i'm slowly going insane. there's nothing for me to do today except to watch more crime shows on TV, and i think i've had enough of those for the time being. i want to write, but i'm not feeling inspired at all, thanks to one of the books that i bought yesterday. the first half was really good, but the second half sucked big time, and when i put the book down a few hours ago, i was immensely dissatisfied and angry at myself for wasting RM19.90 on a bad story.

i had a bad dream again this morning. the kind that makes you wake up crying, thankful and relieved that what you just went through wasn't real. i remember it was about dad. i dreamt that me and my (non-existent) sister murdered him with a bottle of acid and a hose of water. too much of channel 79, no doubt.

...... i've run out of stuff to write about.

THERE'S NOTHING TO DOOOOOOOO!!!
*wails*

Labels: daily life, home

i'm slowly going insane. there's nothing for me to do today except to watch more crime shows on TV, and i think i've had enough of those for the time being. i want to write, but i'm not feeling inspired at all, thanks to one of the books that i bought yesterday. the first half was really good, but the second half sucked big time, and when i put the book down a few hours ago, i was immensely dissatisfied and angry at myself for wasting RM19.90 on a bad story.

i had a bad dream again this morning. the kind that makes you wake up crying, thankful and relieved that what you just went through wasn't real. i remember it was about dad. i dreamt that me and my (non-existent) sister murdered him with a bottle of acid and a hose of water. too much of channel 79, no doubt.

...... i've run out of stuff to write about.

THERE'S NOTHING TO DOOOOOOOO!!!
*wails*

Labels: daily life, home