datuk Seri Dr Ibrahim Saad: “As a Malaysian I’m surprised. It is out of tune for people to dictate to us how we celebrate our 50 years of independence."
Fuck this Independence, my ass WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT THE FUCKING ASIAN CUP ANYWAY? ITS NOT LIKE ITS THE EPL FINALS BETWEEN MANCHESTER UNITED AND CHELSEA OR SOMETHING, AND EVERYONE'D LIKE TO SEE CHELSEA GET THEIR ASSES KICKED THERE WASNT EVEN ANY ATTENTION FOR THE FINALS OF THE ASIAN CUP ANYWAY
Face the facts, losers. However hard you try, Malaysians will only be interested in the EPL, the FA cup, the Carling Cup, the Champions League, the Spanish League, the Italian league, EURO, and the fucking World Cup, and NOT Asian leagues or God save us, the Malaysian Cup.
SO OPEN YOUR EYES AND START REALIZING IT
The main event that I was looking forward to this WHOLE fucking year is gone What am I supposed to look forward to now????
THE MURDER OF MISTER MOHAMMED HA-MA-DE HAMMAM? Who cares about nothing but his stupid position and his stupid Asian Cup
If I don't EVER get to see Cristiano Ronaldo running up and down the pitch in a Manchester United jersey LIVE at all, Mr. Mohammed Hammam better find a nice good hole to hide in Because i'm coming after him And so will dozens and hundreds of other Manchester United fans
WHO'S UP FOR A FUCKING PETITION?!?!?!?
WHY ONLY MALAYSIA?!?!?!?! WHY NOT SHANGHAI AND JAPAN ?!?! AREN'T THEY ALSO IN ASIA?!
THIS IS SO UNFAIR
The two aforementioned cruel bastards shaking hands and having a special "bonding" moment Both of you deserve each other In fact, I think you two should get married and quit your fucking jobs and adopt lots of little kiddies and raise them up just to be like the both of you
Clawing at God's feet. Please give me one chance!!!
I dont think I shall ever be the same any more.
p/s: the Amazing Hunt was good! Lish and Dara worked their butts off for this, a big big big big big hug and a round of applause for both of em! p/p/s: i am so sorry, Lish - for your pillowcase, and Jason - for your books! The poor little sack is soaked, still sitting on top of the roof >p/p/p/s: yeslah potato i know i owe you something NOW CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP? p/p/p/p/s: i need an ice cream outing to cheer me up. WHO'S WITH ME?!?
I don't think I believe in love any more. After what i've gone through...
I have learnt how to pick myself up and dust myself off. And fend for my own rights. And hide my jealousy.
How long do I have to endure all this????
p/s : Today's work was shit. Gave a campus tour with Nashie to a family full of squids (nerds) and tried to assist a family full of jakuns. p/p/s: Urrrghhh. I can't stand that person any more larhhhhhrhrhrhrhrhrhhhhhhhh! p/p/p/s: feel like slapping her. argh. should i? p/p/p/p/s: on second thought, i dont see her at all, so ... nah.
i just typed a whole rant into my blog about my brother being a kaypo and then about this certain asshole i just am pissed at and THEN i cant rant la now.
where the hell am i supposed to release my anger and frustration you tell me?
no wonder i'm fat lah ok. my only comfort is food and chocolate. fuck it man.
mother fucking asshole STILL MAKES ME WANT TO HURL and any sight/sound/movement from the fucker still makes me want to tug out his bloody hair and throw it at his face, punch his fat little gut, kick him hard with four-inch pointy-toed stiletto boots, tape his damn mouth shut with duct tape and THEN give him the finger while i strut off with a smirk on my face. i don't want to even watch him die.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i just don't feel like talking to you. and when i don't feel like talking, I DONT. TALK. ok? so shut up and stop TALKING TO ME. god. you must be so blind, deaf and stupid x 10.
Back to being me. Back to sitting in front of the computer or lying on my bed in my room, doing assignments, unsuccesfully trying to memorize notes. Same old same old.
Frankly, the only thing that's changed is the way this place smells. Its from the paint fumes from the newly repainted walls, done in the same old boring color. How I wish my walls were red, or black, or even orange or purple or fucking electric pink, not "green apple white" which LOOKS like any other white anyway, so why bother with the "green apple"? Ugh. Someone please hand me a fucking sledgehammer.
God, I need a break. A change. One holiday isn't fucking enough.
Note to self: Meeting at college tomorrow for film. After that, trudge back home and clean out my fucking cupboard.
fine. I took it back to the damn shop to get it. the guy obliged and gave me my CD. feeling happy, i bought the second season from him and he insisted that I open the box to check that all CDs were included.
all CDs were there.
so, I went home, very happy, and I spent the rest of the night and this morning watching CDs 1-2. and when I fed CD 3 into the DVD player, it was FAULTY because it showed episodes from CD5 instead. and when I tested CD 5, it was CD 5. SO, EPISODES FROM CD3 ARE MISSING!
WHAT THE
after Bones, I am NEVER buying CDs from that store again -_-
We don't need the world right now, We've got time to work it out, Hold on tight, i'll hold on too, Cos' all I need is you -All I Need Is You by The Click Five
T_________T
I swear, people will smack me if I ever mention THE CLICK FIVE again -_- Can't help it lah kay?!
At least they're MUCH MUCH MUCH x 1000000000000000000000000000 times better than CHINESE SINGERS right.
Here, i'll make a list.
Chinese singers (or self-called singers) who suck BADLY: 1) Jay Chou - OH PLEASE. Mister squinty eyed i-think-i'm-so-cool-because-i'm-posing-like-this. You make me barf. I have one word for you : FUGLAY. And his rapping is SO NOT COOL okay. Chinese rapper. HAHAHAHAHAHA that cracks me up man. What is he? Bow Wow? 50 Cent? More like 1 Cent.
2) Jolin Tsai- Can you, like, kill me? Her face expression on her CD covers are like this O_O. So damn fucking sexy right. Right? WRONG! She looks like a chicken whose head has just been chopped off. AND SHE CAN'T SING. AT ALL. PLUS, what I don't get are her videos.
Or most female chinese singers' videos, for that matter.
USUALLY in a music video, the singer will usually be filmed walking along this road, in a pretty place or a city, holding a bloody flower, and she will bend and make cute faces all the while into the camera and then point to the bloody sky like the clouds are SO BLOODY INTERESTING or there is actually stars in the sky ALTHOUGH IT IS BROAD DAYLIGHT.
OR they will be dancing in some place with water or a white background or THEY ARE JUST FUCKING DANCING WHILE SINGING ALONG TO THE BLOODY MUSIC WHILE THE SINGER IS TRYING TO ACT SEXY.
Bloody hell. Who IS she? RIHANNA?
3) Daniel Lee - I don't know why lah right, but MALAYSIAN GIRLS ARE SERIOUSLY EITHER BLIND, OR STUPID OR DEAF OR WHAT, because they chose DANIEL FREAKING LEE AS THE SECOND MALAYSIAN IDOL AFTER JACLYN VICTOR.
FACE THE FACTS, LADIES, BECAUSE Daniel a) is SUPER FUGLAY AND WHENEVER HE SMILES HIS UGLINESS MULTIPLIES BY A HUNDRED BECAUSE OF HIS REVOLTING TEETH, b) can't sing. Period. c) JUST PLAIN SUCKS.
BECAUSE. HE. FUCKING. SUCKS.
SERIOUSLY. I think all the people who voted for him are like, lala or something. Or they have seriously bad taste. Like SERIOUSLY bad taste. Usually, the girls who like Daniel Lee like Jay Chou also.
Memanglah. Bad taste what.
4) S.H.E - YOU ARE MY SUPERSTARRRRRR FUCK OFF PLEASE
I shall add more to this list because these are the only four chinese singers I basically know.
If you think i'm being bloody harsh, right, it's because, please, face the damn facts man.
COMPARE THIS
WITH THIS!
EH HELLO. KYLE WINS HANDS DOWN.
Da- *pukes* - niel Lee. Ew.
MY CONCLUSION : CHINESE SINGERS SUCK BALLS COMPARED TO ENGLISH SINGERS.
Yup.
And if any fanbases wanna come and argue their asses off, bring it. I will compare Kyle and Joey with their idol's picture. And then point at said idol's picture and laugh. HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA
Whee! I enjoyed editing these few pictures today. They're a change to what i've been doing these past few days - watching old America's Next Top Model episodes. Before I continue, I shall just state that Amanda of Season 3 really really really really inspires me.
Okay, so... one day, we realized we were all um, multicolored, so Flo brought out her camera, and we all snapped photos!
Me, Flo, Jason, ZJ
I DO look drunk wtf
Geoff, WeiHong... and Nash who scares me LOL
I am the master of faces. No, not you. Me.
Yes, I am. XD
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I just had to spoil the picture. -_- Great.
I like this photo! I somehow think we all look really artistic and modely... just like those end photos in ANTM, you know, the group ones :D
I look like a stick figure.
There were SO many people watching as we took these - God knows how we managed to not get kicked out of the Media Hub!
Don't you? :D
I couldn't resist making a macro out of this...
Jason poses really well in shots like this.
I LOVE this photo of Zheng.
And last but not least, Jason. Can you guess where he is posing at?
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I really am pissed at some bloody lala who happened to read my personal message on msn and came to my blog to criticize me. Wtf, I don't even know why I have a bloody Singaporean lala on my MSN list anyway. Oh right, Maple.
-_-
"Ehh, why your blog no pix de worhh? I lazy see words nehh! Don't write so long!"
WTF man. It's MYYYYYYY blog, HELLO? I can write whatever I want to in here, if you don't want to read what I write, then get your checker-clad ass OFF my page.
"So boring wan your blog!!"
Go on, then. I dare you to create a blog, with all the glitter and checks and fucking fugly lala poses with the peace sign at the side of your face like you're Miss Chinese Singapore 2006.
Are you lost, in your lies? Do you tell yourself, I don't realize? Your crusade's, a disguise, Replace freedom with fear, You trade money for lives.
I'm aware of what you've done
No, no more sorrow, I've paid for your mistakes; Your time is borrowed, Your time has come to be REPLACED -"No More Sorrow" by Linkin Park
The song practically sums up my feelings for now. Linkin Park does wonders when you're feeling angsty. (The RyRo and Bden slash fanfics that I just read on Slash!AtTheDisco cheered me up a whole lot though. Super cute stories that make your heart melt into a sticky puddle on the parquet floor.)
Ah yes, almost all classes are over for the rest of this semester. We've had our last classes with Miss. Catherine, En. Abdul Razak and Miss. Thong already. We're having our last class with Mr.Indy (who still never fails to remind me of Santa Claus - though in Punjabi form- don't ask, the beard, the moustache and everything just screams Father Christmas) on Wednesday. Dreading it. Mr.Indy is, hands down, one of the best lecturers i've ever had - WE'VE ever had, mind you, right up there next to Miss.T and Miss. Cath (her classes ARE boring, really, but seriously, she's been so lenient on us and many are taking her for granted *including me*, and I regret, actually).
After that little i'll-cut-two-marks incident - I just felt it was kind of unfair, the amount of disrespect he got from a certain few. It was just two puny little itty bitty marks, for pete's sake. TWO marks. Dua markah. Duas marcas. Due contrassegni. Dos marcas. Deux marks. TWO. Only TWO. Heck, cut my marks, I don't give a damn. Two marks doesn't make a difference anyway.
What i'm trying to say is, HE IS STILL YOUR LECTURER. And even though it wasn't your doing or whatever, THINK BACK ON YOUR BEHAVIOR. DOES HE DESERVE ALL THAT DISRESPECT SHOWN TOWARDS HIM? No.
I'm appalled, really, at all this. For what's worth, in the end, he didn't even cut marks from ANYONE. And he gave us all tips.
You're taking him for granted, that's all i've got to say. You will rarely ever get a lecturer as good as he is in the future.
You'll laugh at what i'm saying, I know. But seriously. SIT, and THINK. Put this fucking incident aside, and THINK.
*wipes brow* Whew. There. Everything that i've been keeping inside - they're out. Whatever you think of me, I don't give a shit. Ignorance is bliss.
I'm sorry for the post below.. I guess my anger got the best of me.
It's hard, you know, living with an obstinate and inconsiderate ass of a little brother. Most of the time I just wish he would just be a good little nerd and just lock himself up in his damn room and study his whole life away. I know, I know, i'm mean. But he's meaner.
So, yeah, we went to the zoo today. My feet are cramped - it's been a long time since I walked that long. And due to my too-small sneakers, my right baby toe has a little blister on its side. But it was all worth it. I adore animals. I WANT A DAMN OTTER.
Snapped photos of stuff (camwhored a fair bit) ... and Lish, ZJ and I received a little "present" from Bambi. I'll tell you what it was when I post up the pics.
Not so soon, though, cause my comp is seriously lacking space right now. I've to find a way to store all my unedited - original copies - of pictures somewhere else. Not in a thumbdrive, after what happened to Donkey's. Maybe i'll get some rewritable CDs or something.
But whatever it is, I need it fast. I can't freaking photoshop anything at all.
Oh yeah. WL's coming back on the 3rd! *Jumps around*
Yayyy :) It's been ages since I saw him, though we talk almost every day on RO and MSN. Don't forget to bring me back my koala bear, kay?
Okay, back to Tolkien. (Call me nuts, but i'm rereading the trilogy again.)
:)
I. WANT. MY. OWN. DAMN. INTERNET. CONNECTION.
I CAN'T TAKE MY BROTHER AND HIS STUPID TUOTU DOWNLOAD SPEED ENHANCER ANY FREAKING MORE.
I ENDURED IT ALL WHEN YOU DOWNLOADED PRISON BREAK 2 LIKE A FUCKING DOLL ON A FUCKING STRING AROUND ITS NECK, AND THAT TIME MY MAPLE STORY PROGRAM LAGGED LIKE NO TOMORROW.
FINE. I STILL CAN TAKE.
BUT NOW, YOU DOWNLOAD FUCKING GREY'S ANATOMY.
*situation while photoshopping*
*clicks on lasso tool* click *HANG* *waits for 2 + minutes till screen unhang* *click* *HANG* *click* * HANG* UNTIL I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE AND I CRACKED.
BISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *throws mouse at screen in a hissy fit*
MY MOOD FOR FUCKING FUN AND GAMES ARE GONE, YOU LITTLE INCONSIDERATE DEMON. YOU'D BETTER DELETE ALL YOUR STUPID LITTLE SHOWS BEFORE I DELETE THEM MYSELF.
AND IT'LL BE EASY TO SEE WHO'S THE ONE LAUGHING THEN!
Spent a total 5 hours working on cropping pictures for the header. Ryan's and Spencer's hair are like, all over the place -_- Creds: (you can find some on sidebar)
Some certain people think I only like Panic! because of Ryan. Stupid much?
Sure, Ryan's too pretty to be true, but their music, especially Brendon's voice and their ability to sing live were what dragged me in. Seriously, go take a look at one of their Live At Denver vids up on Youtube. Spencer RULES on the drums, btw.
Plus, their lyrics are pure genius.
What ruins the band are fans who only like them for the boys and take no interest in their music. Hell, it peeves me to the core. Do you even know the name of their record label?
My little brother (who's gay, by the way) WILL READ YOUR BLOGS SO BEWARE. THE FUCKING LITTLE GAYASS WHO IS SO FUCKING ANAL HE ACTUALLY USES TISSUE PAPER TO PRESS THE BUTTONS ON THE REMOTE IN A HOTEL ROOM BECAUSE HE IS AFRAID IT WILL BE DIRTY.
THE LITTLE ANAL ASSHOLE NEEDS A BOYFRIEND. ANY TAKERS? I'M TEMPORARILY REMOVING ALL LINKS FROM MY SITE UNTIL THE LITTLE ASSHOLE STOPS.
>_>
Meanwhile, MY BROTHER IS EVIL, so be careful of what you write.
My brother is capable of ANYTHING -_- the little spawn of Satan -_-
Regards, Winnie. OR EVEN BETTER. ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO EXSORCIZE (WTF HOWEVER U SPELL IT) MY BROTHER SO THAT HE GOES TO HELL?
Stupid little monkeys who dress in checkerboxed blouses and shorts and stupid skeleton-printed ties and knee-high striped socks and EVEN SOCKS AT THEIR HANDS and walk around Mid Valley Megamall and One Utama like they own it. THEY EVEN ENTER TOPSHOP AND I HEARD ONE OF THEM COMMENT IN CANTONESE, "These clothes here not nice. Buy in Petaling Street nicer." GO BUY LAH. WHY SHOW UP IN TOPSHOP IN THE FIRST PLACE?!
Even a few old friends are turning lala. -_-
Most of them talk like this, mainly on online chat and friendster.
How To Make A Complete Ass Of Yourself At A Wedding
1) Show up in jeans and a T-shirt + sneakers, therefore causing stares and weird smiles to go your way.
2) During cocktails, stand with a group of girls wearing dresses and heels and makeup, all clutching handbags, and you stand there and shove your hands in your pockets casually.
3) Extract your iPod from your right pocket and stuff the earphones in your ears and nod your head vigorously to the latest Linkin Park song, causing said girls to stare and move away after a while.
4) After getting your table number and when you're walking to your table, you trip on the thick carpeting on the floor, letting out a scream.
5) Eat half the peanuts on the appetizer plate, bored out of your mind as the adults talk on and on and on and on and on about some tax shit - and realize that you actually nearly ate the whole plate a few minutes later.
6) Play a few funny videos on your phone - and laugh out loud, causing everyone at your table to stare at you weirdly like you've gone mental.
7) When the food comes, you grumble loudly, "Oh my God. FINALLY."
8) Drink copious amounts of iced Coke, causing the waiter to come back every 10 minutes to refill your glass.
9) Yell loudly at your brother because he keeps asking annoying questions.
10) Notice a cockroach on the ceiling of the ballroom and stare at it every 10 seconds.
11) Yell loudly at your brother because he refuses to answer you when you want to tell him something important like "There's a cockroach on the ceiling."
12) Keep checking the time on your phone and listen to your iPod occasionally.
13) Walk to the toilet, using the red-carpeted aisle, causing everyone to stare at you and your hideous outfit.
14) Trip on the carpet again on the way back to your table.
15) During the yam seng ceremony, stick both your fingers in your ears and cringe until all the yelling stops.
16) After the dessert arrives and you've finished, whine "Can we go home NOW?" loudly.
17) On your way out, shake the bride and groom's hand and pretend you know them, while they give you awkward smiles and say "Thank You for attending, we are really grateful for your attendance" when you really know they don't give a shit if you showed up or not - they weren't the ones who invited you. (Their parents did).
Yeeshhh fell asleep again then woke up thinking it was the next day and when i saw the lights were on i went "OH SHIT. THE INTERVIEW" and started pulling on clothes and when i took another look at my handphone i saw it was only 7pm -_- went back to bed. Blehhhhhhhhh.
Getting lazier and lazier by the day.
I am so GULLIBLE!!!!!
Today while having a chat with FICMers who were eating in Rouge cafe When we were getting ready to leave Syaf suddenly brought up the topic about music Then i randomly gushed "I LOVEE MYYY CHEMICAALLL ROMANNNNCE!" And I was about to go "I LOVE ROOOSTER!!" next, when Syaf went "Hey, do you know MCR sudah split?" "HAH?!!??!" I exclaimed so loud, that i was sure the table next door stopped what they were talking about to stare at me as if i were a maniac. "Yeah, cos -" "But... but but but !!!!!!!! WHYYY?!" "No, cause Mikey Way getting married mah." And after that I was sure I was in a state of shock because my eardrums started buzzing like they always do when i'm in shock. "Okay lah... they didn't lah, they're just taking a break. *laughs*" "SYAF!!!!!!"
You just wait, Syaf. YOU JUST WAIT.
Anyway, yesterday, when i was supposed to finish my proposal for English, my friend saw this as my display pic.
"HAHA you look like a tomato!" "I edited the photo colors lah you dumbass." "You still look like a tomato with or without the editing MUAHAHA" "...... *refuse to layan him*"
Then i changed my display picture 10 minutes after
To represent my mood then because of the proposal + that stupid tomato-calling celaka punya orang
"HAHA you changed your display pic, huh, tomato?" "................. BETTER NOW? *pissed emoticon*" "No. You look like you want to shit but you can't. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!"
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Shrek fever Shrek fever! Only a week or so till the release of Shrek! OMG i can't WAIT to see Mr. Puss In Boots work his stuff with sexy-voiced Antonio Banderas behind it LALALALA!! Listening to the Shrek Theme Song now, humming the damn tune over and over again - well baby i surrender to this strawberry ice cream la la la LA but there's no escaping your love OMG its so addictive i can die HAHA here here LISTEN TO IT ITS SO GOOD AND ADDICTIVE I SWEAR!!!!
Ohmygod i just realized I have these to do
(1) photoshop pictures for our presentation tomorrow (2) finish Mr. Ms.Thong(yeah, i know, nice name, huh?)'s stupid tutorial Excel shit that she asked us all to do last week (3) TRY TO REPAIR MY ARDENT RO !$$%#$%%$%$
******************************** And just when I thought I could see Cristiano Ronaldo this year up live Two assholes just had to ruin it all Mr.Sepp Blatter, you are so dead
Red Devils' trip to Malaysia is off
KUALA LUMPUR: Newly-crowned English Premier League champions Manchester United’s trip to Malaysia on July 27 is off. FIFA president Sepp Blatter and Asian Football Confederation (AFC) president Mohamed Hammam made the plea during the AFC’s Congress in Kuala Lumpur for countries to withdraw support for United’s tour of Asia during the July 7-29 Asian Cup. The promoter ProEvents had planned to kick off the tour against J-League champions Urawa Red Diamonds on July 17 in Japan, followed by FC Seoul (July 20) in South Korea, and Shenzhen FC (July 23) in Macau before the final leg of the tour against a Malaysian XI on July 27. The Red Devils were due to play in Kuala Lumpur two days before the Asian Cup final in Jakarta. The AFC and Football Association of Malaysia (FAM) last year signed an agreement banning the promotion of any other football event during the Asian Cup. FAM deputy president Tengku Abdullah Sultan Ahmad Shah said there was still an option to have the promoter reschedule Manchester United’s travel plans to Malaysia to August. Manchester United officials are confident that the club’s planned summer tour of Asia will go ahead despite being told they would not be welcome in Malaysia in July because of fears their visit could distract attention from the finals of the Asian Cup. “We are currently attempting to clarify with our tour organisers what the situation is with regards to Malaysia but we are confident that the rest of the tour will go ahead,” said club spokesman Phil Townsend. FAM general secretary Datuk Seri Dr Ibrahim Saad: “As a Malaysian I’m surprised. It is out of tune for people to dictate to us how we celebrate our 50 years of independence."
Fuck this Independence, my ass WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT THE FUCKING ASIAN CUP ANYWAY? ITS NOT LIKE ITS THE EPL FINALS BETWEEN MANCHESTER UNITED AND CHELSEA OR SOMETHING, AND EVERYONE'D LIKE TO SEE CHELSEA GET THEIR ASSES KICKED THERE WASNT EVEN ANY ATTENTION FOR THE FINALS OF THE ASIAN CUP ANYWAY
Face the facts, losers. However hard you try, Malaysians will only be interested in the EPL, the FA cup, the Carling Cup, the Champions League, the Spanish League, the Italian league, EURO, and the fucking World Cup, and NOT Asian leagues or God save us, the Malaysian Cup.
SO OPEN YOUR EYES AND START REALIZING IT
The main event that I was looking forward to this WHOLE fucking year is gone What am I supposed to look forward to now????
THE MURDER OF MISTER MOHAMMED HA-MA-DE HAMMAM? Who cares about nothing but his stupid position and his stupid Asian Cup
If I don't EVER get to see Cristiano Ronaldo running up and down the pitch in a Manchester United jersey LIVE at all, Mr. Mohammed Hammam better find a nice good hole to hide in Because i'm coming after him And so will dozens and hundreds of other Manchester United fans
WHO'S UP FOR A FUCKING PETITION?!?!?!?
WHY ONLY MALAYSIA?!?!?!?! WHY NOT SHANGHAI AND JAPAN ?!?! AREN'T THEY ALSO IN ASIA?!
THIS IS SO UNFAIR
The two aforementioned cruel bastards shaking hands and having a special "bonding" moment Both of you deserve each other In fact, I think you two should get married and quit your fucking jobs and adopt lots of little kiddies and raise them up just to be like the both of you
Clawing at God's feet. Please give me one chance!!!
I dont think I shall ever be the same any more.
p/s: the Amazing Hunt was good! Lish and Dara worked their butts off for this, a big big big big big hug and a round of applause for both of em! p/p/s: i am so sorry, Lish - for your pillowcase, and Jason - for your books! The poor little sack is soaked, still sitting on top of the roof >p/p/p/s: yeslah potato i know i owe you something NOW CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP? p/p/p/p/s: i need an ice cream outing to cheer me up. WHO'S WITH ME?!?
I don't think I believe in love any more. After what i've gone through...
I have learnt how to pick myself up and dust myself off. And fend for my own rights. And hide my jealousy.
How long do I have to endure all this????
p/s : Today's work was shit. Gave a campus tour with Nashie to a family full of squids (nerds) and tried to assist a family full of jakuns. p/p/s: Urrrghhh. I can't stand that person any more larhhhhhrhrhrhrhrhrhhhhhhhh! p/p/p/s: feel like slapping her. argh. should i? p/p/p/p/s: on second thought, i dont see her at all, so ... nah.
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