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Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 2:23 PM
there's no doubt in anything she does.

i may have done this before as i remember certain questions but since life has changed not-so-drastically in the past six months, i'm going ahead and doing this anyway.

tagged by Alissa

Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.

1. Have you been trying to avoid something or someone?
i have (unfortunately) been trying to avoid my current sickness; dizziness, but unfortunately i still AM dizzy.

during my last visit to my family doctor eight days ago, he told me that it was just mere lack of sleep, but i have been getting sufficient sleep for the past two weeks to try cure this stupid sickness but i'm still having it.

i am, frankly, sick of seeing the world move. i want it to stay still.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
hmm, that's a tough question. i'd like to go to several places... but right now i'd be content with somewhere exotic with a beach, like Bali.

heck, i'd be happy if i'd get to live in Bali all my life.

... with an internet connection, of course.

3. Whats your favourite thing to do?
lie on the beach/in a hammock by the beach and read or just fall asleep to the sound of the waves.

i fell asleep by accident in Redang on a hammock and i woke up grumpy and sunburned, but it was amazing and i felt so relaxed.

4.Do you think money can buy happiness?

well, yes. depends.


5.If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
the dream i had the other day about me having a hotel room next to Ben Romans and ...

i'm lazy to explain it all in detail again so i'll just find what i posted on the forum two days ago and post it up here...

leeyay you were innit and strangely you were attracted to ethan XD

we were at this hotel and my room was next to bromz. idk what happened then i ended up in bromz's room (he was rooming w/ kyle i think) and then i ended up crying about shit and he was comforting me and i remember him hugging me n then i 'fell asleep'

next day we came across him in the hallway and then i waved at him and he ignored me and he talked to 'sum bitch' ~will tell you later~ and so i cried about him not talkin to me?

we followed him and kyle down outside to the tourbus where dave and a few roadies were lining up a few boxes of sweets wtf and so i grabbed one packet n started eating the dough sweets - bromz didnt want one when i offered him Frowner ethan took the whole bag from leeyee and leeyee was happy about it? and then the two of you went off dancing at sum ball while i went to the bar xD

then somehow leeyee was at the bar too and we were there cos bromz was inside. then he came out all drunk and we were drinking tequila shots together and i actually beat him at a shot game xD

then next day he had to leave, he came up to me and apologized and he hugged me goodbye and i ended up crying again because he was gone @#%@#%@e

then my dream shifted to this stupid giant stomping thru a village because of the fucktard next door and his stupid piling machine at 11 in the morning >.>

sorry if anyone can't understand this because it's peppered with too much netspeak and/or acronyms. it's just the way i talk nowadays. chatgasm ftw. (i'm sorry if you can't understand that either.)

6.Do you believe u will survive without money?
well, give me a free stay at one of the hotel(s) in Redang and give me unlimited buffet breakfast/lunch/dinner access and i CAN survive without money :)

7.What are you afraid to lose the most?
my life. my family, my friends... and the click five.

8.If you win $1million, what would u do?
migrate to Australia, blow half of it on a nice house in Melbourne, use the other half to make my own T-shirt/streetwear business to make more money :)

9.What is the most recent embarrasing thing you have done?
oh god.


strangely i can't remember.

10.When did you last hug someone? and who was it?
i think i last hugged Ben Romans..................... no wait. before i left Genting i hugged the Click Clique girls hahaha forgot who was teh last one. :

11.Write down 1 bad point of the person who tagged you.
hmmmmm i don't know, whenever i talk to Alissa she's always nice. ;_; can't think of any bad points about her, really.

12.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 yrs time?
i don't know.... i want to be writing for a music magazine/working with MTV/working with a band... i don't know. i'll see where life brings me :)

13.Would you date someone who's at least 10 yrs older or younger?
older, definitely. ben romans is, after all, eight years older than i am? 8D

14.What is your ambition?
to be writing for a music magazine/to be associated with music/concerts/gigs in some way.


i know, i know, i'm out of my head, but seriously. music is my life.

15. Are you craving for anything in particular right now?
right now, i really really want soft Vanilla ice cream from McDonalds but mom might kill me if i order in. :(

16.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
right now, my health. i just want to be well again.

17. latest craze?
reading original boylove oneshots on livejournal. they're just so sweet and so aww-inducing and yet it always has that one tiny portion of boysmex just to make my toes tingle.

(i am not a freak. i am not a freak. i am not a freak. i am not a freak......)

18.If you have a chance, which part of your character do you like to change?
my inability to make friends. my people skills, basically.

19. Superpowers, anyone?
i'd like to be able to hear what other people think and/or converse with someone through mindspeak.

20.Do you hate being tagged??
welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll................................. it depends.

Here are the 8 people....
lazy to tag people wtf ;_; you all do if you want lah.

i don't want anyone running after me accusing me of tagging them when they've got better things to blog about ;_;

p/s: i am still dizzy.