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Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @ 8:42 PM
Confused cupcake.
THIS SHIT IS FUCKING FREAKY.
MADE ALL MY HAIR STAND ON END.
I don't care what people say about Criss Angel - that he's fake and everything he does is all planned and stuff. THIS. IS. UN. EXPLAINABLE.
Confused Cupcake.
I'm not in the mood to write today. I just wish there was a cure for writers' block or moodlessness. (Is that even a fucking word?)
You know, today, among all the rush to complete our assignments, I was telling Donkey and the Pelican about Australia and stuff, and about how I want to take a Journalism degree in Australia. And this question Geoff asked me really made me think.
somewhere along the lines of :- "How sure are you that you want to take journalism?" "What do you mean?" "From your blog and all, you once said that you were confused about what you wanted to take."
And yeah, I was. Confused. Heck, I still am.
I want to write. I really want to. I can see myself in a few years at one of Malaysia's many magazines, writing and designing to my hearts' content. (If they let me, of course.) I DON'T KNOW WHAT DEGREE TO CHOOSE. *groans inwardly* We'll see when the time comes.
Anyway, there's still so much to do. I've got a fanfic that I don't feel like completing and a book to finish.
YAY. Terence is taking us out for Japanese buffet at Shogun this Saturday!!! Love love loves!!!!!!
Little Wonders. (some of the you's may be the same people.)
- you, and i just hugged you goodbye today :D . you've been practically one of my best friends for my whole life. - you too. FUU-YOH! - you're still and will always be my favorite bimbo ;) - you, whom i've only known for only these two past years (and a few years in primary school) but nevertheless you're a great friend. - you .... you don't know how important you are to me... and you just don't realize it. but thank you so so much. and i treasure everything. - you two. spending time and hanging out with the both of you has brightened up my college days :) - you. the brother from another mother. - you, who drew this :D and sent it to me. and you keep reminding me to wash my hands after i eat >_> LOL
Bat-carrot (notice the little Batcarrot sign! LOL) and Super-carrot respectively. I ADORE supercarrot. SO CUTE LOL. - you, whom i tell all my problems to and you would solve it in your happy-go-lucky way :) .. i miss all those convos with you :S i'm missing a little Dollar2Pounds here!! - you, with all your mammoth jokes LOL :P - you, all about Portugal, Manchester United and Maria Sharapova -_- - you, with your "innocent" lines like "Joan, thanks for blowing" and "Can I ride your dog?" LOL and your expression when your car was towed XD - you. i shared a bit with you and you shared a bit with me. well, your secrets are safe with me. - and all of you others. thank you.
"Wondering"
If you want me to wait I will wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
Go!
Yeah, yeah
Since I was a young man I never was a fun man I never had a plan and no security Then ever since i met you I never could forget you I only wanna get you right here next to me
Cause everybody (a-whoa-oh-oh) Needs someone that they can trust and You're somebody (a-whoa-oh-oh) That I found just in time
If you want me to wait I would wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
Now my life is changing It's always rearranging It's always getting stranger than I thought it ever could Ever since I found you I wanna be around you I wanna get down to the point that I need you
Cause everybody (a-whoa-oh-oh) Needs someone that they can trust and You're somebody (a-whoa-oh-oh) That I found just in time
If you want me to wait I would wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
Go!
Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah
Don't tell me The bad news Don't tell me anything at all Just tell me That you need me And stay right here with me
If you want me to wait I would wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
If you want me to wait I would wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
One last post before I retreat to my room to bury my head in my Human Communications textbook - again. :D
A few hours ago, I was happily sitting in front of my computer, multitasking - studying Human Comm, listening to music and chatting on MSN in my pajamas when I heard the doorbell ring. I thought it was my cousins who were coming over for lunch. I ran to the window and spotted a girl and I thought she was one of my cousins, but then I heard my phone suddenly ring.
"Helloo?" "Wehhh, we're outside your house now! We were going to go to the Spastic home but we drop by and visit you awhile." It was Pounds, Dollar and Kai. :DDDDDD "OMG serious!"
I flew to my room then hurriedly changed then I ran downstairs.
Mom let me follow them out to lunch tho I ate popiah already :DDDDDD
LOVE YOU GUYS HOR. <3<3<3<3<3<3 I wish I can go jiak King Crab with you three tonight - Drew belanja? :Pp - but then I have to be a good girl and study.
OWH YEAHHHH.
Quote of the day: "Can I ride your dog?" - Kaisin. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :Pp *cough* Andrew *cough cough*
*Wicked grin* Went PAWS (KAISIN SAID THERE WERE BUNNIES, BUT I DIDN'T SEE EM! NOOOOOO!!!!!) to play with lil' puppies and to get some forms to apply for voluntary jobs. Then 8 people squished into Drew's shiny lil green car (Joan and Terence in the boot!) and drove to Yippee Cup, SS2 for drinks!! Thanks, Bone for the yummy mummy strawberry bubble tea with *mmmm* pearls!!!
I don't care what people say about Criss Angel - that he's fake and everything he does is all planned and stuff. THIS. IS. UN. EXPLAINABLE.
Confused Cupcake.
I'm not in the mood to write today. I just wish there was a cure for writers' block or moodlessness. (Is that even a fucking word?)
You know, today, among all the rush to complete our assignments, I was telling Donkey and the Pelican about Australia and stuff, and about how I want to take a Journalism degree in Australia. And this question Geoff asked me really made me think.
somewhere along the lines of :- "How sure are you that you want to take journalism?" "What do you mean?" "From your blog and all, you once said that you were confused about what you wanted to take."
And yeah, I was. Confused. Heck, I still am.
I want to write. I really want to. I can see myself in a few years at one of Malaysia's many magazines, writing and designing to my hearts' content. (If they let me, of course.) I DON'T KNOW WHAT DEGREE TO CHOOSE. *groans inwardly* We'll see when the time comes.
Anyway, there's still so much to do. I've got a fanfic that I don't feel like completing and a book to finish.
YAY. Terence is taking us out for Japanese buffet at Shogun this Saturday!!! Love love loves!!!!!!
Little Wonders. (some of the you's may be the same people.)
- you, and i just hugged you goodbye today :D . you've been practically one of my best friends for my whole life. - you too. FUU-YOH! - you're still and will always be my favorite bimbo ;) - you, whom i've only known for only these two past years (and a few years in primary school) but nevertheless you're a great friend. - you .... you don't know how important you are to me... and you just don't realize it. but thank you so so much. and i treasure everything. - you two. spending time and hanging out with the both of you has brightened up my college days :) - you. the brother from another mother. - you, who drew this :D and sent it to me. and you keep reminding me to wash my hands after i eat >_> LOL
Bat-carrot (notice the little Batcarrot sign! LOL) and Super-carrot respectively. I ADORE supercarrot. SO CUTE LOL. - you, whom i tell all my problems to and you would solve it in your happy-go-lucky way :) .. i miss all those convos with you :S i'm missing a little Dollar2Pounds here!! - you, with all your mammoth jokes LOL :P - you, all about Portugal, Manchester United and Maria Sharapova -_- - you, with your "innocent" lines like "Joan, thanks for blowing" and "Can I ride your dog?" LOL and your expression when your car was towed XD - you. i shared a bit with you and you shared a bit with me. well, your secrets are safe with me. - and all of you others. thank you.
"Wondering"
If you want me to wait I will wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
Go!
Yeah, yeah
Since I was a young man I never was a fun man I never had a plan and no security Then ever since i met you I never could forget you I only wanna get you right here next to me
Cause everybody (a-whoa-oh-oh) Needs someone that they can trust and You're somebody (a-whoa-oh-oh) That I found just in time
If you want me to wait I would wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
Now my life is changing It's always rearranging It's always getting stranger than I thought it ever could Ever since I found you I wanna be around you I wanna get down to the point that I need you
Cause everybody (a-whoa-oh-oh) Needs someone that they can trust and You're somebody (a-whoa-oh-oh) That I found just in time
If you want me to wait I would wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
Go!
Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah
Don't tell me The bad news Don't tell me anything at all Just tell me That you need me And stay right here with me
If you want me to wait I would wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
If you want me to wait I would wait for you If you tell me to stay I would stay right through If you don't wanna say Anything at all I'm happy wondering
One last post before I retreat to my room to bury my head in my Human Communications textbook - again. :D
A few hours ago, I was happily sitting in front of my computer, multitasking - studying Human Comm, listening to music and chatting on MSN in my pajamas when I heard the doorbell ring. I thought it was my cousins who were coming over for lunch. I ran to the window and spotted a girl and I thought she was one of my cousins, but then I heard my phone suddenly ring.
"Helloo?" "Wehhh, we're outside your house now! We were going to go to the Spastic home but we drop by and visit you awhile." It was Pounds, Dollar and Kai. :DDDDDD "OMG serious!"
I flew to my room then hurriedly changed then I ran downstairs.
Mom let me follow them out to lunch tho I ate popiah already :DDDDDD
LOVE YOU GUYS HOR. <3<3<3<3<3<3 I wish I can go jiak King Crab with you three tonight - Drew belanja? :Pp - but then I have to be a good girl and study.
OWH YEAHHHH.
Quote of the day: "Can I ride your dog?" - Kaisin. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :Pp *cough* Andrew *cough cough*
*Wicked grin* Went PAWS (KAISIN SAID THERE WERE BUNNIES, BUT I DIDN'T SEE EM! NOOOOOO!!!!!) to play with lil' puppies and to get some forms to apply for voluntary jobs. Then 8 people squished into Drew's shiny lil green car (Joan and Terence in the boot!) and drove to Yippee Cup, SS2 for drinks!! Thanks, Bone for the yummy mummy strawberry bubble tea with *mmmm* pearls!!!
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