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Saturday, June 30, 2007 @ 3:41 PM
Sick..
My current temperature : 101 degrees Fahrenheit.
God save me.
I'm sorry I couldn't make the outing, guys. I really really wished I could make it. I wouldn't miss shopping with you guys for the world.
Well, i'll be seeing you all next week though, so yeah .. i've got that to look forward to.
Till then, i'll be lying on my bed, sick, angry and frustrated, a thermometer sticking out of my armpit.
p/s: I've noticed that I write better when i'm sick than when i'm not. LMFAO.
Friday, June 29, 2007 @ 6:53 PM
Of being sick and Linkin Park.
I'm going out with my darlings + pounds teh bimbo tomorrow.
I'm getting sicker and sicker, but I still want to go :( . I'm afraid i'll pass my sickness to them, watery eyes and all Or even worse, pass out somewhere, too weak to move
I hope it will cure by morning, I don't want the ROXY salespeople to glare at the girl who's polluting their store with germs.
I'm sorry I wasn't allowed to go to your party, Chel. I really wished I was there today. (Though if I was, i'd be getting everyone sick with my flu.)
Joan was gotcha-ed by WL today. (Loo Jo An! HAHAHA)
Oh well. I'm out. I need a shower and a second round of pills.
p/s: Watch this, from LP TV. Mike fooled around with a fish and cowboy boots. Laughed my butt off, and cheered me up a whole lot.
And after you've watched this, watch the other episodes. They're really good, too.
I'm so sick, I swear my nose is going to drop off. Sneezed like 252346546 times, AND ONLY ICE CREAM CAN MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.
And we have no ice cream at home.
:(
Just downloaded the whole Minutes To Midnight album. Linkin' Park rocks socks man!
Chester rules on the vocals - lots of screamo rock and angst and...
Oh what the heck.
Listen to this:
You'll fall in love with Linkin Park all over again, I swear.
I'm playing their whole album on a loop right now.
XD
I need to pop some Panadol and flu medicine now, so i'll catch you guys later.
I had the most absurd dream last night. Why do i always have weird dreams?!?!?!!?
Joan, Huai, Dollar, Dereck and Kai were in it, and we somehow had special powers o_o Dollar and Dereck could fly, but only for a short period of time because they had futsal practice and they had to save energy (HAHAHAHAHA ... i think i have been using too much of chargers) And Joan, Huai and I could fly too, but we could fly anytime we wished and we had this blue glow about us And Kai could produce fireballs from her palms and fling them at anything
Just before I woke up, Kai was hurling fireballs at Dereck because he made fun of her o_o
Man. The person who posted on my tagboard who went "winnie loves xxx winnie loves xxx :P" better own up. Now.
Gosh. How old are you? Even my little nephews/nieces don't do that any more. Are you like, five?
GROW UP.
*comment deleted, because it was too fugly to be up on my pretty tagboard*
i'm sorry lah if you're someone i know and like/love. it's just that i super super tak tahan all these kind of comments. it's really stupid and if you think it's funny its so super not. just a single comment of that kind can destroy many good friendships. seriously. i've been through all this before. not willing to go through all of it again.
Octopus has been MIA lately. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN?! I super damn long didn't talk with you adiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Sudah jadi good boy study kah?
and now for SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING
I'm nuts over ROXY now Just went over to MidValley's outlet and there was like 30% off everything. Plus 10% if you have their membership card :P
I snagged one pair of boardshorts and one black tee and I still want more omg omg omg I've got the brown and blue version of this :P Now I really want the green version too -_-
HOW?! I want I want I want I want I want I want
I also want a red hairband. I know I know, I can see you all going O_O "WHAT?! WINNIE WANTS A HAIRBAND?" right now But seriously, damn nais lah!
I'm not too fond of ParisHilton but whatever, she's got the hairband But I want it in red. Blood red.
MANA NAK CARI?!?!
And and and and Topshop shades! I just found the perfect ones today.
(and when me and my brother - i so need someone else to shop with me, my brother isn't really any help - were in Topshop, he noticed like 4 white guys in the Topman section of the store, all trying out aviators and laughing among themselves and just having fun.
They looked like the boys from TheKillers. Scruffy but stylish in a way. They seriously looked like they were from a band!!!!!!!!!!
Wilson :Look! FallOutBoy! (-_- Setupid)
One of them was super cute and he kept smiling :P *falls down and dies*) Something like this I reckon o_O AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I want!!!!
My Vincci ones are broken -_- God knows who sat on/stepped on/broke them But i'm super super sad :(
I WANT SHADES GAWDAMMNITTTTTTTTTTTTT
Random pictures I found a whole lot of them in my picture folder and I thought, "Why not put them up?" So I did! Not arranged in order :D I forgot when and where some of them were taken though
WeiHong stuck his head into his Nike bag because his cap got taken by someone :P The whiteboard, after Mr.Indy was done explaining our genre assignment (This is only one half of the board) Me, Syaf and ZhengJoo's sneakers Taken god knows how long ago while we were sitting at the mamak in the morning Geoffrey The colorful pelican Me, with one of my trademark faces I look like a pufferfish -_-
Donkey (Camwhoring on my phone) Lets move on to the next picture shall we... Taken in Moral class ... not so nais lah i'm not a pro camwhorer :S Taken by Geoffrey BUNNIESSSS! Aaaaah! So cute can die! Three of them are kissing each other in the corner :P I WANT! :( In Pyramid's lift on the way to watch 28 Days Later Stupid show, really Geoffrey and Kien. I wonder how this picture got onto my phone :P
OHMAICHEESYCHICKEN im going shopping :DDDDDDDD *runs off to get ready*
I NEEEEEED IT & MORAL NOTES PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS!! Urgent!! :(
In the middle of editing zoo pictures now.
We took so many pictures.. and all of them are so large. But I love 'em all the same :D I'm sloowllyyy compressing them into smaller files so that it'll be easier to post them up here.
My blog is deprived of pictures. Yesh. Don't worry, coming soon soon :P
:D Made myself a candyfloss colored new header today. Creds at bottom left. Okay, okay, i'm satisfied already :P Won't change the header any more for quite a while. Ryan Ryan Ryan Ryden Ryan Ryan!! Mugen, he's not gay. Not gay. Unfortunately :(
And speaking of Mugen... here's another carrot-picture he drew :D
SO CUTE. HAHAHAHAHA
Okay, so back to picture editing! (When i'm actually supposed to be studying, but oh well, tra la la la la...)
"Blog about something more interesting ... why nowadays your blog like so dull already??"
That's because my life is dull.
I'm not really allowed to go out, and most of my time is spent sitting in front of the computer.
What am I supposed to blog about? Pics of me sitting at the computer in my pajamas?
Oh, today, I sat in front of the computer and then I played RO. I talked awhile with Huai and Joan and then I went downstairs to read a little LOTR and then I sat and played with my dog Candy for around 10 minutes and then... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
(The only part of the holidays I actually enjoy is sleeping in. Other than that, zero. Nil. Nada. Nothing else. Oh, yes, and the fact that I need not dress up to go anywhere every day -_- I can just throw on an old teeshirt and a pair of shorts.)
I have this strange craving for beef right now. Japanese teppanyaki beef with that sweet sauce on top.......... *drooools*
Okay, enough, before I create a puddle on my tabletop.
Yeah, I designed something today. A design of the band The Academy Is... It took me around six hours to finish it, and touching it up.
It's on my design site, MascaraSpots, and I love it to death. :D
All right. That said, I need to continue with the writing of my story - I hope i'll really finish it, because this time, i've actually got a plot for it. Yes, mister smarty pants (you know who you are), YOU CAN HELP BY NOT NUDGING ME EVERY TIME YOU SEE MY STATUS ON AWAY.
I'm sorry for the post below.. I guess my anger got the best of me.
It's hard, you know, living with an obstinate and inconsiderate ass of a little brother. Most of the time I just wish he would just be a good little nerd and just lock himself up in his damn room and study his whole life away. I know, I know, i'm mean. But he's meaner.
So, yeah, we went to the zoo today. My feet are cramped - it's been a long time since I walked that long. And due to my too-small sneakers, my right baby toe has a little blister on its side. But it was all worth it. I adore animals. I WANT A DAMN OTTER.
Snapped photos of stuff (camwhored a fair bit) ... and Lish, ZJ and I received a little "present" from Bambi. I'll tell you what it was when I post up the pics.
Not so soon, though, cause my comp is seriously lacking space right now. I've to find a way to store all my unedited - original copies - of pictures somewhere else. Not in a thumbdrive, after what happened to Donkey's. Maybe i'll get some rewritable CDs or something.
But whatever it is, I need it fast. I can't freaking photoshop anything at all.
Oh yeah. WL's coming back on the 3rd! *Jumps around*
Yayyy :) It's been ages since I saw him, though we talk almost every day on RO and MSN. Don't forget to bring me back my koala bear, kay?
Okay, back to Tolkien. (Call me nuts, but i'm rereading the trilogy again.)
:)
I. WANT. MY. OWN. DAMN. INTERNET. CONNECTION.
I CAN'T TAKE MY BROTHER AND HIS STUPID TUOTU DOWNLOAD SPEED ENHANCER ANY FREAKING MORE.
I ENDURED IT ALL WHEN YOU DOWNLOADED PRISON BREAK 2 LIKE A FUCKING DOLL ON A FUCKING STRING AROUND ITS NECK, AND THAT TIME MY MAPLE STORY PROGRAM LAGGED LIKE NO TOMORROW.
FINE. I STILL CAN TAKE.
BUT NOW, YOU DOWNLOAD FUCKING GREY'S ANATOMY.
*situation while photoshopping*
*clicks on lasso tool* click *HANG* *waits for 2 + minutes till screen unhang* *click* *HANG* *click* * HANG* UNTIL I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE AND I CRACKED.
BISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *throws mouse at screen in a hissy fit*
MY MOOD FOR FUCKING FUN AND GAMES ARE GONE, YOU LITTLE INCONSIDERATE DEMON. YOU'D BETTER DELETE ALL YOUR STUPID LITTLE SHOWS BEFORE I DELETE THEM MYSELF.
AND IT'LL BE EASY TO SEE WHO'S THE ONE LAUGHING THEN!
Spent a total 5 hours working on cropping pictures for the header. Ryan's and Spencer's hair are like, all over the place -_- Creds: (you can find some on sidebar)
Some certain people think I only like Panic! because of Ryan. Stupid much?
Sure, Ryan's too pretty to be true, but their music, especially Brendon's voice and their ability to sing live were what dragged me in. Seriously, go take a look at one of their Live At Denver vids up on Youtube. Spencer RULES on the drums, btw.
Plus, their lyrics are pure genius.
What ruins the band are fans who only like them for the boys and take no interest in their music. Hell, it peeves me to the core. Do you even know the name of their record label?
I'm paranoid about everything. Diseases. Ghosts. Insects. Stuff that i'm afraid of. Murderers. Serial killers. Robberies. Etcetera, etcetera. Especially diseases.
I remember not too long ago (4 years ago to be exact), my cousin brought back this Medical Q&A book for my mother about every single ailment available. During one of my nightly Mamee noodle escapades, I was curious, and since there was nothing better to read, I flipped through the book, hoping to gain some knowledge. Oh, I gained knowledge, all right. A mere flip-through, and i'd read about diseases such as diabetes, cancer and leukaemia. I was especially interested about the symptoms - hey, they say curiosity kills the cat, and really, i've learnt my lesson.
I read that if you had diabetes, your symptoms were drinking massive ammounts of water, eating too much, losing weight in a short period of time, always feeling thirsty, frequent urges to pee, having sweet cravings (shit, i DO have sweet cravings. fuck -_- i'm being paranoid again...) and even wetting the bed at night. From then on, I drank less water, thinking that if I drank more, I would pee more, and therefore i'd be diabetic. I know, you'd probably be going "Omg, paranoid much?" as you read this, but seriously, you'd be too if you read through the book.
I kept pestering my mom to take me for a blood sugar checkup. I fasted for a whole morning, not even drinking a drop of water. Finally, when my mom took me to have that checkup, the reading was 5.6. I got so scared, I almost passed out in front of everybody in that little pharmacy. Mom had to shove something sweet into my mouth and wave a bottle of oil over my nose until the color returned to my face and I could breathe properly again.
Well, after that, I drank nothing but water and iced tea, and ate no sweets - only lots of Ricola and S-Mint (claiming to be sugar-free sweets, but there was sugar in them, only I wasn't really smart enough to read the scientific names of chemicals at the back of the little packs). I stayed off sugar for around six whole months. I guess the packs of Ricola were what kept me going.
Well since then, i've been really afraid to test my sugar level. I'm scared that if I do, my sugar level will be higher than before.
Now in college, i've been drinking lots of sweet things each day like teh ais and bubble tea. And only drinking like a tiny cup of water before bed. (True, I swear). It's really surprising that i've survived until now.
I think I want to stay away from sugar again. And i'm gonna drink lots of water. It may be too late, but at least i'm making a change.
Please smack me if you see me ordering or drinking anything else but water or iced chinese tea.
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Guava Reunion Number 2542454362364. @Mid Valley 10 of us this time, with Der back from NS, sporting a new new haircut and an earring on his left ear.
Ate breakfast/lunch/whateveryouwannacallit at Chopstik Noodle House : had curry laksa. Soup wasn't that bad, but the tao pok (wtf how do you spell it) tasted like plastic.
Sitting around a rounded table, I couldn't help but feeling nearly whole. I had 9 of the people that I loved the most around me, and all of them were still themselves - Der being less talkative, but that's kind of a good thing LOL.
:D Watched Fantastic Four two. Johnny Storm was - is - a heartstopper. 'Specially that part where he hugged Jessica Alba (IN A FREAKING TUX WHEEE) Seee, he may be obnoxious but he's a sweetie at heart :D
Oh oh and especially the part where he came out of the shower! XD Psssssssssssssst~ Okay enough of spoilers. :D
And then, we went to the ATM to watch Joan withdraw some cash. While we were waiting, Dollar went
"My ass damn pain lah, I don't know why.." Then I was nearby so my brain went into Dollar&Pounds mode. "I KNOW WHY! >=D" "*starts laughing*"
Yeah, so after that, we headed to Dunkin' Donuts for some donuts (i know, after all that popcorn -_- we still wanted donuts). And we camwhored a little.
Smiley KaiSin with Fantastic Four folder :)
GRAWRRR *bites Terence's finger off*
Couldn't resist.
Me and my bimbooo ;) Whose car we dubbed the Dollar-mobile. XD
*gets into the car* Joan went "Let's give a name to your car!" "Hmm, I never thought of naming it..." "Let's call it Dollar!! Or Dollar number two or..." "THE DOLLAR MOBILE!" *Joan and Terence exclaimed in unison*
Cold chocolate nutty donut and vanilla donut. I WANT KRISPY KREME DONUTSS!!!!!
P!ATD Nutty nutty nutters xD I just found like 20 billion P!ATD icons containing lots of Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie and Ryden xD Here, i'll post some of my favorites.
1) if you're a straight straight guy, if you know what i mean, i suggest you don't scroll down for quite a long time xD (but i think there's no such thing as a straight straight guy anyway, so just scroll down xD)
Yes. Only Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie for today. Billy Martin shall have to wait XD
Ryden (RyanxBrendon)
AW. I've got tons and tons more (80 to be exact xD) *I can so totally see Terence smacking his forehead at this and Geoffrey going -_-* LOL XD
*GASP*
my favorite picture xD :S weird. I thought Ryan wasn't gay and he had a girlfriend, according to Brendonurie.net. Right. Oh well. :D
Random stuffs:
I'd better stop now before I go crazy xD I have a slight suspicion that Brendon Urie is gay.
-__-
Oh shit. I'm getting really really worked up.
I SUPER LOVE RYAN AND BRENDON PAIRINGS =X
okay did i just say that out loud?
>< I super super do!!!! Ryan's soft, sweet, playful, caring ...... cute xD and Brendon's usually the rough, manly one. They're so fit for each other!!!!!!! Okay im going nuts.
I'm sorry I couldn't make the outing, guys. I really really wished I could make it. I wouldn't miss shopping with you guys for the world.
Well, i'll be seeing you all next week though, so yeah .. i've got that to look forward to.
Till then, i'll be lying on my bed, sick, angry and frustrated, a thermometer sticking out of my armpit.
p/s: I've noticed that I write better when i'm sick than when i'm not. LMFAO.
Friday, June 29, 2007 @ 6:53 PM
Of being sick and Linkin Park.
I'm going out with my darlings + pounds teh bimbo tomorrow.
I'm getting sicker and sicker, but I still want to go :( . I'm afraid i'll pass my sickness to them, watery eyes and all Or even worse, pass out somewhere, too weak to move
I hope it will cure by morning, I don't want the ROXY salespeople to glare at the girl who's polluting their store with germs.
I'm sorry I wasn't allowed to go to your party, Chel. I really wished I was there today. (Though if I was, i'd be getting everyone sick with my flu.)
Joan was gotcha-ed by WL today. (Loo Jo An! HAHAHA)
Oh well. I'm out. I need a shower and a second round of pills.
p/s: Watch this, from LP TV. Mike fooled around with a fish and cowboy boots. Laughed my butt off, and cheered me up a whole lot.
And after you've watched this, watch the other episodes. They're really good, too.
I'm so sick, I swear my nose is going to drop off. Sneezed like 252346546 times, AND ONLY ICE CREAM CAN MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.
And we have no ice cream at home.
:(
Just downloaded the whole Minutes To Midnight album. Linkin' Park rocks socks man!
Chester rules on the vocals - lots of screamo rock and angst and...
Oh what the heck.
Listen to this:
You'll fall in love with Linkin Park all over again, I swear.
I'm playing their whole album on a loop right now.
XD
I need to pop some Panadol and flu medicine now, so i'll catch you guys later.
I had the most absurd dream last night. Why do i always have weird dreams?!?!?!!?
Joan, Huai, Dollar, Dereck and Kai were in it, and we somehow had special powers o_o Dollar and Dereck could fly, but only for a short period of time because they had futsal practice and they had to save energy (HAHAHAHAHA ... i think i have been using too much of chargers) And Joan, Huai and I could fly too, but we could fly anytime we wished and we had this blue glow about us And Kai could produce fireballs from her palms and fling them at anything
Just before I woke up, Kai was hurling fireballs at Dereck because he made fun of her o_o
Man. The person who posted on my tagboard who went "winnie loves xxx winnie loves xxx :P" better own up. Now.
Gosh. How old are you? Even my little nephews/nieces don't do that any more. Are you like, five?
GROW UP.
*comment deleted, because it was too fugly to be up on my pretty tagboard*
i'm sorry lah if you're someone i know and like/love. it's just that i super super tak tahan all these kind of comments. it's really stupid and if you think it's funny its so super not. just a single comment of that kind can destroy many good friendships. seriously. i've been through all this before. not willing to go through all of it again.
Octopus has been MIA lately. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN?! I super damn long didn't talk with you adiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Sudah jadi good boy study kah?
and now for SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING
I'm nuts over ROXY now Just went over to MidValley's outlet and there was like 30% off everything. Plus 10% if you have their membership card :P
I snagged one pair of boardshorts and one black tee and I still want more omg omg omg I've got the brown and blue version of this :P Now I really want the green version too -_-
HOW?! I want I want I want I want I want I want
I also want a red hairband. I know I know, I can see you all going O_O "WHAT?! WINNIE WANTS A HAIRBAND?" right now But seriously, damn nais lah!
I'm not too fond of ParisHilton but whatever, she's got the hairband But I want it in red. Blood red.
MANA NAK CARI?!?!
And and and and Topshop shades! I just found the perfect ones today.
(and when me and my brother - i so need someone else to shop with me, my brother isn't really any help - were in Topshop, he noticed like 4 white guys in the Topman section of the store, all trying out aviators and laughing among themselves and just having fun.
They looked like the boys from TheKillers. Scruffy but stylish in a way. They seriously looked like they were from a band!!!!!!!!!!
Wilson :Look! FallOutBoy! (-_- Setupid)
One of them was super cute and he kept smiling :P *falls down and dies*) Something like this I reckon o_O AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I want!!!!
My Vincci ones are broken -_- God knows who sat on/stepped on/broke them But i'm super super sad :(
I WANT SHADES GAWDAMMNITTTTTTTTTTTTT
Random pictures I found a whole lot of them in my picture folder and I thought, "Why not put them up?" So I did! Not arranged in order :D I forgot when and where some of them were taken though
WeiHong stuck his head into his Nike bag because his cap got taken by someone :P The whiteboard, after Mr.Indy was done explaining our genre assignment (This is only one half of the board) Me, Syaf and ZhengJoo's sneakers Taken god knows how long ago while we were sitting at the mamak in the morning Geoffrey The colorful pelican Me, with one of my trademark faces I look like a pufferfish -_-
Donkey (Camwhoring on my phone) Lets move on to the next picture shall we... Taken in Moral class ... not so nais lah i'm not a pro camwhorer :S Taken by Geoffrey BUNNIESSSS! Aaaaah! So cute can die! Three of them are kissing each other in the corner :P I WANT! :( In Pyramid's lift on the way to watch 28 Days Later Stupid show, really Geoffrey and Kien. I wonder how this picture got onto my phone :P
OHMAICHEESYCHICKEN im going shopping :DDDDDDDD *runs off to get ready*
I NEEEEEED IT & MORAL NOTES PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS PLIS!! Urgent!! :(
In the middle of editing zoo pictures now.
We took so many pictures.. and all of them are so large. But I love 'em all the same :D I'm sloowllyyy compressing them into smaller files so that it'll be easier to post them up here.
My blog is deprived of pictures. Yesh. Don't worry, coming soon soon :P
:D Made myself a candyfloss colored new header today. Creds at bottom left. Okay, okay, i'm satisfied already :P Won't change the header any more for quite a while. Ryan Ryan Ryan Ryden Ryan Ryan!! Mugen, he's not gay. Not gay. Unfortunately :(
And speaking of Mugen... here's another carrot-picture he drew :D
SO CUTE. HAHAHAHAHA
Okay, so back to picture editing! (When i'm actually supposed to be studying, but oh well, tra la la la la...)
"Blog about something more interesting ... why nowadays your blog like so dull already??"
That's because my life is dull.
I'm not really allowed to go out, and most of my time is spent sitting in front of the computer.
What am I supposed to blog about? Pics of me sitting at the computer in my pajamas?
Oh, today, I sat in front of the computer and then I played RO. I talked awhile with Huai and Joan and then I went downstairs to read a little LOTR and then I sat and played with my dog Candy for around 10 minutes and then... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
(The only part of the holidays I actually enjoy is sleeping in. Other than that, zero. Nil. Nada. Nothing else. Oh, yes, and the fact that I need not dress up to go anywhere every day -_- I can just throw on an old teeshirt and a pair of shorts.)
I have this strange craving for beef right now. Japanese teppanyaki beef with that sweet sauce on top.......... *drooools*
Okay, enough, before I create a puddle on my tabletop.
Yeah, I designed something today. A design of the band The Academy Is... It took me around six hours to finish it, and touching it up.
It's on my design site, MascaraSpots, and I love it to death. :D
All right. That said, I need to continue with the writing of my story - I hope i'll really finish it, because this time, i've actually got a plot for it. Yes, mister smarty pants (you know who you are), YOU CAN HELP BY NOT NUDGING ME EVERY TIME YOU SEE MY STATUS ON AWAY.
I'm sorry for the post below.. I guess my anger got the best of me.
It's hard, you know, living with an obstinate and inconsiderate ass of a little brother. Most of the time I just wish he would just be a good little nerd and just lock himself up in his damn room and study his whole life away. I know, I know, i'm mean. But he's meaner.
So, yeah, we went to the zoo today. My feet are cramped - it's been a long time since I walked that long. And due to my too-small sneakers, my right baby toe has a little blister on its side. But it was all worth it. I adore animals. I WANT A DAMN OTTER.
Snapped photos of stuff (camwhored a fair bit) ... and Lish, ZJ and I received a little "present" from Bambi. I'll tell you what it was when I post up the pics.
Not so soon, though, cause my comp is seriously lacking space right now. I've to find a way to store all my unedited - original copies - of pictures somewhere else. Not in a thumbdrive, after what happened to Donkey's. Maybe i'll get some rewritable CDs or something.
But whatever it is, I need it fast. I can't freaking photoshop anything at all.
Oh yeah. WL's coming back on the 3rd! *Jumps around*
Yayyy :) It's been ages since I saw him, though we talk almost every day on RO and MSN. Don't forget to bring me back my koala bear, kay?
Okay, back to Tolkien. (Call me nuts, but i'm rereading the trilogy again.)
:)
I. WANT. MY. OWN. DAMN. INTERNET. CONNECTION.
I CAN'T TAKE MY BROTHER AND HIS STUPID TUOTU DOWNLOAD SPEED ENHANCER ANY FREAKING MORE.
I ENDURED IT ALL WHEN YOU DOWNLOADED PRISON BREAK 2 LIKE A FUCKING DOLL ON A FUCKING STRING AROUND ITS NECK, AND THAT TIME MY MAPLE STORY PROGRAM LAGGED LIKE NO TOMORROW.
FINE. I STILL CAN TAKE.
BUT NOW, YOU DOWNLOAD FUCKING GREY'S ANATOMY.
*situation while photoshopping*
*clicks on lasso tool* click *HANG* *waits for 2 + minutes till screen unhang* *click* *HANG* *click* * HANG* UNTIL I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE AND I CRACKED.
BISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *throws mouse at screen in a hissy fit*
MY MOOD FOR FUCKING FUN AND GAMES ARE GONE, YOU LITTLE INCONSIDERATE DEMON. YOU'D BETTER DELETE ALL YOUR STUPID LITTLE SHOWS BEFORE I DELETE THEM MYSELF.
AND IT'LL BE EASY TO SEE WHO'S THE ONE LAUGHING THEN!
Spent a total 5 hours working on cropping pictures for the header. Ryan's and Spencer's hair are like, all over the place -_- Creds: (you can find some on sidebar)
Some certain people think I only like Panic! because of Ryan. Stupid much?
Sure, Ryan's too pretty to be true, but their music, especially Brendon's voice and their ability to sing live were what dragged me in. Seriously, go take a look at one of their Live At Denver vids up on Youtube. Spencer RULES on the drums, btw.
Plus, their lyrics are pure genius.
What ruins the band are fans who only like them for the boys and take no interest in their music. Hell, it peeves me to the core. Do you even know the name of their record label?
I'm paranoid about everything. Diseases. Ghosts. Insects. Stuff that i'm afraid of. Murderers. Serial killers. Robberies. Etcetera, etcetera. Especially diseases.
I remember not too long ago (4 years ago to be exact), my cousin brought back this Medical Q&A book for my mother about every single ailment available. During one of my nightly Mamee noodle escapades, I was curious, and since there was nothing better to read, I flipped through the book, hoping to gain some knowledge. Oh, I gained knowledge, all right. A mere flip-through, and i'd read about diseases such as diabetes, cancer and leukaemia. I was especially interested about the symptoms - hey, they say curiosity kills the cat, and really, i've learnt my lesson.
I read that if you had diabetes, your symptoms were drinking massive ammounts of water, eating too much, losing weight in a short period of time, always feeling thirsty, frequent urges to pee, having sweet cravings (shit, i DO have sweet cravings. fuck -_- i'm being paranoid again...) and even wetting the bed at night. From then on, I drank less water, thinking that if I drank more, I would pee more, and therefore i'd be diabetic. I know, you'd probably be going "Omg, paranoid much?" as you read this, but seriously, you'd be too if you read through the book.
I kept pestering my mom to take me for a blood sugar checkup. I fasted for a whole morning, not even drinking a drop of water. Finally, when my mom took me to have that checkup, the reading was 5.6. I got so scared, I almost passed out in front of everybody in that little pharmacy. Mom had to shove something sweet into my mouth and wave a bottle of oil over my nose until the color returned to my face and I could breathe properly again.
Well, after that, I drank nothing but water and iced tea, and ate no sweets - only lots of Ricola and S-Mint (claiming to be sugar-free sweets, but there was sugar in them, only I wasn't really smart enough to read the scientific names of chemicals at the back of the little packs). I stayed off sugar for around six whole months. I guess the packs of Ricola were what kept me going.
Well since then, i've been really afraid to test my sugar level. I'm scared that if I do, my sugar level will be higher than before.
Now in college, i've been drinking lots of sweet things each day like teh ais and bubble tea. And only drinking like a tiny cup of water before bed. (True, I swear). It's really surprising that i've survived until now.
I think I want to stay away from sugar again. And i'm gonna drink lots of water. It may be too late, but at least i'm making a change.
Please smack me if you see me ordering or drinking anything else but water or iced chinese tea.
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Guava Reunion Number 2542454362364. @Mid Valley 10 of us this time, with Der back from NS, sporting a new new haircut and an earring on his left ear.
Ate breakfast/lunch/whateveryouwannacallit at Chopstik Noodle House : had curry laksa. Soup wasn't that bad, but the tao pok (wtf how do you spell it) tasted like plastic.
Sitting around a rounded table, I couldn't help but feeling nearly whole. I had 9 of the people that I loved the most around me, and all of them were still themselves - Der being less talkative, but that's kind of a good thing LOL.
:D Watched Fantastic Four two. Johnny Storm was - is - a heartstopper. 'Specially that part where he hugged Jessica Alba (IN A FREAKING TUX WHEEE) Seee, he may be obnoxious but he's a sweetie at heart :D
Oh oh and especially the part where he came out of the shower! XD Psssssssssssssst~ Okay enough of spoilers. :D
And then, we went to the ATM to watch Joan withdraw some cash. While we were waiting, Dollar went
"My ass damn pain lah, I don't know why.." Then I was nearby so my brain went into Dollar&Pounds mode. "I KNOW WHY! >=D" "*starts laughing*"
Yeah, so after that, we headed to Dunkin' Donuts for some donuts (i know, after all that popcorn -_- we still wanted donuts). And we camwhored a little.
Smiley KaiSin with Fantastic Four folder :)
GRAWRRR *bites Terence's finger off*
Couldn't resist.
Me and my bimbooo ;) Whose car we dubbed the Dollar-mobile. XD
*gets into the car* Joan went "Let's give a name to your car!" "Hmm, I never thought of naming it..." "Let's call it Dollar!! Or Dollar number two or..." "THE DOLLAR MOBILE!" *Joan and Terence exclaimed in unison*
Cold chocolate nutty donut and vanilla donut. I WANT KRISPY KREME DONUTSS!!!!!
P!ATD Nutty nutty nutters xD I just found like 20 billion P!ATD icons containing lots of Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie and Ryden xD Here, i'll post some of my favorites.
1) if you're a straight straight guy, if you know what i mean, i suggest you don't scroll down for quite a long time xD (but i think there's no such thing as a straight straight guy anyway, so just scroll down xD)
Yes. Only Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie for today. Billy Martin shall have to wait XD
Ryden (RyanxBrendon)
AW. I've got tons and tons more (80 to be exact xD) *I can so totally see Terence smacking his forehead at this and Geoffrey going -_-* LOL XD
*GASP*
my favorite picture xD :S weird. I thought Ryan wasn't gay and he had a girlfriend, according to Brendonurie.net. Right. Oh well. :D
Random stuffs:
I'd better stop now before I go crazy xD I have a slight suspicion that Brendon Urie is gay.
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Oh shit. I'm getting really really worked up.
I SUPER LOVE RYAN AND BRENDON PAIRINGS =X
okay did i just say that out loud?
>< I super super do!!!! Ryan's soft, sweet, playful, caring ...... cute xD and Brendon's usually the rough, manly one. They're so fit for each other!!!!!!! Okay im going nuts.
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