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Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 10:16 PM
I am Isolated..


Quote from Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance, "I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone." Or so I thought.

I am so sick of lying to myself each and every day,
Telling myself that everything would be all right and that life would go on with or without you guys.
But I am so wrong.

I am sooooo wrong.

Shit, I hate not being with you sampat people.

I hate not having my two sampated cousins with me, who would always be there for me, no matter what happens, no matter who let me down, no matter how many fights I pick.

I hate not having Kaisin & gang in class with me, because when there's KaiSin... :P
Do I have to say any more?

I hate not having Terence to bitch with, I hate not having Andrew to laugh with, or WenLiang to make funny, weird, sarcastic jokes with.

And yeah, each and every one of you in Gamma have given a huge impact on my life.
And I want that life back.
I want it back so bad.
So damn bad.

Yeah, and another thing.

I am kicking myself for letting the tears fall.
Because I can't help myself.

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