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Tuesday, September 09, 2008 @ 5:07 PM
fangirl post number too-many-to-count.
brb flailing
Ryan Ross, THIRD TIME IN A SUIT.
right after i my post two days ago, too. i know you're doing it on purpose, Ross. STOP STALKING MY BLOG ALREADY, you hot internet skank, you ;)
no words can describe how much i love this band - they blow my mind every single time. seriously. fangirl or not, their music is awesome - i even managed to convert some previously anti-PATD people into fans.
ha, i sure proved them all wrong!
oh, and Melissa just told me she received the package from FBR containing our shirts!1!!111!1!!!!
Monica, Ellie, Bao, Donna, I OWE YOU MY LIFE. iahfiahfadsffadfjiadfnaksdfn
Saw Loser recently had their last gig in Singapore before an 'indefinite hiatus'. they're a band based in Singapore and Japan, and if i'm not mistaken, Sam and Masashi (lead singer and guitarist, respectively) were previously from a band called Pug Jelly which was generally more popular, i guess, since they were featured in LIME and everything. Saw Loser was born after Pug Jelly ended.
since us Malaysians (namely me and Lee Yee) never got to see them live before the hiatus, the others in Singapore decided to get us and Cynthia (who couldn't make it to the show) a video!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS, SERIOUSLY.
from L-R: Shingles, Sam (aka. Lucky Valentine), Masashi Kimura and Jimmyyy
Saw Loser, we wish you all the best, and i hope you guys get past whatever that caused your 'hiatus' because we're all missing you guys already.
SAM, YOU'D BETTER KEEP YOUR PROMISE TO COME TO MALAYSIA OR I'LL STEAL YOUR MILOPENG.
milopeng reference in this video and reasons why Sam is awesome (GOD, HIS ACCENT):
today we - found your skanky posts on livejournal back when you had a livejournal - found out that you stalked Jac Vanek o rly - still can't find a reason why you choose to wear your pants so high - gawked at your disability to keep your large appendage at bay (seriously, keep that thing out of photos. do not want.) - decided to make a band called Panic at the Chatgasm with Cyn playing Pete Wentz - distorted your face in Photoshop and laughed at you - called your girlfriend a skank - are expecting that you and Bden will announce that you are a couple tomorrow morning
i was going to write this whole long ass post about the MTV Asia Awards and the part where we stayed up like twenty four ridiculous hours just waiting about for celebrities to pop out of nowhere (ie. we sat around trying to stalk celebs in the lobby), but then it's now like 1.33 AM and my eyes feel as if they're going to pop out of their sockets and start rolling around on the parquet floor, so nghh no long post on the MAAs for you, not-so-sorry :D.
i will, however, give you pictures! how about that? yes? no?
due to all the jumping/singing/flailing around during the actual awards show, my hair stuck to my forehead in a sweaty tangled clump and I WASN'T AWARE OF IT THEN so of course, i look like shit in the photos but strangely i don't give a fuck. (okay maybe i do. just a little. a little.)
me and Spencer's drumstick that LeeYee got when the MAAs ended and stuff. you can't see it but my tongue is a funky shade of green! thank you, green tea frappucino. thank you.
Andrea (the one in black) and her buddies, a tipsy Greg Uttsada Panichkul (whom i have waited YEARS just to meet, thank you so very much), Melissa, me and Taya! even though tipsy due to all the partying and alcohol consumed during the post party (that we couldn't get access to), Utt was ever so sweet, and went "get some rest after this, okay? it's late. get some rest!" to us when the picture was over :D :D :D :D
and Taya is gorgeous in real life (*squelches stab of jealousy*), and really, really really really nice, even though her on-screen voice annoys me to no end.
a semidrunk Joey Zehr. i was like "one big group picture?" and he was like "sure, that'd be awesome, one big group picture, yeah 8D".
handddd arttt in Theodore green (thank you, LeeYee!). somebody turned off the auto focus on my camera so i had to do it myself.
my Pretty. Odd. CD that Ryan Ross and Jon Walker of Panic at the Disco signed :D their signatures are faded now due to all the unintentional moshing during the concert (the cd cover basically had sex with the inside of my pink Nike slingbag wtf), so i am doing all i can to protect what's left of them.
aaaaaaand last but not leastttt
Claire, Jon Walker and i!!!!!!! i can die happy now.
this man is bloody witty. i'd love to have a conversation with him one day.
he wrapped an arm around my shoulder and then this woman from Warner who was with him whom we call 'Yong Ah Beng' (it's a long story, but lets just say that we come across this certain woman a lot) was all, "LAST PICTURE" so Melissa told Claire to get into the picture. Jon waited patiently and then wrapped an arm around Claire's shoulder too. aofgjoafgaoddf :DD such a sweetie, i tell you.
it only was 2938749239 times more awesome that we were going to see him again on Tuesday in concert, and LeeYee and i tried to tell him that we were, but he wasn't listening (he was busy having another photograph taken).
i think he did recognize us, though, on Tuesday.
and now, i think thatdeserves to be in another blogpost by itself, no?
in fact, we pwned his asssssssss (well sort of) haha.
leeYee~: yeah, because it's "all about the music". joe: It's actually about 15 Jangli Baqarah's. thank you. joe: I'm dying for 15 goats on my farm. Times are hard. WINNIE.: HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA leeYee~: lol ic. that's pretty rad. WINNIE.: lol and what in the world are Jangli Baqarah's? joe: wouldn't you say as our friends panic would say "that's pretty odd" joe: come on wild goats duuhh kaitorade™: i think what we need to discuss, instead, is how Joe is obviously a terrorist. WINNIE.: lol, obviously. joe, explain yourself. joe: to myself maybe leeYee~: should we be worried about any possible bomb threats? WINNIE.: if click's next album comes out all flowery, i'd know where that came from. joe: na it's just the dog days of summer and i just feel like talking. WINNIE.: just curious: old panic or new panic? (though i would probably already know the answer) leeYee~: lol the click five pulling a ~panic - that'd be something special. joe: Yes when i say panic i mean the great jam band widespread panic. I'm from Colorado come on. WINNIE.: lol actually i was asking about between the two cds Panic at the Disco released, but thats an okay answer, too. joe: notice anything between our old name The Click Five and our new one The! Click Five (super fucking epic line - we loled at it so hard omg) WINNIE.: HAHAHAHAHAHAA o rly. i will watch for cabaret dancers and elaborate makeup on stage then. K.I.M: ALERT THE MEDIA. leeYee~: hahahaha oic The Click Five stealing the ! from Panic WINNIE.: so that's where it went, ic ic. joe:god i should come here more often. I say something smart ass and get an even more smart ass reply. Need to really test my wits. joe: come on 500 pages by noon tomorrow!!!! :) WINNIE.: lol n, we just might leave you here talking to yourself just because~ w8, what time is it there? leeYee~: ahhh we learn from the best obv. "I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck" -Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off by Panic WINNIE.: absolutely.
ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LITTLE FANGIRLY LIFE OMG.
i finally met two out of the four members of Panic at the Disco, who have been my musical heroes ever since 2004. their music is just amazing, something i can barely talk about online without keyboard bashing or squealing in caps lock about how mind blowing their songs are.
Ryan "wasn't feeling well", and i think he got pissed off with all the crowding around (because of course teenies want a picture with him because he's "so cute"). Jon was amazing though, he high-fived all of us on the way up to his room, signed me and Lee Yee's CDs and then later took a picture with us - and yes, he was wearing his everpresent pair of flipflops! where are the mandals, Jon?
being so starstruck, i forgot to thank them for the amazing set they gave us during the awards show (no shit, it was FUCKING AMAZING. me and Melissa were yelling out the lyrics and dancing our asses off) and tell them about how psyched i am to hear the rest of Pretty. Odd. live on Tuesday. aaaaaaaaah damnit.
i really am pissed off at this certain group of people who just happen to like Panic just because Ryan is good looking. sure, he IS good looking (well, kind of, but he butchered his hair again, so you lose brownie points, RyRo), but please, like him for the amazing music he writes. don't proclaim that you're their biggest fans when you only like famous people just because they're famous and they're hot. seriously. biggest losers of the century, much?
we didn't get to meet Spence and Brendon :(. i really wanted to meet the big kid that is Brendon and the bearded man that is Spencer Smith (and chuck a shaver at him, so he'd get the message). maybe i will, one day.
nevertheless, i am really thankful for the amazing experience we've had. i would have never imagined that i'd meet THE Ryan Ross and THE Jon Walker, ever, and after reading so much about them online and saving countless pictures to be iconized, there they were in the flesh.
:D
by the way, i nearly died when there were not one, but TWO Ryden moments on stage. holy freaking shit, it was just adfhu8adhgaodfngiadfbgo;adfbghafgiladfnga11odfiahga9dr
after YEARS AND YEARS OF WISHING TO SEE A RYDEN MOMENT LIVE, MY WISH HAS COME TRUE *weeps*
this pairing was the pairing that sparked my immense interest in slash and bandom. they're my number one official true pairing, and THEY WILL ALWAYS BE.
i loveddddddd yesterday. OH AND CYNTHIA TAN/CYNDROME/MRS. BRENDON BOYD URIE, I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. SERIOUSLY.
LOOK WHAT SHE MADE PIERRE DO FOR US AT SINGFEST OMG
before i forget, i have also been occupied with something else during my holidays (and probably the rest of the year!) and i love it!
you all know that i'm a huge huge huge huge crazy ass Click Five fan right? like as if Click isn't the first thing out of my mouth ever since after their concert in June!
anyway, cutting to the chase, i am a co-web for a Click Five fansite!
do i hear cheers of "FINALLY, SHE'S DOING SOMETHING?" or do i get tomatoes pelted at me because "alaaah why always Click Five wan?" :P
either way, i'm elated that Jodie, who's the girl who started up the site, is graciously allowing a html and ftp noob like me to help her with the site! some people wouldn't have given me the time of day. she's a sweetheart. i haven't heard from her lately, though.. i wonder if she's okay.
sooo if y'all want to find out more about the band (for the umpteeth time, no, they aren't wearing matching suits any more, no, Eric Dill isn't the lead singer of the band any more, and no, THEY AREN'T A BOYBAND) or get updated with the latest news or even snag some amazing Click Five graphics (icons, banners, wallpapers, buttons etc), head on down here, or click the button on my sidebar!
cool? cool.
it's 1.28 in the morning now, and i have been searching high and low for this particular song called 'No Sleep Tonight' by The Faders (who split up a couple of years ago - no wonder they seemed to have disappeared from the music scene...). i remember listening to it on replay when i did my assignments early last year and practically spamming the life out of the song back when i was using Kazaa...
if anyone has it or any other The Faders song on mp3, send it my way please!!!!
signing off because it's late and i want to go make myself a peanut butter sandwich before bed (yes i know i am a pig),
you have officially made a particular Asian fangirl very very very very very very happy. as this particular Asian fangirl also happens to be very humble, when you (eventually) have that Asian tour that you promised you'd try to work out, a huge hug and a hang-out session after your successful show in Malaysia would suffice as a "thank you" gift.
right after i my post two days ago, too. i know you're doing it on purpose, Ross. STOP STALKING MY BLOG ALREADY, you hot internet skank, you ;)
no words can describe how much i love this band - they blow my mind every single time. seriously. fangirl or not, their music is awesome - i even managed to convert some previously anti-PATD people into fans.
ha, i sure proved them all wrong!
oh, and Melissa just told me she received the package from FBR containing our shirts!1!!111!1!!!!
Monica, Ellie, Bao, Donna, I OWE YOU MY LIFE. iahfiahfadsffadfjiadfnaksdfn
Saw Loser recently had their last gig in Singapore before an 'indefinite hiatus'. they're a band based in Singapore and Japan, and if i'm not mistaken, Sam and Masashi (lead singer and guitarist, respectively) were previously from a band called Pug Jelly which was generally more popular, i guess, since they were featured in LIME and everything. Saw Loser was born after Pug Jelly ended.
since us Malaysians (namely me and Lee Yee) never got to see them live before the hiatus, the others in Singapore decided to get us and Cynthia (who couldn't make it to the show) a video!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS, SERIOUSLY.
from L-R: Shingles, Sam (aka. Lucky Valentine), Masashi Kimura and Jimmyyy
Saw Loser, we wish you all the best, and i hope you guys get past whatever that caused your 'hiatus' because we're all missing you guys already.
SAM, YOU'D BETTER KEEP YOUR PROMISE TO COME TO MALAYSIA OR I'LL STEAL YOUR MILOPENG.
milopeng reference in this video and reasons why Sam is awesome (GOD, HIS ACCENT):
today we - found your skanky posts on livejournal back when you had a livejournal - found out that you stalked Jac Vanek o rly - still can't find a reason why you choose to wear your pants so high - gawked at your disability to keep your large appendage at bay (seriously, keep that thing out of photos. do not want.) - decided to make a band called Panic at the Chatgasm with Cyn playing Pete Wentz - distorted your face in Photoshop and laughed at you - called your girlfriend a skank - are expecting that you and Bden will announce that you are a couple tomorrow morning
i was going to write this whole long ass post about the MTV Asia Awards and the part where we stayed up like twenty four ridiculous hours just waiting about for celebrities to pop out of nowhere (ie. we sat around trying to stalk celebs in the lobby), but then it's now like 1.33 AM and my eyes feel as if they're going to pop out of their sockets and start rolling around on the parquet floor, so nghh no long post on the MAAs for you, not-so-sorry :D.
i will, however, give you pictures! how about that? yes? no?
due to all the jumping/singing/flailing around during the actual awards show, my hair stuck to my forehead in a sweaty tangled clump and I WASN'T AWARE OF IT THEN so of course, i look like shit in the photos but strangely i don't give a fuck. (okay maybe i do. just a little. a little.)
me and Spencer's drumstick that LeeYee got when the MAAs ended and stuff. you can't see it but my tongue is a funky shade of green! thank you, green tea frappucino. thank you.
Andrea (the one in black) and her buddies, a tipsy Greg Uttsada Panichkul (whom i have waited YEARS just to meet, thank you so very much), Melissa, me and Taya! even though tipsy due to all the partying and alcohol consumed during the post party (that we couldn't get access to), Utt was ever so sweet, and went "get some rest after this, okay? it's late. get some rest!" to us when the picture was over :D :D :D :D
and Taya is gorgeous in real life (*squelches stab of jealousy*), and really, really really really nice, even though her on-screen voice annoys me to no end.
a semidrunk Joey Zehr. i was like "one big group picture?" and he was like "sure, that'd be awesome, one big group picture, yeah 8D".
handddd arttt in Theodore green (thank you, LeeYee!). somebody turned off the auto focus on my camera so i had to do it myself.
my Pretty. Odd. CD that Ryan Ross and Jon Walker of Panic at the Disco signed :D their signatures are faded now due to all the unintentional moshing during the concert (the cd cover basically had sex with the inside of my pink Nike slingbag wtf), so i am doing all i can to protect what's left of them.
aaaaaaand last but not leastttt
Claire, Jon Walker and i!!!!!!! i can die happy now.
this man is bloody witty. i'd love to have a conversation with him one day.
he wrapped an arm around my shoulder and then this woman from Warner who was with him whom we call 'Yong Ah Beng' (it's a long story, but lets just say that we come across this certain woman a lot) was all, "LAST PICTURE" so Melissa told Claire to get into the picture. Jon waited patiently and then wrapped an arm around Claire's shoulder too. aofgjoafgaoddf :DD such a sweetie, i tell you.
it only was 2938749239 times more awesome that we were going to see him again on Tuesday in concert, and LeeYee and i tried to tell him that we were, but he wasn't listening (he was busy having another photograph taken).
i think he did recognize us, though, on Tuesday.
and now, i think thatdeserves to be in another blogpost by itself, no?
in fact, we pwned his asssssssss (well sort of) haha.
leeYee~: yeah, because it's "all about the music". joe: It's actually about 15 Jangli Baqarah's. thank you. joe: I'm dying for 15 goats on my farm. Times are hard. WINNIE.: HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA leeYee~: lol ic. that's pretty rad. WINNIE.: lol and what in the world are Jangli Baqarah's? joe: wouldn't you say as our friends panic would say "that's pretty odd" joe: come on wild goats duuhh kaitorade™: i think what we need to discuss, instead, is how Joe is obviously a terrorist. WINNIE.: lol, obviously. joe, explain yourself. joe: to myself maybe leeYee~: should we be worried about any possible bomb threats? WINNIE.: if click's next album comes out all flowery, i'd know where that came from. joe: na it's just the dog days of summer and i just feel like talking. WINNIE.: just curious: old panic or new panic? (though i would probably already know the answer) leeYee~: lol the click five pulling a ~panic - that'd be something special. joe: Yes when i say panic i mean the great jam band widespread panic. I'm from Colorado come on. WINNIE.: lol actually i was asking about between the two cds Panic at the Disco released, but thats an okay answer, too. joe: notice anything between our old name The Click Five and our new one The! Click Five (super fucking epic line - we loled at it so hard omg) WINNIE.: HAHAHAHAHAHAA o rly. i will watch for cabaret dancers and elaborate makeup on stage then. K.I.M: ALERT THE MEDIA. leeYee~: hahahaha oic The Click Five stealing the ! from Panic WINNIE.: so that's where it went, ic ic. joe:god i should come here more often. I say something smart ass and get an even more smart ass reply. Need to really test my wits. joe: come on 500 pages by noon tomorrow!!!! :) WINNIE.: lol n, we just might leave you here talking to yourself just because~ w8, what time is it there? leeYee~: ahhh we learn from the best obv. "I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck" -Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off by Panic WINNIE.: absolutely.
ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LITTLE FANGIRLY LIFE OMG.
i finally met two out of the four members of Panic at the Disco, who have been my musical heroes ever since 2004. their music is just amazing, something i can barely talk about online without keyboard bashing or squealing in caps lock about how mind blowing their songs are.
Ryan "wasn't feeling well", and i think he got pissed off with all the crowding around (because of course teenies want a picture with him because he's "so cute"). Jon was amazing though, he high-fived all of us on the way up to his room, signed me and Lee Yee's CDs and then later took a picture with us - and yes, he was wearing his everpresent pair of flipflops! where are the mandals, Jon?
being so starstruck, i forgot to thank them for the amazing set they gave us during the awards show (no shit, it was FUCKING AMAZING. me and Melissa were yelling out the lyrics and dancing our asses off) and tell them about how psyched i am to hear the rest of Pretty. Odd. live on Tuesday. aaaaaaaaah damnit.
i really am pissed off at this certain group of people who just happen to like Panic just because Ryan is good looking. sure, he IS good looking (well, kind of, but he butchered his hair again, so you lose brownie points, RyRo), but please, like him for the amazing music he writes. don't proclaim that you're their biggest fans when you only like famous people just because they're famous and they're hot. seriously. biggest losers of the century, much?
we didn't get to meet Spence and Brendon :(. i really wanted to meet the big kid that is Brendon and the bearded man that is Spencer Smith (and chuck a shaver at him, so he'd get the message). maybe i will, one day.
nevertheless, i am really thankful for the amazing experience we've had. i would have never imagined that i'd meet THE Ryan Ross and THE Jon Walker, ever, and after reading so much about them online and saving countless pictures to be iconized, there they were in the flesh.
:D
by the way, i nearly died when there were not one, but TWO Ryden moments on stage. holy freaking shit, it was just adfhu8adhgaodfngiadfbgo;adfbghafgiladfnga11odfiahga9dr
after YEARS AND YEARS OF WISHING TO SEE A RYDEN MOMENT LIVE, MY WISH HAS COME TRUE *weeps*
this pairing was the pairing that sparked my immense interest in slash and bandom. they're my number one official true pairing, and THEY WILL ALWAYS BE.
i loveddddddd yesterday. OH AND CYNTHIA TAN/CYNDROME/MRS. BRENDON BOYD URIE, I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. SERIOUSLY.
LOOK WHAT SHE MADE PIERRE DO FOR US AT SINGFEST OMG
before i forget, i have also been occupied with something else during my holidays (and probably the rest of the year!) and i love it!
you all know that i'm a huge huge huge huge crazy ass Click Five fan right? like as if Click isn't the first thing out of my mouth ever since after their concert in June!
anyway, cutting to the chase, i am a co-web for a Click Five fansite!
do i hear cheers of "FINALLY, SHE'S DOING SOMETHING?" or do i get tomatoes pelted at me because "alaaah why always Click Five wan?" :P
either way, i'm elated that Jodie, who's the girl who started up the site, is graciously allowing a html and ftp noob like me to help her with the site! some people wouldn't have given me the time of day. she's a sweetheart. i haven't heard from her lately, though.. i wonder if she's okay.
sooo if y'all want to find out more about the band (for the umpteeth time, no, they aren't wearing matching suits any more, no, Eric Dill isn't the lead singer of the band any more, and no, THEY AREN'T A BOYBAND) or get updated with the latest news or even snag some amazing Click Five graphics (icons, banners, wallpapers, buttons etc), head on down here, or click the button on my sidebar!
cool? cool.
it's 1.28 in the morning now, and i have been searching high and low for this particular song called 'No Sleep Tonight' by The Faders (who split up a couple of years ago - no wonder they seemed to have disappeared from the music scene...). i remember listening to it on replay when i did my assignments early last year and practically spamming the life out of the song back when i was using Kazaa...
if anyone has it or any other The Faders song on mp3, send it my way please!!!!
signing off because it's late and i want to go make myself a peanut butter sandwich before bed (yes i know i am a pig),
you have officially made a particular Asian fangirl very very very very very very happy. as this particular Asian fangirl also happens to be very humble, when you (eventually) have that Asian tour that you promised you'd try to work out, a huge hug and a hang-out session after your successful show in Malaysia would suffice as a "thank you" gift.
