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Tuesday, July 10, 2007 @ 4:57 PM
Mentor, Mentees and Fondue..

*edit as of 11.24 PM*

You know what?

I HAVE THE BESTEST FRIENDS EVER.
And I'm really thankful for them.
THANKS FOR CHEERING ME UP!!!!!!!
I HEART YOU ALL SO SO SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH.

And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly,
Sometimes I fall,
But I've seen it done before,
I gotta step outside these walls
- "These Walls" by Teddy Geiger

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Horoscope : Tuesday, July 10 2007

SCORPIO (OCT 24- NOV 22)
Today you seem determined to have things your way or no way and to your surprise, some people prefer to have it no way.

WHY IS MY HOROSCOPE ALWAYS CORRECT??!?!?!?!!!!

*sighs*

I got sucked into the mentor/mentee thing along with MunSuet.
I thought it'd be fun and all, and I was - still am - the mentor for 3 people.
One girl named Crystal, a guy named Ozzy (seemed really friendly) and another girl from Brunei whose name I cannot remember.

I WAS SO FUCKING NERVOUS, I SAID EVERYTHING TOO FAST.
Ozzy was sooooo nice and all, and I bet all of them think i'm this major weirdo slash bitch who keeps to herself and thinks that everything she does is correct :(
And the Brunei girl kept not answering my questions.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHH!
I AM VERY VERY BAD WITH NEW PEOPLE.

WHY OH WHY DID I JOIN THE DAMN SYSTEM?!?!?!
*cries out loud*

And we're supposed to have meetings with them like once a week.
Yes.
ONCE A WEEK.
AND I DON'T HAVE THEIR CONTACT NUMBERS.

SUPER GAGAL WEI.

"Okay, hi, i'm Winnie!"
"Huh?"
"Winnie."
"Oh, like Winnie The Pooh?" *all laugh*
"*makes noise* Everyone calls me that."
*silence*
"Okay, so what are your names?"
Brunei girl mutters something. Ozzy doesn't answer (I got his name from Surekha). Crystal mutters her name.
*silence*
"So what are we supposed to do now?" Ozzy asks.
"Um, I have no idea. I'm such a bad mentor. I'm new to this , and i'm really shy when I meet new people so...."
"Don't worry *smiles* we're shy too."
"*laughs with relief* Glad to know."
"So what's this mentor thing?"
"I have no idea." (Fuck. I should have fucking READ the fucking instruction thing. NOW WHERE DID I PUT IT?!)
*silence*
"Um, okay, so here's my number, you can call me if you have any problems or questions you wanna ask."
*all bring out handphone*
"Okay. 012-3663379."
*Ozzy enters it in* "Here, is this correct?"
"Yeah."
"What? You didn't even look at it and you said yes!" Ozzy splutters in disbelief.
"Um, yeah I caught the last few numbers."
"Oh." Ozzy turns back to his phone and shoots me a weird look. Exchanges look with the other two.
"Okay! You guys can go mingle around. HAVE FUN!" Miss. T announces into the mike.
*all sit in silence*
"*turn around to speak with MunSuet* OMG IM SO DEADDDDDDD"
"Um, so what are we supposed to do now?"
"I have no idea."
*they start speaking among themselves*
*stands up* "Um, I gotta go photostat something now so i'll catch you guys later. YOU MUST COME AND BUY OUR FONDUE! IT'S REALLY GOOD."
"Uh, okay." Ozzy replies

Just before I leave in a hurry, I talked to Crystal (however you spell it) and I apologized, saying I was a very bad people person and all.
She was so nice about it I nearly threw my arms around her.
Haiyohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel like drowning or something now -_- sticking my head in a paper bag or something...
But yet I feel like not pulling out.


Sigh.
I'm really glad Miss. T's my lecturer advisor ... perhaps if there are any kinks she will help me iron them out. :( I feel so bad right now.
I don't want to be labeled as the girl with the word LOSER stamped on her forehead to the July intakes.
HOW AH ?!?!?!?!?111


P/S: Sorry Jason because they scolded you after we went out after we sold the cookies *guilty*

P/P/S:
Our fondue thing went on reallly well. The chocolate from the chocolate fountain WAS TO DIE FOR. RM3 was really worth it for a few minutes of heaven. ;)

LAST DAY TOMORROW, SO YOU PEEPS BETTER GET THOSE WALLETS OUT QUICK!

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